I am trying to get back on my track!

In my previous article, I mentioned that I was feeling unmotivated. Some things make me feel so weak; lately, it's been family, career, and personal issues that I can't get out of my head, but I can't figure out what's bothering me.

But first, let me explain some of my issues and why I've felt so uneasy lately.

The first concern is family matters.

As the breadwinner, I meet all of my family's needs. Every day, I work and hustle to ensure I can provide them with everything they require. But lately, I've felt very emotional, as if I'm alone and unappreciated. I'm unsure, but I sometimes get overly emotional when tired. So there are times when I doubt my worth and significance.

Second, there are issues with my career.

I had already submitted my requirements for my promotion last year, but our division abruptly announced last week that our promotion had been halted "for a while" due to a loss of funds. This is heartbreaking news. I put in much effort to ensure I am qualified with those papers. But that is life, and we have no control over it; all I can do is accept and wait for my moment.

The third issue is finding time for my side hustles.

My daily routine has already been mentioned here. Every day after school, I have to work as a tutor. So, when I got home at 5:30 or 6:00 p.m. every day, I had to devote 2 to 3 hours to my tutors. After tutoring, I must make time for other side hustles on writing platforms. So I only get 2-3 hours of sleep every day. This is why I was so exhausted and drained every day.

My mind is exhausted from overthinking what and how to let go of things, but no matter how hard I try, I can't get rid of any of them. So far, I've been so upset with myself that I can't make a decision.

I want to spend more time managing my accounts on my platforms, and I know I have to let go of some of my tutors, but I'm worried about leaving the children behind and what their parents will say if I do.

I can't let go of some things, so I'm having trouble figuring out what's bothering me.

These things cause me to overthink. I can't decide whether to let some things go or go with the flow, and the longer I think about it, the more stagnant and demotivated I become.

This time I should take a break and reflect on everything. I hope everything turns out well.

Good afternoon everyone! I hope everyone has a great weekend!

Take care and be safe, everyone!