@UsagiGallardo215 7 March 2022 more from that month

Silent cries, are the worst experience of my life...

After I had the experience writing here in read.cash a lot of changes comes my way. Especially some hurtful moments that I'd tried to forget all my life, I never thought that writing will help me ease the pain that I carried all my life... How do we try to forgive the person who hurted as all over again? I was once hurt by my auntie, she cheated me before.. its very unforgettable even unforgivable this words was the most accurate to used... Before I proceed i want to thank you all for reading my articles writing comments so I know your opinions at all. And to my sponsors thank for trusting me. It's not the reward you will be giving to me but the trust that I can succeed because you help me a lot...Thank you so much. Writing this brings back the pain, remember **Mariel?** I made her an **article** about how she was treated by her aunt. But mines was more worst on her... https://read.cash/@UsagiGallardo215/cheers-to-the-pain-we-choose-to-hide-cd3449a4 I was pregnant with my first baby, 4th year High school I was living In my aunts house.. my mother dosent know about my situation, the worse is my aunts son and husband are also living with us... unluckily they want me to send away, they want me to go with my boyfriend (father of my 4 kids) my aunt insist that I need to stay with her but they were fighting all about me. So she was crying she told me I really need to go away. She even call my mother in law she said to took care of me. Then I was brought by my husband on their house. I've seen there house before and Im happy that will be together. As days goes by I wonder how they manage to fit in there. Me and my husband was sleeping inside their house with only one room and I just asked my self, where was everyone sleeping? At day i was able to talk to my in-laws they were kind and loving and I feel lucky that even there life is hard they were complete and happy. Me and my mom had a talk she asked me to meet her, we talked about my situation, what are my plans now that I am pregnant but only 17 years of age then 4th year High school... I told her I'm sorry.. If you want the full story of my first ever article here the **link** https://read.cash/@UsagiGallardo215/this-is-my-first-ab83c58b *Mom: why were you in your boyfriends house?* *Me: I was send away by my tito's...* *Mom: They told me you ran away and come with your boyfriend..* *Me: I never did that, we could asked them now and I'll prove to you I'm telling the truth..* *Mom: Why did you didn't tell me this?* *Me: Aunt said she's the one will tell you my situation..* We were both speechless and she told me that hurt me more was "its still your fault"... I just didn't answer her because she's right.. I know I did something wrong, but what make a story thats not true.... Fast forward... After I gave birth we were in my aunts house but of course my uncles didn't wants us there to stay for a bit long so we went back on my inlaws house... But my mother help us while she can but there was point that we discovered something bad..

This ones the convo we had with my friend. I call her tita but I'm a bit older to her... but her husband is the cousin of my father in law... My auntie some times and often takes away the things that was meant for me.. how hurtful it was.. in my screen shot you will read that my aunt got the old cabinet in our house. It was meant for us and it will be very useful.... I lost my patience and I got so angry in her. This was not the first and I also told my mom but do you know what she said, **just don't mind them.** She's really kind, a type of kindness that for sure will be abused but one day, **I loose control,I answered her and asked what's the matter what did I done to you? And she just laughed, and said you're nothing your moms money is also my money so I can get I what I want!!! And I said your a big Liar!! You've said to my mom I ran away with my boyfriend, but your husband and son sends as away,** *****LIARRRR...***** **Then she shut her mouth The link i gave above, Ive discussed already that im only an** ***adopted child...***

**So I guess blood is thicker than water... Ness is my aunts son..** and he knows all about her moms white lies... But my auntie is my real relative, except for that my father has different wives.. *But I didn't get the chance to see my real mother they said she leave immediately and my father already died we didn't even got to talk, but i managed to be with him even if it's just one day. My tears can't stop from falling and I don't know why.. I feel were connected to each other...* *Ohhh I feel so endless...* *But thanks to this platform I got my self busier and I'm more happier now , I've meet a lot of friends and they supported me.. thank you guys*

*I've asked once my aunts son, what did I did wrong? Why I need to suffer I'm so far away from you.. I didn't ask for help because you'll just reject me... iinsist to stand on my own even its very hard for me but till now!! Why? Then he also didn't find his answers to his self..* About the screen shot, We live near our Aunts house but now we have our own house and lot, own electricity and water compared to before. But the lot is just beside my aunts house so In the screen shot you will read (my harang) or fence... So I guess we have no choice but to see each other but we have our boat so we won't be bother to see each others often.. if you want to see the exact location here's the **link** here in my article.... https://read.cash/@UsagiGallardo215/he-was-drowned-and-died-817265cf Conclusion: Me and my auntie are fine now! How? She's the one who do the first move and I don't like things to make more harder I just go with the flow and even Our Lord forgive the sinners, and shes old enough and i wish she realized her mistakes.... im not the only one experienced her attitude... ***This are my silent tears and I wan to make Loud and clear I've passed our Lord's trials...*** ***Like just the old saying when they stoned you up, return the favor by being more kind and offer a loaf of bread...*** ____________________________ Thank you so much for dropping by your comments are important to me 🤗 Love, UsagiGallardo215 🌙 All photos are mine, except for the **Lead image** https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRs0ltRvk6-Jejtw2fhOCAUSnlT7NBylG-F0g&usqp=CAU