If the world was ending (you'd come over, right?)

This specific article is inspired by a song.

I was actually doing the dishes, probably about 9 in the morning, I was listening to shuffled music on YouTube, then this song played...

If the world was ending (you'd come over, right?) 🎶

Have you ever felt how a song could make and break your heart? How a specific song could give so much goosebumps? How could that song make you think like "wtf!? Why! I was okay until this" 😢

The song actually made me feel lonely. It got me thinking about a past I thought would be a lifetime, invested too much of my time just to realize "we weren't meant for each other... But it's fine"

Have you ever experienced a time in your life where everyday, you're always hoping that that specific love would last, until it broke you, still, everyday, you're still there, reminiscing, still hoping that he'd mend you, that he'd be there for you, that in the end you'd still be able to re-live your stories of a lifetime?

I thought I was okay. For as long as I can remember, I was. Until this. For so long I was able to not think of him, but the song just hits me over and over again. And all of a sudden all my thoughts are about him. It's like I am trapped again, and it's starting to suffocate me. 😢

The part where Julia Michaels sings her part, it made me cry my heart out-again. And I was like "really!?"

It's like, everything you've prepared yourself for, accepting the fact that you'd be okay without him, accepting the fact that even promises of a lifetime could still be broken like promises; when you just love someone so much, whatever lifetime it is, there's still...even a bit, you'd still feel the ache and the happiness of the memories you have with that person.

If you don't know the song, try listening to it.