Just a little reminder or caution before you read this article. I am just a weird introvert and artist who is just trying to express his feelings and doesnt want to be called out for being a weirdo. If you find yourself with my words just a little bit I would be so happy that i am not the only one weird here :)

Hi there , I am sure that everyone of you is familiar with the word having an superpower like telekinesis when you move objects just with your mind or you are invisible or can fly but lets play a little with this idea or term - Lets switch the word superpower for TALENT or SKILL or YOUR PART OF PERSONALITY that is unique or just not common that you have. What would that be for you ? For me its really I must say part of my personality and it has been with me since I started to fully understand my personality. My type of Personality is an Infj. Infj type of personality makes up only one percent of all population on earth. But what does it mean in practise?

INFJ - unique gift or the curse?

Since I was a little I always find myself very weird to just get in to the collective of others. I remember when I was a child I was mostly playing alone in my room when I was at home or I was that one weird kiddo playing alone in the corner in the kindergarden. I never understand the way that most of the child acted in my class. Since I was a child I was always extreme sensitive. I felt and i feel too much of emotion for other people. I remember one specific story when I was as a child at some family reunion. I was there with my parents and my brothers and there was some kids of the neighbours there. My mom and my dad sent me to play with that kids. I really felt at that time like I was pushed or force to go there but I still go there. I remember there was only girls there talking about something I didnt really remmber what kind of conversation they were having but I remember until this day there was one girl and the other girls were really mean to her. They were bullying her and I remember how I felt the first time how hurt and upset she was about it and at that point I just was the one who burst our crying about it. All the girls suddenly looked at me and they didnt understand my reaction first. They were like 7 or 8 years old and I honestly think they did not notice that what they said to that little girl really upsets her. I told them that I am just so sorry that they dont realise what their ugly words really mean. They looked at me like they dont understand it why I had the reaction like this but after few second that girl who said that mean words started to begging me to not tell her mom about it. Anyway ... then I realised that I am just not like the other people. I am an empath or infj but I didnt knew about that. So my superpowers or unique personality or being that one percent of a population just started to form to an serious nightmare. I feel too much , I absorb everyones emotions and I am constantly trying to help others by analysing everyone and everything. And honestly its the first thing that pops up to my mind. So many people think that its sweet or its cute but I assure you- its a nightmare. So that is the superpower that I have and I didnt know about this for so long. So many times its hard for me to explain it and maybe some of you still dont understand it. Well.. I am an artist so I tried to express it throught my drawing.

This is an Artwork that I made. This is the symbol of my superpower curse. I am that blinded woman which is naked , having her palms together , trying to give and help everyone , just giving more and more to someone out there which I dont really know, being in my black universe - blinded by my demonic , dark friend - infj standing behind me.. Constantly feeling sucked out , weak , exhausted.. Is that really an superpower ? More like a supercurse. What do you think ? What is your superpower and what superpower would you like to have ? I honestly wish I could be invisible and I would really enjoy it :)