I was lost and Out
Good day everyone here in this wonderful platform, how are you all? , I hope you are all doing good, these past few weeks and days was not so good to me because i was feeling lost and out, I don't know why
What made me busy sometimes was to take care the house, do the chores and sometimes being a nanny to my niece Sophia since my sister (@Dawn_Dii) was kind of busy this past few days or weeks rather.
To my sister, i know you can read this one, I am sorry for not telling you about how I feel this past few weeks, I am shy enough to share my feelings with you eventhough I know that you will always there for me keep listening and advising.
Don't get mad at me after this huh !
Sometimes I ask myself, where have I been this past few weeks? I am now in my third week here in read.cash and I was being inactive, inactive to not see the person who wants to Sponsor me, the first person who trusted me, well the fact that I have a sister here who always nagged at me to open my read.cash.
Sometimes I can say to myself that I am a useless person, after they kicked me out and am living with my sister now.
I was lost because I don't know, I don't want people to know me or to see what was happening to me.
I am asking myself if my mother misses me ?Did she find me? Did she even call my name? because despite all that happened I missed her a lot.
She was once said that I had to live with my sister for the time being, but I asked myself now, until when ? until when I have not to see her so that they're always on good terms with my step father.
I am now almost two months here in my sister's place and I never heard about them, specifically her, is she okay? Is she not sick?.
I am still hoping that she is okay, I am still hoping that she is not sick because no matter what happens she is still my mother.
My inactivity here leads me to self pity haha I'm sorry for ranting here, I know I am now being pathetic when you read this, I just want to explain myself, I just want my heart to at least widen after this haha.
Thank you so much for reading..
Until next time
My dear friend, I'm glad to see you active here again. Please continue with strength, be sure that by trying on this platform, you will see the result of your efforts. You are a great boy for your mother. No matter how much she upsets you, you are a child who never leaves his mother. This is very good, your mother is a lucky woman. You are also very lucky because you have a kind sister, who is by your side at all times. Appreciate each other, and strive for peace and happiness.