The time I realized that I love her: Last part

In the middle of the rain, I spent my whole hour. Tears and the rainwater fell from my face together. And the pain I felt was breaking me inside.. That was kinda a surprise! It really surprised me! I just smiled, and started to move towards home with the flower and teddy. Wearing a cold and a wet jacket..

I just threw the flower on the cliff, and brought home the teddy.. When I arrived home, I settled my self up and lay in my bed. I just let the whole night heal me and the pillow to dry my tears up.

Well, few days later. I tried to talk to her to settle up and tell her what I saw. But, she just told me that she doesn't love me. She had a lot of boyfriend, and only chooses wealthy and a guy with car. Her words pierced my heart painfully. My thoughts about her was wrong, she's a gold digger and a cheater. So we broke up, she wasn't even hurt.

As months passed by my auntie was done with her errands. And told me that I could go back to my hometown anytime.

Since, I was getting bored in this place, I immediately grabbed the opportunity to go home. I missed my family and friends.. Especially my best friend, Vincent my closest cousin. I bought a present for him of course, as I remember that was a chocolate and special otap made in cebu lol.

But what is more exciting here is, my girlfriend Jessa. Should I suppose to call her my GF? Lol, I guess she's with someone now. I still love her, the feeling is still there. The girl that I left a year ago... I can't wait to see her, but.. It's too offensive and shameless if I meet up with her.. It's not a good idea. But ill try...

Well, I really saw her on that park again where we often meet. But, sadly she's with someone already.. I just gazed at them from a distance while sitting under a tree where I usually sit. She stared at me but, she didn't noticed that it was me. I wore my hoody jacket and mask that time, same as what I wore the day Julia cheated on me.

Now I realized that I still love her.

But, someone told me, if you truly love the person, you're going to let him/her go, wherever she finds her happiness.

I saw her being happy with her new boyfriend, I can't do anything but to watch them.. This is my consequence, and this will serve as a lesson.

Never leave someone abruptly you thought you're not in love with. Later on when you're away, it's the time you'll realize that you love her and long for her embrace. Too late.

-CousinJCB

Hello guys! Finally.. He's done lol! That's what you deserved Jin! Joke. By the way, this was inspired by my cousin's story. I just added a lot of seasonings spices and salt to make it fictional.

Well, that was a long time ago.. He's okay now. I don't know if he had a girlfriend today or nahh..

Thank you for reading guys! Love you all.. By the way, the gift he gave me special otap was really delicious from cebu. I forgot it's product name.. That's all Godbless...