We are humans not robots😩

The time check here is 3:10 AM and I haven't even layed down my head to catch some sleep. I've just been flipping through my Law of Contract textbook. Right now my brain seems to be blocked and I have an emergency quiz by 8:00 am this early Saturday morning. I just decided to come here and offload my anger, maybe then my brain will begin to understand what I'm reading.

My department has decided to skin students alive after we cane Beck from this eight months old strike. We have been having 7:00 am to 6pm classes everyday without breaks in between. Sometimes I fell like these people has brought is her to break our head. I know it is important for is to have lectures regularly but this is not what we sighnee up of. Just yesterday even when we came back from class around 6:30 pm, I logged in to our class info group on WhatsApp just to see that a Saturday early morning quiz has been fixed for us. Everyone complained about it, but the only reply we got was that it was for our good. So it is for my own good to come back from a stress filled class and still loose a whole night of sleep. I know education is important and we still need to cover eight months worth of knowledge but I just never imagined the stress to be like this.

Just before writing this article, I logged in to our WhatsApp group again to see that another lectures has been fixed to hold by 7am. That is one hour before the quiz. The most painful aspect is today is Saturday. Who fixes such classes on Saturdays.

I am somehow convinced that another lectures from God knows where will enter the class after our quiz and decide to start teaching. Today's lectures might even end in the evening.

I'm having a strong headache right now but still can't sleep. I swear my child won't school here😩. Sometimes I think of packing my load and going back to my parent's house, but that is just mere thoughts. I have to fight with the last strength in me

Maybe in trying to see the light at the end of the tunnel, the shege(hard times) I'm am seeing now will turn to happiness in the nearest future after I must have made it as a successful lawyer. Maybe then I will even give the lecturers some 'thanks for moulding me' hugs. But right now, I'm super sad and angry with them.

I know I can choose to not bother myself about this stress and get as much sleep and comfort as I want but that would be me comfortably lying on the bed of failure.

Sharing my frustrations here just lightened my heart. Thanks for staying on through my complaint. You just contributed in relieveing my stress😚.

I heard about the unceasing rainfall and flooding in the Philippines. I hope everyone is safe and sound. The natural disaster will go away, that's mine and everyone else's prayer

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