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Searching for perfection between my hand & head

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So I just found out, I am supposed to create new acc to earn? Cause this my account which I dint post a letter in past 8 months is spam? And what about creating x multiple accounts, such a paradox.

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My time has come, am I back? For how long? I guess it is about 8-9 months since I disapeared from this site, where I had such a great time with its community. In past year there is a lot things that changed, in me and around me. I live in Slovakia, central Europe. There were hard times about pandemic in here. Shortly, our fresh new, february 2020 chosen, government made some really radical decisions for overcoming it, but it went down hill instead. Also people here were undisciplined and stubborn. We were limited in moving, visiting families, traveling. It was a year full of instability, fear and doubts. Would love to see how it goes in your country with this pandemic, and how are u doing actually. **...** But when somewhere it is taken from you, you have to grab elsewhere. I think many people in isolation were forced to realise their true selves. It is turning into serious spiriuality here, but not completely. Me, myself realised many things, when I left it here, back in august...wait no, in october... I was exhausted, and whole situation in combination with goals I setted for myself pushed me down, into a burnout. I was not able to feel happines over painting, writing, engaging. I learned not to putting myself under pressure and remorses, that journey is more important than to achieve the goal, and most importantly that my efforts and result should not be dependent on count of followers, likes ... I could be philosphizing about my weak stamina with things I love, but I learned how to copy with it, and how to spread my forces reasonably, which can bring me better results overall. I am preparing a series of articles with my personal findings and experiences, maybe it could help out somebody, or you can post your way of dealing with burnouts and pressures. In next couple of days I end up uploading whole Inktober 2020, and also artworks dedicated to my new passion which is Astrology, so stay tuned. And hope it will interesting reading for you.:) Have a great day and see you soon. Zira It cannot be the article without any kind of visual content from me, so here is digital study of materials. :)

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Inktober 2020 day 15th, 16th, 17th - Outpost, Rocket, Storm 15th - Outpost If you are not able to live in your dream enviro, create one.  I dream a lot about enviroment I would love to live in. I am holding it in my head, and am happy enough to be able to portray it in my artworks, it always brings me the warm feeling about it. Hope you like it too. 16th - Rocket Love it when my head, hand and tool become a rockety unstoppable and precise! 17th - Storm Let me know which one is your favourite. Hope you like. ZiraZir

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Inktober 2020 day 12th, 13th, 14th - Slippery, Dune, Armor 12th - Slippery Your words are slippery insensitive. Mine will be either none or destructive to you. Some peoples unsensitive words are drooling from their mouth like by slippery slide, unstoppable, unthoughtful, hurtful. What can one do? Just act like his opponent and even more cruel! 13th - Dune You can not await help when you leave your help request forgotten in the deep dune of your mind. Sometimes asking for help will show us who is worth and who is just a sham. Are you affraid to ask for help? Why? Do you think of not having the right person among your surroundings? Do not worry, at least you get to know whos ass will be kicked out of your life. Ask for help everytime. 14th - Armor Sharing, likes, comments, followers. That infects your mind with self-worth armor.  Use it carefully, your anonymity... to cheer on others not to hurt them.  Mind that if you seeding hate there is always some more cruel anonym waiting to put you down and at the end of the day you harvest it even worse. :) We have such a great tool in our hands, internet and social media, they keep us in contact with each other, can help us to not feel alone, to gain information and skills, but imagine if there were no trolls and malicious people. It would be heaven. Zira Zir

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Inktober 2020 day 9th, 10th, 11th - Throw, Hope, Disgusting 9th - Throw You are such a trash! Okay, then let me throw myself into rubbish can. Sometimes when others are judging us, the best we can do is just let them think that way and be happy. Remember what they think about us is equivalent to who they are. 10th - Hope You are the only one who is killing hope in yourself.  No one can give it to you!  Find it inside... As you could notice, I am person that stands by the idea that every one is responsible for his own happiness, motivation, success. One can not help me with my bad thoughts if I am not accepting it and realising it. In my artworks the hair often means our thoughts and mind. I love that idea, because through hair I am able to portray so many states of mind. 11th - Disgusting You know, it is bad, destructive... disgusting to you... but... Do you have some kind of additction? I think some people are more or less liable to addictions. I must confess I am more likely to fall into it. Sometimes I have thought of apologising my addtictions. My one part of mind is watching that thoughts and thinking about how can I do so. It is hurting me, making me unhealthy, but the addiction always win. Hope you like have a nice day! ZiraZir

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I am late w Inktobers again, Gonna post it tomorrow" :) Gonna read your articles, dear friends, now! :)

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Inktober 2020 day 8th - Teeth Funny fact: Going to see dentist today, just when the Teeth prompt is set. :D Your home is not retaining you inside, actually your head is.  Sometimes it is not outside surroudings that are keeping us paralysed. It is just in our head and our mind and thoughts are ruling. If your thought are pretty pesimistic, and ruining your joy. Try this simple trick. On every negative sentence that comes to you, tell it in oposite. Tell it positively. example: I am not good enough ----- I am good enough I can not do it -----------I can do it I can not handle it --------I can hadle it Try it even when you do not believe in it. It is not important, our brain has this magical feature to be programmed by any word. It could subconsciously rewrite your patters of thinking. Just try it! :) Have a great, great day! :) ZiraZir

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Inktober 2020 day 7th - Fancy Do not how to describe a fancy prompt, cause in my opinion everybody has his own subjective characteristic for this word. In fact I´ve just played with some shapes of hair I did not try yet. It was a quick, agile drawing.

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Inktober 2020 day 6th - Rodent I am late again... :) You overgnaw it someday. Your incistors get stronger with every bite!  You know when you realise something, something that causes you anxiety, exhaustation and so on, something that you have to change or achieve. It is first step which means a lot, but also a journey, which is often hard and full of obstacles. But I want to tell you one important thing! By the start you are becoming to grow, your strength, toughness, determination is only increasing not the opposite way. Maybe there are times you thing no progress was done, or you are stagnating, but no, it is just feeling. In fact you are closer to your goal even with small steps! Best wishes for your journey! ZiraZir

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Inktober 2020 day 5th - Blade If you cut your wounded part, what would you get? It was not you anymore, it is a part of you, as soon as you accept it, you will be doing better. No one told you it is gonna be an easy task to thrive. Just wanted to tell, that if you accept your both sides, your weaknesses, dissabilities you are gonna find the true peace. It happened to me uncountably many times. I pressed on something to work, but as soon as I realised it is the way it should be it suddenly happened. ZiraZir

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Inktober 2020 day 4th - Radio If I only could turn off your bull*hitting, like a radio.  I am very sensitive person. I have like 1000% more hits than average human does. I know I am not alone, there are so many people who have to copy with that. But I think I speak for us all to say it would be great possibility to turn off our sensing and empathy only for a day to restore our balance. So many people giving you information, that others are able to filtrate and have fun and enjoy a conversation, but you are overthinking, analyzing, taking their feelings on you, and literally feeling what they feel while speaking, and oh god, that is sooo exhausting! Probably it blow you down more than themselves sometimes. :D That is a little reflexion to the end, even though I am not satisfied with this artwork result. But there are better and worse days in Inktober with creativity just as in life. Hope you like thou, best wishes! ZiraZir

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Inktober 2020 day 3rd - Bulky Money, luxury life, properties,  that is what majority wants. Be careful, your are throwing bulky dept, on a heads of our descendants, on our earth. I just noticed I am late with my Inktober posting here, gonna fix it soon... :D This idea about 3rd day I got from my brother and worked on it, idk if that make sense but it is one of the problems I am concerned so much about. The earth sources, the economics, the society rules are controlled by really power striving people, but is the power a truly suitable scepter to rule? I do not think so. Have a nice day ya´ll ! :) Zira Zir

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Inktober 2020 day 2nd - Wisp Sometimes you absorb all those bad feelings, abuses, hints as an earth absorbes a rain.               Once your limit is exceeded, tiers are connecting like little springs and they reach your eyes and you burst into relieving crying, but that is okay, trust me, it has to have a flow like river, cleanse your sadness and bring a new fresh water to your eyes, so you can see things clearly. I pretty much love this one, idk but it has that right feeling coming out of it, the autumny, spooky, dark, etc. :) Hope you like. ZiraZir

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Nudity warning: Inktober 2020 day 1st - Fish Hope there is no problem with nudity, cause by that case I am done with posting my Inktober here sadly:D I gave upon short stories for my Inktober artworks, cause I have no time to write, and rather I will be quiet than write something that I am not okay with, hope you understand... **Fishing for...** I am fishing for some motivation, happiness and inner strenght here, do not disturb me. It may take a looooong time to catch another fragment of those.... __________________________________ Hope you like.. have a nice rest of day y´all. ZiraZir

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Inktober 2020 almost here Helloooo, helloooo, hayyyy! I am so happy to beeing so close, I have been working hard to be in advance and not stress about it. I must say the side of posting, writing, on different platforms is killing me lately. I just want to paint and draw and not speak, I wish it would do itself and I could have only time of doing art. :/ I was so dedicated into practic aspect of inktober that I forgot to take a photos of process for my Patreon page, well how irresponsible kind am I?:D Maybe you noticed I am not so active for past days, and it has been so since the random rewarder came to power, but it is not the main reason actually. I find the Rewarder to be great choice against spammers and points hunters. :D Firstly I was afraid of what is that bot about, then I read the article where he explained how he works, which articles are damn, which will be rewarded and so on. I told myself, well, I think my earnings are decreased now, cause I have not always time to write a looooong article. I have also have always that need and mental disposition to write. My personality works like that and I am not gonna change it. And randomly with this rewarder I temporary lost also my need to write, but it will be back of course. Hope so soon, but the whole October I have full planner and full matters to realise and bring to life. **Lets change a direction of this article. :D** When I started this first prompt, the very first sheet of paper ended up ragged from anger, cause I ruined all the lines and shading. :D Then i did this sweet fish lady and my motivation was back and just after finishing it I drew the first theme again an it turned out great! But you will see tomorrow... :) I totally adore this cute lady fish, and she brought me so much inspiration to try things like this. :D Hope everyone is safe and well. bye to see you soon. Zira Zir

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Heya dears, how are you, how is life going? I wanted to write an article but have no time at all. Working on Inktober and starting to feel that I will not have the all done as I expected. :D well hope yoou have great times:)

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I just discovered the point will be gone soon and the random rewarder bot will be tipping, Idk the mechanics, but I think they sould solve the problem of spammers and copy-catts first😕

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Little Update and Time Consuming Hobby Hello, dear readers! How are you? I am great, I just finished thumbnails in digital for my Patreon page. Even thou I know maybe I am doing it for nothing it brings me joy, and this is important. I reopened my Patreon a few weeks ago, and want to create some exclusive most deep content there. But let´s go in here, I spent whole yesterday plus about 4 hours today on these digi paintings. I totally fell in love, like I did digital in past, but mostly I am traditional art lover. I find it so much easier to correct misstakes and create some interesting effects in it. It was amazin how I was able to create atmosphere I held in my head. It really released the bad energy from me because in past 3 weeks I had been pretty active here in RC, but it took its time and I can tell you I had have no time for painting, which is my priority. I love writing and releasing my thoughts and feelings also here, but fine arts will be always different kind of satisfaction to me. Hope you will forgive me... :) I decided to tell a story through Tier´s thumbnails. Like a stranger comming to my world and has to sacrifice a little amount of money every month. :D I do not know if you have met with the Patreon, but it is platform that provides creatives a monthly income, and there are ranks which costs diferently and offers different levels of access and rewards. These are for my 2, 4, 8 dollar patrons. But enough. I did this with Wacom Intuos M, which is a classic tablet, you connect it to into PC and using it instead of mouse. For beginners it is great chose, since tablets with screen, like iPad, Wacoms cost like 1000€ +. Hope you have great time everyone and wish you all best, Inktober is comming soon....So I will be busy again. :/ ZiraZir

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About Inktober pt.2 Inktober 2018 That one was very hard for me, I just quitted really time consuming job after four months, I have been constantly sad during that period of time. I decided to make a special sketchbook for Inktober 2018, bud sadly I choosed a wrong paper, not suitable for watery mediums. That was disaster, In that period I also started to work with my boyfriend in his business and was dissapointed that I have no results as my mother-in-law had. It was exhausting, but I plan to write about it in another article. I finished that year in December :D , I already knew I am pregnant with my second son and that maybe raised my mood in the end of 2018 So I post here some but, only the best one, you are gonna see how little. :D Inktober 2019, the best one 2019 was the best Inktober for me. My son was born shortly before the start, I was so enthusiastic, filled with happines and motivation, wonderful feelings, I have the least time of all three for this year, but I managed to draw all prompts and also in time, it felt like huge acomplishment to me and just because of 2019´s one I realised I want to work out my own style of art, I started to enjoying sketching, and was restive to be able to start next day. Let´s have a look at these. Couple of words for ending Hope nudity in art is not prohibited here...hups. I would definitely recommend this event to you, it is challenging and you learn on how to increase your imagination. You need only a pen and pencil maybe, and 31 sheets of paper. :) You can do it just for fun onto ur sketchbook or notebook and it is it. I hope this year´s Inktober will be as successful as last year´s, even if I have doubts about it, cause I am busy here on read.cash. :DDD Sometimes it is hard to put time into writing and on the other hand I want also paint so badly. Let me know if it speaks to you and if you interested in joining. Would love to see your comments! :) Zir

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Thanks to my new sponsors @scottcbusiness @Jane and @Hanzell I am honoured to be sponsored by you, hope my articles will be enriching you! Update on articles: I am gonna update Inktober pt. 2 article and taking pause from articles, I want to really dig in profiles and articles of users who support me and maybe discover some new interesting people. :) I love read.cash so much having so much fun here I cannot believe the side like this even exists :)

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Hey Artists! Did You Hear about Inktober? pt. 1 Greetings, Zira Zir here! I did ask you in my short post If you ever have heard about a Happening of Inktober, and was surprised about not many knew. So here I am with describing of this artists-connecting event, taking place every year on October. Origin and History Inktober was founded by well-known artist **Jake Parker,** who is American, short comics creator, animator, illustrator and concept artist. He originaly started to draw one small drawing every day of October to increase his skills, but then suddenly in 2015 there was over 1mil. posts under the hastag #inktober. He decided to make it offical event on every year basis. He uploaded first official prompt list in 2016. And just after that it is big happening all over Instagram. It is great challenge for artists and they can discover too about how their mates are thinking about each prompt differently. In 2019 Jake trademarked ,,Inktober,, , prohibited to title artworks by it, and also use Inktober logo on different social media or anything, exeption was made for subtitles. Recently was Jake Parker´s book was marked as plagiarism by another artist, Alphonso Dunn. Accordingly to this, for example, DeviantArt cancelled anual prize for this years Inktober. Here is Inktober´s official site, you can check it out by yourself. :) https://inktober.com Rules Rules are pretty easy, you take the promtp from list according to actual day and make a drawing using any ink medium. You can choose from ballpoint pens, fountain pens, ink and dip pens, alcohol inks and markers, you can also use ink washes for shading for example. You are allowed to draw underdrawing by pencil of course. After your artwork is finished, you post it on Instagram basicaly, with hashtags like #inktober #inktoberXXXX #inktobernameoftheprompt, you can also tag Jake Parker or official IG Inktober page directly in your post. Do it for all thirty four days of October. Enjoy. Why I am interested about Inktober First time I joined Inktober in 2016 I was not enjoying it so much, maybe also for the issue I had with my art back in that time. I was in pressure to encrease my skills as soon as possible to be able to sell my art, that was bad attitude, I know it now. My second Inktober 2018, I was doing better in my oppinion, but there was some family issues that made me to end it up in December though. :D But last one, in 2019, was the best, I had less time than on previous two, but I was satisffied with majority of artworks and also made it in time. I love the idea that all artists fom all over the world participate, and portraing their imaginations into one prompt. It is interesting to see how different our perpectives on the same theme are. I like that season of year, and it is connected to Inktober in some kind of magical feeling, hard to describe. If you ever felt, alone, not connected wih others kind of artist and you did not enjoy that, Inktober has this ability to connect you and enjoy your artworks from each other. There are also alternative prompt lists for Inktober, Like witchy Inktober, monster Inktober..., and it is not limited, every artist can put together his own. My Inktober 2017 It was first annual of Inktober I joined and it was shortly after I decided I give a try to sell my art and I was serious about make it work and practice and increase my skills, I started to take it seriously and responsibly. I was excited 50-50. :D But gave it a chance and I liked it pretty much. I was not ok, with artworks output, I try to show you the best ones according to me. Here we go I am gonna continue in pt. 2 article cause it seems I overdid the some kind of limit, and are not upload images anymore, so stay tuned ! :) Zir

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Yeah I somehow deleted or rejected my sponsors 😂 Great one, Inktober article still in progress but, I had tough day today, so be patient please💜

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I´ve got new sponsor yeasterday, and I am super glad, and honoured. Thank you Also if someone gave me an advice of how I mention and mark users in articles, I tried it in IG way, @name, but do not know if its right Thank you Zir

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Atmosphere is important This is gonna be shorty short article, I would upload it on short post but I cannot add an image there. I am preparing an article about Inktober, with also showcase of my artworks for last years of 2017, 2018, 2019. I just want to share how a pleasant atmosphere I created for my writing. It is important for me to feel comfy in my creative corner, How yout you? Do you also like a candles? Pleasant thing so acompany you by writing/ creating? Have a nice day, I am going to finish an article and looking forward to your thoughts! Zir

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How it feels when you are first and not appreciated I am so angry, that motivated me to write this article. I am experiencing my thoughts and notes beeing stolen whole my life. I am done on to not be given credit on my skills, aknowledge, observation. It came to me as I noticed the short post writing about new feature that was added to an overview here in RC. An estimated read time. I remeber when I was commenting there among three or four first commenting that it seems to me the new feature is founded on probably words included or anything simliar. I was argumenting with my posts with lots of words and the one that consists of small amount of words, with just my artwork. I suggested that people usually watch artworks for longer than less than one minute, which was stated in an overview. I was replied that it is about time readers spended reading my article and that was it. Just now I noticed that this user uploaded an article in which he claimed my first theory and he added some examples of the coments that are ensuring this. I was looking for my comment which was I can say the first with this theory but mentioned short post is not there anymore. I feel frustrated of this, I am facing this whole my life. I cannot claim what intention author of that article had, maybe I wrote my comment in non-understandable way or stuff. But I am sure about one thing, when there is another person who faces this and I am present to it I gladly take a note to others that it was he/she that came up with this idea, thought, theory.... anything. To what is this conditioned? I thought about it uncountable hours. Is it like this because of sympathies? Popularity? Self-confidence? Or why? I feel like we are so easy to get manipulated because of this. When there is someone who constantly flatters and cheers on them, they are more up to believe him. Not only believe, but idealize him. Why we cannot just act withour sympathies? Like give credit to who came up first with an advice or idea. I experience this so much, even much more because I am into an artists communities in which this issue is so common. Why others peoples ideas, even if not improtant or relevant are most important to them, even when there are people that has more wise or logic ideas and they are just ignored? In worse case their original thoughts and observations are attributed to people who are not even able to put together any deep stuff. I am sad, that they are treated like authorities and wise brains just because they are nice and toady-ish. I am not up to it, I am not into symphaties taking place over objectivness. Just... when someone is wise, give him credit, when someone is creative, give him credit, when someone is helpful, give him credit, it is just one simple thing. I would like to see when every advice or anthing used without given credit to its origin author was uploaded on internet, was sanctioned if there were also people who do not give a fu*k. Sorry for strict words but this is something that triggers me badly. This is case of which majority of Tesla’s inventions was conceded to and scientists that did not have a clue or knowledge. This is something because of what the wrong people are on wrong seats and because of what we are influenced by a wrong people. Would love to read your opinions on this topic. Pleas feel free to express yourself💜 Zir

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Little art for nice evening, art from 2017 After I have written my heavy thoughts in most recent article, I want to bring you something more interesting. I was digging thru folders in my PC that contain my old artworks (like 3 year old) and I wanna share it with you, maybe you will enjoy. I am gonna try write something small to every piece. I drew this one for my partner for his nameday. Back then I was drawing in realism mostly, I am big fan of World of Warcraft game and I made him addicted too, even thou he has been addicted till now, I have no more time to play :/ I think he did not appreciate it so much, he is not into fine art, and I understand that, we are all diffrent and have different interests. I was very proud of this one at that time. Idk what this is, so sorry...:D I used to draw so much from WoW, and I love that artworks but somehow they did not satisfy me, and I am glad I started to work out my own style od drawing/painting. I can clearly remember how proud I was about this, and probably still am. Right, not perfect but it has big value for me. Are you a fan of Game of Thrones Tv series? :) Here come some realistic portraits of animals. Some were drew as presents and last one was a commision. So that is all I could find from 2017. I will also post my ugly art someday, someday soon. I am posting this to encourage people to draw and go for fine arts. It is such a beautiful and relaxing activity. Hope you like, have a great day! Zir

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Hello dear subscribers, I want to ask you two questions: 1. I experienced some downvotes in comment section under my article, it was both short and “subscribe me back” comments, I want to ask if these downvote was from dissapointed users or it is considered to be some kind of attack? 2. I uncovered one comment to be 100% plagiarism without source claimed, it is prihibited here to also plagiate comments? Thanks for every advice and info

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Who is creating our values? You hear/read everywhere esspecially from influencers on social media but also from psychologists that everyhuman beeing matters. Popular phrase: „You are enough!" spreads among people scrolling thru Instagram, Facebook, TikTok and others.... It is beutiful to stand by and read it for yourself from totally unknown person. My question is: Why so many people suffer from this? Whay they have to read or listen to that by, to them, completely stranger person? It would had definitely better impact on them if they feel it from their surroundings on daily basis. Why people have to go for psychologists/psychiatrists appointments? My main question is: Why we are unable to show others How they matter to us. I can tell you, that even if I do not feel good, or there is presure or stress grabbing me down, I feel immediately better after I manifest my support or kind words to someone. Many people find this to be my weakness, immaturity and that is not important. I do not know if this is only my subjective view or other people experience that as well. There is no place for kindnes in this world. You gonna out there and just after you pull out heel from your home you are confronted with unpolite, disrespectful behaviour. If you say „Thank you" they feel superior over you, that you are soft and they can use you and than tell you what a trash you are. Sorry for these sharp words, but this is something that has came my way, or maybe came in my head for past months. I feel like I am loosing my purpose here in this society. Not in this world, it would be in a case I thought about suicide, but I can ensure you I am not. I love this world, love nature, love also people, life at itself, but I roundly deny this society, better told, the rules some small group of people settet for us, a 7 bilion population here, and is constantly promoting it to be the only way to be happy. They are promoting it on the most popular platforms (social media) and by the most manipulative way (by likes, interaction on these medias). Why my value should be founded on social media? Why people are more vulnerable to show you their feelings there than in person? Why so many people struggles with a fact that ones who got influence on that media or even in society has rights to judge us, to cancell us in worse case? So many questions yeah, I realise that I should got this together as an adult, but I struggles with that so much. I consider the social media nothing bud manipulative, dangerous for mental health and not healthy for our society. Like real society, where people need to be in touch in person. That magical moment in time to be present and talk about issues, that is something that matters to me. How can people be addicted to any popular, influential personality. What are the positives of that. Of course they can motivate people and influence them in a positive way, but, big BUT, there is completely diffrent reality on those social medias, they can lie to you so easily. They can send you to direction wich has no perpective for your individuality, and in the end they loose so much time in following their live to forget about yourself. I understand if someone appreciates the skills, talents of that person I do also follow some people, mostly artists that inspire me. But there is no universal way to be happy. no universal recipe to become selfconfident, to love yourself, to earn enough money. In my honest opinion everybody should find answers inside of his soul, mind, experience and by himself. To the point what I cannot understand in our culture is is why there are like huge masses of people cheering up to already wealthy, perfect personas. They are unable to absorb so many cheering, it is like task for heroe to stay in touch with their whole community. Am I only one who sees quite a sarcastic ridicule in that? Like wealthy people talking about how we, simple people who often struggle even with rent bills, should help other financally, how we should be ok with the way we are born, with our appearance by people who went under multiple chirurgic or aesthetic enhancements...? Another question I want to bring here is... why popular people are able to sell anything to us, like from grocery to designer clothes? Why people are vulnerable to put themselves even their families into the depts because of this kind of advertisiment? That leads me to the very basics of my negative attitude for this system, for capitalism, which values are superficial for me. Superficial and even sick. It could not gonna this way. In advertisment there are the biggest money in my opinion. But for what? To juice out the poor people to get even more money? How sick is this? My brain cannot get it. Advertisment, trade, business, mediation of anything, these are the most overvalued industries in my opinion. And they even are not producing anything, like I understand they bring big money to the producers, but this is included in the price that will pay who? Also we, simple people. :D So ironic I am not gonna analyze this anymore cause I am getting pretty mad about it. This whole consideration stands on my feelings, and struggles to find out the best possible way to live a financally safe life filled by balance between time I work and time I can spend with my beloved family. It also stands on underrating myself which depended in my IG likes, follows, comments...I am writing depended cause I am not gonna loose myself again in there. I restricted time and attention to that social medias and I feel definitely better and more productive. Yeah maybe you have told yourself in your mind that it is irrelevant and I should get a normal job and should be solving real problems, but this is it. This is something that I am denying but am helpless to solve. Would love to see your opinions on this topic in comments below. Have a great, great day. Zir

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Inktober 2020 soon, that means a lots of new artworks💜 Did you guys hear about this art event? Should I write the details in a dedicated article? 🙏🏼