I'm happy that my four kids had their siblings that I never got the chance to have. They fulfill my emptiness and as I see them grow each day, week, months and years while fighting like cat's and dogs, teasing one another but mostly loving and helping it made me realize that I could get the chance to experienced it in them.
My eldest born on September 29, 2006 (girl)
Second to the eldest January 19, 2010 (boy)
Third September 21, 2015 (boy)
Youngest May 31, 2019 (girl)
My eldest in now on Grade 10, 15 years of age and after 2 years more she'll be taking up computer course or IT (information technology). But when she was young she want to be chef In pastry but as she knows that we'll be the one buying het own ingredients she changed her mind. Because she already thought that providing those stuff will be expensive. I'm just supporting her through all the things she want. And im happy that she knows the consequences will be facing when she's on college. She also said that she'll try being a designer in gown. Then her aunt told her that why don't you take a nursing course because her aunt is on the crew ship she told my daughter that they were needing nurses there. And a certified nurse has a big salary and will be doing nothing inside the ship.
Then my daughter suddenly thinks she so matured enough that she'll sacrifice her dreams because she knew the expenses will be too much for us. But I told her dream high my child and will tried everything to fulfill it. She once told me that she'll wants our house to be finished with second floor so that when there's flood we won't go away. Or move to another place. She even want to go to abroad to her dream destination but not only to tour, but also to work and she'll just send me money.
Their age gap with her sister is big, shes 15 now and our baby will just turn 3. She also wants her sister to go to a private school, we won't worry about the expenses she'll be the one will take care of those. Every year she gave me presents and I'll always surprise to her great words upon me. And if you want to read my article in my 33rd birthday here's the link.
While my second child or eldest boy wanted to be a soldier, he told me that when he was in grade 2 but I refuse his decision on it. I'm so worried from the beginning that his dream will grow and I can't stop it. His in Grade 6 now, 12 years of age. He may rather get mad at me but I'll never allow him. At first he still wants too but I said I thinks that not meant for you. And just listen to mama and papa. Being a soldier is hard.
My son has full of dreams I cherish his words he doesn't want us to get old, he dosent want to leave us. He said he'll get a nanny for us. His sweet, thoughtful, kind, loving and understanding even if his naughty I can see his promises to us that his determine to do it all. Lucky him that there will a job waiting for them. The company of his father qualifies only relative and that's were hoping for that he'll havr a stable job not for us but for his self and for the family he'll have someday.
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The third one was too young Grade 1, 6 years of age, and I know there be a lot of changes but he told me he wants to be a chef and he'll cook delicious foods filled with love. Then he also wants to be a fire fighter, and I told him its a bit dangerous but he said he can win against fire. His also sweet, caring and my in laws loved him most. They sometimes borrow my son and he sleeps at their house.
The youngest Is turning 3 and I'll be waiting for her someday to tell me what her dreams or goals she wants. To tell you the truth I didn't know what kind of dreams I had when I was a kid. Maybe it's because the lack of attention and someone to talk to while growing but this not about me this are dreams of my kids that will turn to reality someday.
Conclusion
Dreams are not only dreams, as a parent and a mother I will turned dreams into reality somehow. And do you know that I dont made any promises to my kids. When they want something or they want me to buy that staff I only tell them "I'll try my best to have those things for you but I didn't make any promise" I don't want them to just wait and hope. If I can I can, and I will guide them always, they will have their own decisions in life but whatever happens and what age they get they'll always my child and I'll always be there mom forever.
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