@Winx1988 15 February 2022 more from that month

LQ on Valentines Day The valentine article had never end already,this is just my entry for that hearts day.Mostly,I read some nice posts like surprises of flowers and chocolates at the 14th day.But,this article was an opposite to what valentines day should be. Here it goes; As I have written in my last articles that I have ordered a smartbro pocket wifi on Shoppee.It arrived last Friday afternoon,and it makes me busy since it's my first time to used it.Its a good quality but the problem is,it doesn't have a signal like 4 G inside the house.That's why I climb on every corner of the house just to find quality signal.

One of my friend have laughed at me,why did I do that,I said that I have no choice,ang I need to connect properly.I'm just glad that it works ,even if it's hang in there. But it takes time to find the 4G signal,but I didn't stop after dinner ,I still walk around to find connection. Since its valentines day,I didn't noticed that the time was already running.I don't mind my husband have felt different,he seems angry on that day.While I was browsing my phone,my daughter asked me to helped her doing her modules.But I said,"go to your papa".My husband had already felt sleepy that time,and he want to lie down on the bed. When my daughter asked him what is the product of 8×7,he is mad and said that I should be the one to teached her.But I was still confused how to claimed the free 250 pesos load for smartbro,so I just ignore them,am I so bad? After my kids have answered their modules they get out from the house and watch a movie with my brothers residence beside us.I and my husband was left in the house,and that time,we begun to argue.He is so strict in terms of teaching the kids,he wants me to explained step by step rather using a calculator. And I told him that he is like principal he has a lot of standards and rules.I understand his idea but I was just blinded that time with setting up my pocket wifi.I have explained to him that I need to find ways to lessen our expenses with wifi vendo.I and my eldest son have to used internet daily and we spend almost 300 pesos per week as well as if I have my own wifi I only spend 250 per month.I have searched some ways on you tube on how to find signal with pocket wifi,and I have dive into a blogger who sarcastically shared that she put her wifi on a bamboo,that's why I tried it and it's successfully catch a good signal. On the other hand,he seems cold to me that night,thinking that I don't spend time with my obligations as a parent.We don't talk to each other until we sleep that night.I just cried in silence,but I'm hoping that we will be okay the next day. I rise early in the morning to cooked our breakfast ,but still I can sense that were not fine,but i don't talk much until he go to work. I am tired to nonsense conversations and yelling ,I feeling ashamed with my family who lived beside us.Until he came home in the afternoon,we talked to each other and open up our emotions and feelings,and we have settled it. Valentines day is not a special day for us since we are ina relationship,it's just like regular days.He doesn't believe on Valentines day,but he loves me,just like what he said.And it's fine for me because I know that love is the essence of celebration.For as long as love is there,there's no doubt that we cannot reconciled each other. Honestly,I admit.that I have commit mistakes with my husband .I was very occupied with my goal to have a pocket wifi.Here's what I have learned; Time setting I should have allocate time to fix the wifi rather than disregarding to helping my kids.That was really a big mistake for me because the deadline for submission will be the next day.But instead prioritizing things first ,I am on the rushed to my own thing. I should be mindful My husband always mad at me when I'm not paying attention to what I'm saying.I should listen to his advices in the morning,so that we can finished the modules right away. I should prioritize things that are vital for my child like answering her modules,she really need guidance from me. There's a perfect time for everything I should not make things happens quickly just like installing wifi even if it can cause a lot of hassle and disturbances to my family. Do not always be in a hurry so that you will not to stumble It was my fault because I didn't let the day passed and install the wifi automatically.Things should be done accordingly not on the rush especially when there's someone who needs my attention and focus. At the end of the day,everything has been settled,through a proper conversation,without a lot of words.There's no perfect relationship or marriage,there's always a problem that appear inside the home,whether it's valentines day or not. Sometimes this ocassion can gives pressure to some people expecting that this day should be right and full of love and flowers.But the fact is,it doesn't happened to all,what matters is that everyday we are in love with each other.Having a good relationship,no conflict and sharing each other's responsibility. Our conflict during valentines day,somehow teaches us a lesson that we can apply daily.Love is always the essence of life,we should never forget why we have each other it's because of love.My husband husband told me ,to why did I knew that he was mad,when he never spoke to me.And I told him that I knew him already,for almost 12 years of being together.I can discern when he is angry or not.Anyway,the most important that we have reconciled after valentines day,it didn't last for how many days. So thankful that love always prevail,through the years. Have a happy heart everyone.

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