So, what's next?

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So, what's next?

I don't know. Do I have to know? Maybe I should know? But what should I needed to know?

Haysss again I don't know. I hope it's just for now and later, by the next few days I would figure out. I would do my best to figure out. After reading few articles about how July was going to different writers here and how they set their goals for this month. I am thinking that maybe I should be making mine as well.

But as I ponder myself tonight I don't have any plans, I don't have any goals set for this month. Maybe because the previous goal wasn't accomplish yet. I guess it is. I already shared to you that I already converted much of my BCH savings here for a good cause but the cause wasn't realize yet. I know it was due to some factors. And I am afraid if it wouldn't come true. Good God ! Please don't let it happen. I am quite in the delemma right now but as much as I wanted to understand, I should. They are my family. They matter most more than anything in this world to me.

Allow me to share why it wasn't realize yet.

Father need to do something else

I know it was not that big deal but I thought we talk about it. And I thought it was a close deal but it wasn't. He needed to do an urgent matter that I couldn't disagree. Worst case he will be the one to do the job for the plan to be realized.

Father used the money

How can I say no. He needed it. I know I had to compromise the set goals for the money but I am hesitant if the money would be return. I just reminded him that it is for the cause I am planning to realized.

Brother needed some money

I am a sensetive person and I know when my family needed some help. I wouldn't dare to just turn my back into them specially my siblings, when the time they needed me the most. They are important to me. So, I would help as much as I can. Even this would mean changing few plans.

Food supplies

It been few weeks that father don't have job. So, we don't have money to provide the needs in the house. Since I've got money, I would prioritize basic needs. What's the used of my plans when the people whom I dedicated my plans will be starved to death right?

So, even without them asking I enitiate it. As a member of the family, I am intitled to solved the family problems especially if it is just about basic needs. Family should work together and solved problems together.

So I guess, I might accept that my plans would be delayed for a bit, but I will make sure it wouldn't be forgotten. That's life. Sometimes the things we wanted to have wouldn't be realized there and then. It needed patience and understanding. It needed trust and hope. The plan that I was setting is for the family. But I don't want to just leave my family alone in there worst because I have more important things to do. As I have said earlier. For me, family comes first before anything else.

I maybe don't know yet my plans for this month. But I believed that the Lord had set greater plans for me. My July has been so awesome and overwhelming. I know this month as well.

I hope yours too.

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