How can I escape from Envy
Hello readers, it's been a while huh? I'm glad that I recovered my password here in this platform, my fingers wants to talk instead of my mouth about how I feel this past few weeks. As you all know, I am a 3rd year college student from a renowned university here in Davao. I am a competitive, and a persevere one.
The real reason why I decided to write my personal problem here instead of opening it to my friends it's because they are the reason why I feel this negative emotion, yes as what you have read in the title, the negative emotion that I am referring to is being ENVY. I don't want them to hate me, I am afraid to be misjudge, and they might not listen to me. I love them so dearly and I am afraid to lose them.
I really lack self control, I hate losing, I hate being left alone, I hate being a stupid one, I hate everything that hurts my pride. Yeah you can call me a prideful one but I highly admit it. I want to get rid of this bad personality of mine because it feels like I am dying inside and the pain keeps on piercing my heart at the same time my mind went go crazy, then self-pity came afterwards.
I badly want to release all of these toxics in myself but I don't know how and the worst thing is I am a follower of Christ, I don't want to call myself a Christian who fakes her smile and emotion infront of other people, I want to be a person who is transparent. A person who is driven with kindness, patience, humility, open-mindedness, and love.
But the chains of jealousy, envy, and pridefulness keeps on holding me back. I pray to God fervently, and kneel down before Him, asking for His forgiveness so that He may change my heart. But I realize that God has given me free will to change my fate and whole being. But still I don't know how to start it. Please help me, I don't want to suffer this bad feelings alone. I don't want to end up being alone because of these negative emotions.
It's early in the morning, and I wonder why I immediately open this site rather than those apps I've regularly visit. I didn't have a good sleep since then. It keeps on bothering and haunting me at night. I need a light to redeem me from the darkness. I can't do it alone, I even distant myself to my friends because I don't want them to see me like this. I was full of hatred right now, not because of them but because of my own self. I have no satisfaction, full of anger, loneliness, and I am crying inside, it so painful and I am literally in pain. Oh God when will I be free...
Thanks for spending your time reading my concerns hope you will help me to finally escape from these killers.
A gay fell inlove with me Part II
Continuation...
If you haven't read the previous article just click the link below.
https://read.cash/@BCH_girl/a-gay-fell-in-love-with-me-4b89bb4f
Since that moment, I can't look at him from eye to eye because it's way too awkward and my heart pounds uncontrollably. He became distant with his peers and to my surprise we all noticed that he is no longer wearing any headband and liptint. His aura is so manly now, and we never saw that side of him before.
Every day I received a sticky note mini paper in my arm chair with a note "Good Morning Princess". It made me flattered thou and I am always excited to go to school because of that. Weeks passed, he approached me first and asked me "Can we be friends?". I just nodded and he smiled. He is so handsome when he wear a smile. We became close friends after that, he always accompany me during recess time and treat me even though I already refused.
Christmas time has arrived and he gave me a present. I received a pair of scarlet colored doll shoes and a customized bracelet with my name written on it. If you asked where it is now, I lost it and I don't remember why. I appreciate his effort and I also gave him a penshoppe gray plain v-neck tshirt. He was so happy and wore it right away. And on February 14 year 2012 he confessed his feelings to me and gave me a bouquet of pink roses flowers with kitkat chocolates at school because it's my favorite. I got embarrassed and I feel like my entire face is turning red. He courted and waited for me for almost four months. And yes we became legal couples. At first many people criticize our relationship and others are very supportive. We were so happy at the very beginning. But a huge trial broke our treasured relationship.
After a year of being a high school sweethearts/ lovers. His family decided to return to their birth place located in Cebu. It was so sudden and I can't imagine my life without him. He wants to meet with me for the last time but I preferred not to see him because I got so depressed and I don't want to see me like that. He went to our house for three days straight but I didn't showed up. It better than that rather than seeing him walking away from me. It so painful and I can still remember the pain of being left back then. I received a lot of text messages and calls from him but I blocked his number. We don't have a proper break up. It took me five months to recover and heal you know, he is my first love and until now my heart longs to see him once more even though he has his own family now. Well, I stalked him on Facebook and I found out that he got married last year and has a pretty baby girl with his gorgeous wife.
I feel happy for him but the pain was still here in my heart. As long as he is happy now with his family it's more than enough for me. That should be me huhuhuhuhuhu. Maybe we were just noy meant to be. That's it! This is not a happy ending but I know everything happens for a reason. The only thing that I regretted was not saying a proper goodbye to him. It's too late but that's how it is. Thanks for reading.
The end.
A gay fell in love with me
Anyeong! Greetings to all my readers, been lost in track on this site but I am trying my best to be more active in here. I noticed that I am a three months user now in read.cash what a great milestone already, and despite of being inactive my account was not spammed or banned.
Before I continue, have you ever had a gay suitor or admirer? I do have one if you would ask.
This happened when I was just a high schooler.
Having a gay suitor is a little bit strange and unusual but I also had this indescribable feeling from the moment I got acquainted by this man. His name is Danny and a lot of her friends called her as "Dannygurl" because he is gay ofcourse. He is handsome yet his looks was gone to waste due to the fact that he is a member of LGBTQIA COMMUNITY. He also loves to apply liptint in his lips and often wore a pink headband. I was a transferee in their school and he is the only one I am not close with among all my new classmates. I'm afraid to approach him everytime we had a group presentation or performance during the class because he is so maarte and hot-tempered and he doesn't want to talk with me either. I thought he don't like me as her groupmate.
There was a time that I arrived too early in our school and no one seems to be around. So I took the time sleeping while waiting for my other classmates to come. Unexpectedly when I woke up, I saw him sitting beside me and that made so shocked. He was just staring at me the whole time and for the first time he called me by my name and said, you look more pretty when you're sleeping huh and told me that I am weird. The h*ck was that! I never saw it coming, and wait did he call me weird, in what way? Those were the thoughts in my mind during that time. It left me unspoken and guess what he is not wearing any headband and liptint on that time which is very new to me. And his voice is changing too when he talk with me. OMG! I was so speechless the whole time and I don't know how to respond him.
15 minutes later, few of our classmates have arrived already, and that gave me a relief. After that moment, he is still staring at me and when I caught him he immediately divert his eyes to another direction. His friends started to noticed his changes and they teased him that he had a girl crush. And he didn't deny it and he even told his friends , so what? Do you have any problem with that? And stare at me. Boom! My heart is pounding when he look at me while saying those words. Because of that his friends got a clue that I was the girl he is been inlove with. I just said to them that they got the wrong person I mean, why me? As if a gay would fall in love with me. And I am not into that kind of relationship because it's way too unusual.
To be continued...
This story was too long to write so I prefer to make another article for the continuation tomorrow I guess. Thanks for reading, and stay tuned.
I took the lead image from unsplash.com
Worst Valentines Day of My life
If you happened to read this, don't skip every bit of my words, because this is a true to life painful love story of mine. I am five years single and my previous relationship gave me so much depression and trauma of getting involved with another man. Let's just say that, he cheated on me right before my eyes.
Cheating is a well-known life changer of every human being who gave their all just to save their relationship, and we should not normalize it. IT'S A CHOICE AND NOT BY ACCIDENT.
The pain was still there, and everytime I remembered such nerve-wracking moment, I just close my eyes and took a deep breath. I honestly forgive him yet forgetting is difficult than I thought.
He told me that "LOVE IS NOT ENOUGH TO STAY". Well, I can't blame him because I am a conservative woman who don't want to engage myself from premarital s*x and maybe he was tired of waiting and ran out of patience the reason why he committed a malicious and immoral act. I thought that he fully understand me yet I was wrong.
I gave him my whole trust that he wont commit such act to me, yet watching them doing such immorality right before my eyes was heartbreaking and extremely painful. What a shameful beings.
It was during valentines day five years ago when I suddenly felt lonely knowing that my boyfriend was not able to greet me a happy valentines day nor visit me in our house that he usually does. I already had a bad feeling on that time, so I decided to visit him in his apartment which is just a 15 minutes ride from our home. When I arrived, I saw a girl's doll shoes in his door and didn't react at all because I have faith in him that he wont cheat on me and I thought that her sister is just visiting him yet again I was wrong. I was about to open the door when I heard a moaning voice behind close door. I was shaking and got chills all over my body and immediately open the door with all my strength and I was shocked on what I have seen.
I saw my boyfriend doing an intimate s*xual intercourse with my cousin. My tears fell apart witnessing them doing such a horrible thing infront of me. "We're Done!" Those are the words I mumbled with a shivering voice.
I ran as fast as I could with a heavy heart. I head home with an anxious face and my mother asked me on what was wrong, and I just cried out loud. I cried all night without a wink of sleep. My boyfriend came the day after but I just stare at him in the window as if I didn't hear a thing. After that, I went to my room and cried again. It took me five months to finally heal. I loss 10 pounds on that time because I got no appetite thinking about what happened. My cousin kneeled down before me and apologized. However, my heart went hard and ignored her. I was full of hatred and hurtful and I want to curse the both of them. Because of what they did, my life became miserable. I don't deserve it.
Well, when I try to imagine it again I have no hurtful feelings now and I forgave them. But forgetting the past is way to impossible. However, I will let the time itself heal me and of course God was always been there to lift me up when I badly want to give up.
This is just a short scenarios of my story, because I don't want to recap the past anymore, and I should bury it along with my hatred and pain.
**Lead image is from unsplash.com**
Women, Please hear me out!
"RESPECT"
People will only respect you to the level of how you respect your own self. If you think you are a useless and hopeless piece of crap, it will reflect in your actions and behavior.
We all need that, however that is the only intangible thing that we should earn from others and once it's lost you will have a hard time to take and earn it back again.
"Social Media"
It is undeniable that it is filled with entertainment, informations, online opportunities such businesses, and provides endless communication. However
It became the breeding place of criticisms, cybercrimes, fraud, fake news, spreading of erotic contents and other disadvantages.
Among all the disadvantages I've mentioned, there is a major issue I wanted to voice out and express my opinion.
**"women flaunting their bodies online by posting videos and photos on different platforms. "**
I am a woman and it hurts to watch young ladies that are manipulated by attention and popularity by posting videos where they almost half naked and worst showing off their private body parts without any second thought of being judge and erotically fantasized by men.
Tiktok Philippines is not a good entertainment source anymore. When this app was launch in our country I am one of those users of that particular platform because it has a fun features where you can overlay some of your favorite music and I was fascinated by it's cute filters. But as time goes on a lot of users became thirsty for views and popularity most especially the youth and I was deeply saddened because some women are the one's who are desperate just to get the attention they want through showing off their b*obs, dancing without any bra and wearing too much revealing clothes which really ruins the image of a Filipina women.
Some of them said " MY BODY MY RULES". Oh really? You may have the free will to do anything with your own body but let me tell you this, YOU ARE JUST LOSING ALL THE RESPECT FROM OTHER PEOPLE TOWARDS YOU. Do you want to get popular because of doing that? Remember we are living in a world filled with criticisms and once you trigger those judgemental eyes you won't easily escape from it.
Our body is the temple of God. I am not telling this because I am perfect, it's because I am one of those people who criticize them and I realize that it is not helping my fellow ladies at all. To all women's out please here me out. Too much confidence and pride will only drag you down. Don't let popularity control over you.
You should think twice before posting something on social media. Only your future husband must indulge with that body of yours.
WAKE UP!
***Before you seek and ask for respect, respect your self first!***
**To those men out there** if you have a daughter, a sister, and a girlfriend. Be their protector and don't let them be the slaves of desperation and the target of sexual indulgence in some social media sites. That's what should a real man do.
**To those parents out there** please guide your children and monitor what they are doing. Be a good example of discipline and teach them the essence of modesty and respect. Their future is in your hands.
This words are from my heart, so please hear me out. Thanks for reading.
***All photos are not mine it's from unsplash.com***
It's too late now to say sorry
*"I'm sorry, you're no good at all."*
*"I fell out of love, hope you understand."*
*"Please just let me go if you really love me."*
*Those are the excuses of my ex-boyfriend when he desperately wants to break up with me. Imagine, hearing those words from the person you trusted and deeply in love with for almost 6 years said this infront of you. I can't explain how I felt remembering those heartbreaking moment. He even promised me that he will going to marry me after he gets a regular job, but I was just too confident that he will not going to find someone who's better than me. I supported his goals in life and accompanied him through thick and thin, but he just if ignored those efforts I've invested in our relationship.*
*I thought my love story ends with a happy ending but it wasn't. I beg for him to stay even if it wasn't enough to make him stay. I gave my all to him to the extent that nothing left for me. I was madly in love with a guy who neglected the girl who was with him when he was just nothing. I have no tears left to cry, it took me five months to completely heal and recover from the excruciating pain of being left. I was all alone now and I thought my life will be empty and incomplete without but I feel fine without you anymore. The chains was been broken and now I'm free. I am no longer afraid facing tomorrow without you because living alone without anyone who will only give you pain is the greatest feeling I've ever have. And now I found my worth, i deserve someone who will stay with me for a lifetime. And God will lead me to the man He created just for me.*
Those are the words I wanted my ex-boyfriend to hear. He messaged me on facebook earlier this morning, and he said,
*"How are you? It's been 2 years since we broke up, do you have any boyfriend now?"*
I am so happy not because he chatted me, it's because I no longer feel any pain anymore. I just gave him a dull reply without awkwardness,
"*I'm fine, No I haven't"*
And so I asked him, why did he chatted me out of blue.
"*What do you want?*"
He replied,
*"I miss you so bad, my ex-girlfriend can't surpassed you and I want to say sorry for what I have done, and I really regret leaving you, please give me one more chance."*
And I replied,
***"It's too late now to say sorry"***
*"You have done enough, you wrecked my soul and broke my heart into pieces which I don't deserve, so please don't repeat it, after all just face the KARMA!"*
I am no longer what they call "Marupok", because I have fear of pain and I'm afraid if it happens to me again it might change me into a different person who I never wanted to be. Everyone deserves second chances but please give it to someone who can't waste it. I already forgive him for everything he has done, but no one can erase the bad memories that I had in my mind. Time heals everything but for me God will not only give us healing yet He also give us satisfaction and blessings. I also realized that He let us to experience brokenness in order to fix our feet to the right path. Just remember when we are broken and weary there is a God who embraced and listen to us while we are weeping. He is not blind, and deaf to witness our pain. God is the one of put the bandage of ultimate healing in my heart and soul, and I am so grateful to it. It is the grace of God who turned me into the person I am now. Lastly, His love is enough for me because I am fully satisfied with His promise and Grace. And the right man, right time, right place is in my God's hands.
Thanks for reading this my friends! Hope you learned something from my story. Goodnight .
***Lead image not mine, it's from unsplash.com***
Nakakapagod Maging Panganay
Kamusta!
Isang napakagandang gabi mga minamahal kong manunulat! Sa pagkakataong ito nais kong ilabas ang aking saloobin sa pamamagitan ng pagsusulat.
Sisimulan ko muna ito sa isang tanong,
Isa ka rin bang panganay na anak?
Nawa'y maunawaan mo ang aking nararamdaman ngayon. Minsan ko na ring nabigkas ang mga katagang ito, "NAKAKAPAGOD MAGING PANGANAY". Alam nyo kung bakit? Puwes iisa-isahin natin yan.
Panganay ako sa tatlong magkakapatid, isang babae ang aming bunso, lalaki naman ang aming pangalawa at tatlong taon lang ang aming agwat. Alam natin na ang pagiging panganay na anak ay may kaakibat na responsibilidad, at di natin ito maikakaila. Tayong mga panganay ang itinuturing na protektor ng ating mga nakababatang kapatid. Tayo ang nagsisilbing sandalan sa bawat problema na hindi nila kayang ibahagi sa ating mga magulang. Tayo ang itinuturing nilang ehemplo at dumidisiplina sa kanila. Subalit, Yun lang ba ang mga tungkulin na aming ginagampanan? May mga bagay rin na syang nagbibigay saakin ng dahilan upang mapagod, kaya minsan naitatanong ko sa sarili ko bakit ako pa, at sana hindi nalang ako ang naging panganay. Gustuhin man natin subalit wala rin tayong magagawa. Kumbaga sa ingles "NO CHOICE".
NAKAKAPAGOD MAGING PANGANAY dahil,
Ako ang laging kumikilos sa mga gawaing bahay. Hindi sa pagrereklamo pero ako ang laging nauutusan kahit hindi pa ako tapos sa ibang gawain, habang yung iba kong kapatid ay sobrang busy sa kanilang mga cellphone. Halos magkandakuba na ako sa pagiigib ng tubig, ni anino ng kapatid kong lalaki di ko mahagilap. Ako ang laging naglalaba, nagluluto, at naghuhugas ng plato. Kaya ko naman lahat yan pero tao lang din naman ako napapagod at may limitasyon ang aking lakas. Ito rin ang aking paraan upang matulungan ko ang mga magulang ko na nagbabanat ng buto mula umaga hanggang gabi. Ginawa ko na ang lahat, gumawa ako ng schedule, at pinagsabihan ko na ang iba kung mga kapatid na tulungan ako sa mga gawain subalit ganun parin eh. Tumutulong naman sila, yun nga lang kailangan ko pang magalit bago sila kumilos.
NAKAKAPAGOD MAGING PANGANAY dahil,
Ako ang laging napagsasabihan at napapagalitan kapag nagkakamali ang mga kapatid ko. "Naadik na yang mga kapatid mo sa selpon kasi hinahayaan mo lang di mo rin mapagsabihan!" Ika pa ni ina. Kung pwede lang talagang sumagot , "sa totoo lang hindi ko naman kasalanan kung bakit binilhan nyo yan sila ng bagong cellphone eh, hindi dapat inispoil yan". Kapag napapaaway ang kapatid kong lalaki ako ang nasesermonan, kahit hindi naman ako ang mahilig sa away. Kaya ko pa naman iiyak ko na lang sa tago.
NAKAKAPAGOD MAGING PANGANAY dahil
Ako ang breadwinner saamin, ilang trabaho na napasukan ko sa edad kong 23 di pa ako nagkajowa haha. Pahinga muna ako ngayon dahil deserve ko din ito. Sabi ni inang mahal, ako ang magpapaaral saaking mga kapatid sa kolehiyo, at hindi ako tutol dun. Ayaw ko naman ring mag asawa muna, kaya igugol ko nalang ang aking buhay sa pagtatrabaho para saking pamilya, at nang makapagpahinga rin ang mga magulang ko. Nakakapagod mang isipin pero kailangan kong gawin, kasi nga ako ang ATE.
Yun lamang aking mga kaibigan! Sana'y naunawaan ninyo ng lubos ang aking saloobin huwag ninyo sana akong masamain, sapagkat ibinuhos ko lang ang aking mga hinaing sa platapormang ito upang mabawasan ang aking mabigat na pakiramdam. Salamat sa pagbabasa, mas komportable akong isulat ito gamit ang aming lenggwahe na "Filipino".
Magandang gabi.
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Pursuing My Journey in Read.cash By Setting up Goals
Doubts, Hesitation, and Fear of failure are the factors that held me back to pursue my passion in writing. Discovering this platform is like an answered prayer, and that was just my first impression because finally I have found a purpose to inspire others with my desire to write. However, my first week here in read.cash was kinda rough and I've felt jealous for those writers who are well-versed in writing. Their grammar, styles, and words used are fantastic and incredible. And that made me feel I'm not worthy at all because I don't have that capacity to do so.
As you can see I am a month user on this site but I only published 2 articles so far, because I am dealing with foreign writers that is why I need to enhance my skills by observing and reading random articles from various authors as well as exploring the site itself. From that, I can get new ideas and styles before I write my own piece again. So this is the right time I guess.
As what I have observed, articles about setting goals are circulating around this platform and it convinced me to make my own too.
Earn at least 30 dollars at the end of the month
This is an earning site right? And I haven't installed the Bitcoin.com app yet, because I don't know how to transfer my earnings there, but thanks to the one who invited me here @Vincent21 , he lend me his knowledge about crypto and introduced the site rules to me, thanks bro! I am hoping that I could earn that particular amount at the end of the month.
Have atleast 20-30 subscribers
As of now, I have five unknown subscriber but still I am so happy because someone is willing to read my articles. To those five people who subscribed me, thank you so much and I promised that I will never let you down.
Have at least 3 additional sponsors
I saw a lot of users here having 10-12 sponsors in their sponsor's block. And I have this desire to have one too. I want to thanks my current sponsors @Vincent21 and @BCH_LOVER for believing in me, I truly appreciate it a lot. I love you both.
Publish 15-20 articles
I am so frustrated knowing that I only published two article within 4 weeks and I regret the thought that I wasted so much time. From now on I want to challenge myself, and accomplish this goal with all my might. To all writers out there, please help me to improve more, and I am willing to accept all your suggestions and feedbacks, because I know that It will help to be a better writer like you guys.
Read and interact more articles
I really love reading articles mostly horror, fiction, and even personal experiences. I am reading some articles here in read.cash but I am afraid to leave a comment because I am not confident to express my thoughts and feedback even though I really like it. But I usually saved those articles that I liked, and read it again if I have some spare time.
It feels so good when you have set some goals isn’t it? I hope and pray that all of these will be achieved before the month ends. Thanks for reading my piece. I know it's late but I want to greet you all a "HAPPY NEW YEAR". Have a great day.
BCH_girl at your service!
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Random: Question and Answer
Hello! Again my dearest read.cash friends!! I am not expecting for a huge amount of tips from anyone. My heart is about to explode in joy! I never thought that there will be a lot of interactive people here in this platform. They are also friendlies as well! Thank you guyses I am not going to mention you all but, my gratitude is so high for such wonderful hearts you contain.
Honestly, I am struggling a lot what to write for this day. I started to scroll and read some articles from random communities and users. And for about an hour of scrolling, I found out the easiest one! The question and answer, article. This is based on our own opinion, so! no one would ever try to debate against it. Just keep on learning Marry, you can understand it all.
Thank you @BCH_LOVER for teaching me how to accept sponsors. All I need to is to activate this sponsor's block. So, Charaa! I don't have any sponsors. But, still it's okay! Since I am still a newbie.
Alright, without further mumblimg. Let the Question and answer begin. By the way, these questions are just made up by me, and answered by my own self too! Weird...
**Do you have any actual/personal friends in read.cash?**
Honestly, I had only one friend in this platform and he is @Vincent21. He's the one who invited me here. We're friends, but he's now in a far place. We're just connected to each other through the help of social media.
**Do you have any talent?**
Well, All I know is to sing. I don't know how to dance, my body is not coordinating yiesshh. But Physical Education, is forcing me to dance. Well, for the sake of grades let's dance like a tree. Lol.
**Do you have any pets?**
Yeah! Totally I am a pet lover, I had a fish in my aquarium and a whity cat. I bought my fishes for about 5 months and they're kinda a grown up now. Say hi to my ming ming! Her name is Snow! Her eyes are blue and she's beautiful. I picked her up walking beside the street. I saw her weak and, she's kinda pity so.. I feed her up and now she's getting healthier. I can't find her now, so I am not able to feature her here.
**Do you have any wish for this Christmas?**
Actually there's a lot of em. But, what I really need today is knowledge. I don't know why but mental block is my foe. Everytime I study, then later on, I forget 70% of my memorization. Stressors is killing, so I wish for happiness that could break this endless torment lol. But, Monday is our breaktime so! Let's party party. Then back to sadlife on January lol.
I guess I really had a lot of questions on my brain. But, it's enough for today. Maybe later on Ill try to upload a better article ideas. See ya! Thank you for reading this article.
Thank you @ewyr for a huge tip.. Godbless you
First article: A day in read.cash
The sun is up, my mind is forcing me to write something on read.cash and start my journey here. Well, I want to tell you that I'm really nervous what to write on my first post. But, I guess it would be easier when you start writing and forbid all of the negative thoughts that runs from our mind.
Well, hello! My name real name is Marry. It's kinda a common name. But, I still thank my Mother for giving me such wonderful name.
**First impression on read.cash**
I never thought that somebody would invite me to be a part of read.cash family. A special thanks to a friend of mine @Vincent21 for introducing me to this wonderful opportunity.
This world of writing is kinda challenging! It really took me some couple of days before I start to move my fingers and write for something. I look for someone's first post. And I saw that, most writers are introducing their names and first impressions.
Read.cash seems to be a platform or tool for every students to make an income even if we're still unemployed. Aside from earning, this platform can be a powerful training ground to enhance our writing skills. Especially, when your native language isn't english.
**My goals**
As I watch over the other writers, something is beside their name. A diamond and an orange diamond. I wonder what it would be. I am hoping that one day, Ill be able to reach that goal. It's really aspiring to have one.
Also, one of my goals here is to make an interesting articles. It's really difficult to impress someone through your writings. But, I hope that one day I could master everything here and be mold up by vast ideas through reading other user's articles.
I saw that users are having sponsors! I would like to have one soon. What would it feel like to be sponsored? maybe if I could just persevere here in this platform, maybe I could get atleast 5 sponsors.
**Closing thoughts:**
I may be a newbie in this platform but I know that I will grow better one day. I'll give my best shot to become a good writer. It's really heart warming when someone appreciates you for your works. So! This is it! My first Journey as a writer here in read.cash! Never stop learning and write from the inside of the heart.
Thank you for reading my first post I hope that, you're going to like me here in read.cash. I can't promise to be as good as you guys, but I am aiming to be better.
Good morning, my dear friends... I hope I can post up something here but I'm a bit shy..
@BCH_girl