Someone Came to Pick me Up
I was just watching tv yesterday when my older brother came, what he said first was "**Nanay wants you to come home" I just laughed and said** " **Can you please sit first?**, I offered him coffee and we had some chitchats.
He was asking how I was and I said I am always okay. Since I am the youngest among the five, they always thought that I was vulnerable. Lunch came and I prepared our lunch since my sister was doing all her laundry.
After lunch she takes her nap, so I was the only one remaining talking to my older brother. This brother of mine is actually a black sheep, he is not a bad person because he is so good to our family, ever since we parted ways he became this kind of person to others but not to ours.
While scrolling my sister's articles, one of them caught my attention and that was entitled "Black sheep" . It was all about this brother of ours, so I was thinking of him yesterday when He suddenly showed up.
My smiles widened when I saw him, we actually had an argument and misunderstanding that led him to block me on his Facebook.
Those arguments were all about my motorcycle, given to me by our uncle since in our area water was far away so we had to ride a motor to fetch some water.
He does not know how to drive so he asked me to teach him, and because I was the youngest I was willing to teach him until he learns.
It took us a week and he learned how to drive. I let him borrow my motor when he had something to do nearby, I let him drive my motor when fetching some water because I wanted him to learn.
When he learned, I can't use my motor I always asked him if I could use my motor for some purposes but he never let me.
One day, I was full because it was mine why can't I use it freely, so I decided to ask him. I never confronted him. I just asked him properly if I could get my motor back since he already learned how to drive.
But he was just furious, he counted all the contributions he made for that motor, from the Gasoline to Volts plus Oil, so I just walked out. From then on we were never on good terms, I can't no longer use my motor until now, He blocked me on facebook and it doesn't matter to me at all.
My sister once told me to never get angry no matter what he did because he is still my older brother.
Yesterday he came, I took a glimpse of the motor, at least he took care of it, and I was not feeling mad, maybe we were the same because he hugged me and asked me how I was.
We never talked again about the arguments because we were already okay, he was there to fetch me because Nanay wanted me to come home, but my sister never let me first because she does not have money to give me and my mother.
Maybe next week, I will visit my mother.
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One Month Old; Monthly reports and Goals
I started here with full of excitement, it was just like yesterday when I started to write here but now I am actually here in my one month, time flies really fast.
`Thank you so much Sponsor for your support, God bless you always, what you desire in your heart God will fulfill it.`
It was April when my sister invited me here and I was so excited seeing how read.cash gives her a lot of opportunities and earnings, so why not try right?
I am really trying to publish everyday but internet connection here is slower than before, when I open my browser it only says **"check your internet connection please reload".**
I can now relate why my sister was always in a bad mood when it comes to slow internet connection.
What I notice here when I browse a lot of articles, at the end of the month they were publishing a monthly report and Goals for the next month so maybe I should try one because it is my first time doing it so I'm a bit nervous and excited.
***My first monthly report***
My earnings in May were not that much but I am happy about it as a first month old user. My sister once said what she accumulated during her first month here was 0.02 BCH so I felt lucky and happy for my achievements in May.
I should be active here as much as possible, if the internet connection is not going crazy again.
***Goals for the month of June***
Some of the users here should publish at least one article per day, so I should do it also, it's not "**gaya-gaya**" (imitating) I just want to learn from them .
Gaining more subscribers is also one of my targets, and gaining more upvotes so that I can also help my family in terms of financial problems.
I still have a lot to learn, and I am willing to learn step by step.
That would be all for today
Until next time...
The Talk and Burdens
May 27, 2022
I did not know what happened to me yesterday because I was ranting here haha. I am so sorry for that, after my sister read those rants yesterday, she talked to me sincerely, she let me understand everything and that calmed me, that is why it is better to have an older sister.
She never saw me lonely or sad because I never let her saw me that way, but I know she understands because sometimes I caught her staring at me ( Peace sister Caught'ya)
Ooh I just want to let you know that my topic today is not all about what happened yesterday haha, I know I was a bit emotional but thanks to her, the woman that I love the most except to my mother because I love them both (My sister), I got calmed and I felt that my heart was not in burden anymore.
I have been here for almost one month, and all this time I am almost showing myself haha. I am a bit shy because I don't usually do this, like ranting somewhere haha, and I am a shy type of person.
I am two months here in my sister's place but I don't have a friend hehe, ayaw ko din maglabas labas kasi nahihiya ako.
Yesterday when I had my afternoon nap, I woke up because my sister woked me up. I did not know that she called our mother, my mother has no cell phone and there are no cellphones in her neighbor's also, that is why It's a bit hard for us to contact her or check her up.
But my sisters said that "**If there's a will, there's a way**" she called the owner of the store there, one of her friends and asked a favor that she wanted to talk to our mother.
That friend of hers was far from our mother but she was willing to go to our mother's house in order for us to communicate, so I am really indebted to her.
When I saw my mother on the screen I almost burst into tears, I know I was such a baby haha, but seeing her for almost two months made me miss her more.
The first thing she said was " **Peb? Are you not going home?** " I smiled at her and said that I will go home of course, but she asked me when? and said sorry for what she said before I left.
**"Your uncle ( stepfather) said sorry also, he was drunk that time"** She said.
The truth is, I didn't want to go home because even though he was drunk that time I knew that it would happen again.
But seeing her face made me want to go home.
We ended the call after a lot of talking, and my sister asked me but she said to just take my time.
I know that it was hard being my mother because she can't choose between her husband and her children, her happiness is our happiness also, as long as he is not hurting our mother it is okay with us.
Maybe I will go home after a week more.
Thank you so much for reading.
`I would like to thank @BCH_LOVER for her sponsorship. I am very excited because this is my first time being sponsored. Thank you so much for trusting me ate, God bless you po.`
I was lost and Out
Good day everyone here in this wonderful platform, how are you all? , I hope you are all doing good, these past few weeks and days was not so good to me because i was feeling lost and out, I don't know why
What made me busy sometimes was to take care the house, do the chores and sometimes being a nanny to my niece Sophia since my sister (@Dawn_Dii) was kind of busy this past few days or weeks rather.
To my sister, i know you can read this one, I am sorry for not telling you about how I feel this past few weeks, I am shy enough to share my feelings with you eventhough I know that you will always there for me keep listening and advising.
Don't get mad at me after this huh !
Sometimes I ask myself, where have I been this past few weeks? I am now in my third week here in read.cash and I was being inactive, inactive to not see the person who wants to Sponsor me, the first person who trusted me, well the fact that I have a sister here who always nagged at me to open my read.cash.
Sometimes I can say to myself that I am a useless person, after they kicked me out and am living with my sister now.
I was lost because I don't know, I don't want people to know me or to see what was happening to me.
I am asking myself if my mother misses me ?Did she find me? Did she even call my name? because despite all that happened I missed her a lot.
She was once said that I had to live with my sister for the time being, but I asked myself now, until when ? until when I have not to see her so that they're always on good terms with my step father.
I am now almost two months here in my sister's place and I never heard about them, specifically her, is she okay? Is she not sick?.
I am still hoping that she is okay, I am still hoping that she is not sick because no matter what happens she is still my mother.
My inactivity here leads me to self pity haha I'm sorry for ranting here, I know I am now being pathetic when you read this, I just want to explain myself, I just want my heart to at least widen after this haha.
Thank you so much for reading..
Until next time
I was out, I was lost that is why I was inactive here, inactive that I didnot notice that someone wanted to sponsor me
I am trying my best to be active here more often
good day everyone
I am the boyfriend but she marry other man
Blog #3 May 7, 2022
My sister told me to interact and be active always, but whole day unexpected brown out again was happened, after the electricity has restored the reception of internet connection was lost, that is why we both can't do anything about it. (This should be published yesterday but the net was nowhere to be found.)
My blog for today is all about my failed relationship with my past girlfriend, everyone thought that we are okay, I also even thought we were okay, talking from time to time, exchanging of I love you's and kisses but I woke up one day, she was married , I was her boyfriend but she married to another man.
Her name is Mishelle, she is a black beauty with a cute face and a long hair, what I like about her was she has a kind heart, both of her parents died and she used to live at her grandmother.
Both of our families agreed in our relationship because I first courted her grandmother before her, and she is also like a daughter to my mother. We both in love with each other, I couldn't see my future without her.
I was 15 years old and she was just only 14 years old, we both thought that it was just a crush thing, a puppy love but we reach 5 years in a relationship, we never fought, we understand each other and we comfort each other.
It was our first anniversary when I invited her to our house to meet my parents (mother and step father) also to meet my brothers, my step father was joking that we should get married, but Mishelle just laugh and said we were both young for that, and I agree since I don't have stable job yet plus I was just a minor, we both minor actually.
Both of our families are like in-laws already, and I like it the feeling that no one disagree about your relationship.
5 years anniversary came, this was happened on January 4, 2022, when I decided to surprise her at their house, I bought her favorite snacks and I wanted to proposed to her, at least for engagement only and we can do the wedding after her graduation.
I notice that there was a lot of people in their house, I thought that they had just only a visitors or a birthday, but I saw her walking down at the house, wearing that dress that white long dress.
Our eyes met, but she looked away, I tried to approached her but her grandmother approach me and said **" Please Peb, don't ruin Mishelle's wedding" I** was shocked .. "**Grandma, Why??"** but no valid reason was given to me.
I went home dumbfounded and I saw my parents their looking at me pitifully..
"**She's already Pregnant"** my mother said..
I just smiled and said **" we broke up long time ago.. so it's up to her to decide for her life"** and I walk out.
I was late to realized that I was crying alone beside the river, that river and that spot we used to sit and watched some kids who are playing at the water.
I saw her last february and I can see her baby bump already, she was smiling at me but I can't smile at her like I used to do, I just ignore her and went to my friends, I heard her husband called her and I control myself to looked back to her.
Until now, I still have a lot of questions to her, why and how did that happened, we had promised to each other, and I respected her a lot because I love her. But I decided to forget her, it might be a long process but I want her to be happy to her new found family.
thank you for reading til next time...
I got kicked Out
Blog #2 May 4, 2022
Hello everyone this is my second day here and a second article from me as well. Yesterday I was here to introduce myself, and I wanted to make friends here like my sister. She is really friendly and even here I can see that she has a lot of friends.
Yesterday I read a lot of articles from my sister and I can say that she is a strong woman indeed to face all her hardships in life alone. I was 4 years old when my brother came and picked me up at my cousin's house. I was just a kid to say no back then, but what I can remember clearly was I hated our mother for abandoning us.
My brother left me to our mother, so I had no choice since I was just a kid. I was 14 years old when she was remarried to a man of course haha. At first everything was okay, but time went by very fast and everything has changed.
At first my stepfather was okay like he was kind, he treated me like his own son, because he has no son in his past wife, I was totally okay with it because the face of my real father faded in my memory because he died when I was just 3 years old. The thought of having a second father made me happy.
We became a happy family,
***until recently…..***
I went home from work when I noticed my things scattered outside the house. I saw my mother sitting on the bench inside while staring at me, I asked her What happened but she was just silent…
Even though I was tired because I came from very hard work, I was still able to focus on getting my things on the ground, and that ground was a bit muddy and slippery because of the rain, my clothes were on dirt and some of it got wet..
***"didto sa ka sa emong ate peb, nag away me sa emong angkol kay labanan taka, ang gusto nya nga didto sa ka puyo sa emong ate kay ako radaw ang kaya niya nga buhion karon"***
I was stunned at the words she said like what??? without saying any words, I turned my back on her and left.
I chatted with my sister @Dawn_Dii and I told her what happened while crying only to myself, and she said that I am always welcome to their house, her husband is also kind for letting me stay for the meantime.
I didn't bring any clothes when I left, I didn't even bid my goodbyes to them because I was so hurt by those people whom I thought could protect me.
But my sister said ***" ayaw pagdumot peb kay diha nako gikan, bisan paman sa tanang nahitabo, kahiubos nimo nilang nanay mas gaan gyod emong dughan kung mupasaylo ka"***
Now? I don't have any plans to come back home because I think I finally found my real home beside her, my sister.
Thank you so much for reading, see you until time.
Self Introduction To Start My Journey Here
Hello everyone, what a great opportunity to be invited here, thank you to my sister @Dawn_Dii for letting me know about this kind of platform.
I heard a lot of it from her, since she was always saying that it's a great well earned platform so I told her that I should give it a try, and maybe it's time for me to come out of my comfort zone. This would be another memorable thing that is happening to me because of her (Insert @Dawn_Dii)
ABOUT ME:
Wherever we go, introduction is a must, So I would like to introduce myself. I am Waren Camad, my nickname is Feb-feb because I was born in February. I am 20 years old and still single hehe. I am more into internet games like Mobile Legend(ML) and I have a lot of friends. I can say that I am a good son to my mother to our parents rather, I am also a good brother to my brothers as well as to my one and only sister @Dawn_Dii, and I am a good person in our society.
I also lived in our cousin's back then, when my mother left us and our father died, but one morning our eldest brother came to me when I was four years old back then, that is why we were separated by my sister.
I am the youngest among the five siblings, I have three brothers and one sister, my memory when I was young is now slowly fading, the only memories I had was when I lived with my mother, I am thankful because the memories of my sister is not fading because I communicate to her through facebook and messenger.
It has been a long time since we saw each other again. Now she has her own family. She told me that she really cried every night when I was gone because our eldest brother did not get an approval from her or hindi nagpaalam noong kinuha ako.
Now I am with her again, I am living with her for the meantime and have a good bond to her since we did not see each other often, I don't know if how long I am going to live here, but I will make it sure to have a good memories with her and her family especially to my niece Sophia.
And the rest is history, maybe in my next writing hehe.
MY FAVORITE COLOR:
The same as my sister, I am also a black lover, the complexion of my skin is darker but it doesn't bother me wearing blacks and I am proud of it. Some of the people I know bullied me because of it but I never get affected. My Aunt once said that "wear clothes that you are comfortable with, don't mind others because they were not the one who bought it ''.
MY FAVORITE ANIMAL
All animals are my favorite since I am not a violent person, I don't have issues with any kind of animals, they were also God's creation so what we should do is to love them because God also gives them lives to live.
MY FAVORITE FOOD
Chicken, any kind of chicken dishes haha, I can eat any kind of food because I am not a picky eater like her (Insert @Dawn_Dii) but my most favorite of all is chicken dishes.
Message from me:
From the thought of joining here, I was a bit nervous because I am not a good writer but I have lots of ideas to share with you. When my sister sent me the link one thing that came right into my mind first was " Can I Do well? Writing is not my Thing" and of course from the guidance of my sister, I know I can do well.
Thank you so much for reading.
Until next time..
@Warenfeb02