The days of loneliness are coming back...

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Considerably, I am a human being and I know that I am better than a computer system. A computer system which has the capacity of being in hibernation mode for a long time. So, I wouldn't want to compare myself with just a laptop computer. However, my concern still remain the same. The fact is that, I have to admit that in some cases (especially my present mood), I need the hibernation mode like that of a computer system in my body system.

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If I could switch to myself when I need some moments to pass by or to keep a good shape while I am in wait for something that is coming. Sometimes, when I need a period of time to pass by quickly because they are not happy moments to me, I will just switch to hibernation mode for a set period of time. When days of celebration are coming and I don't have much tasks to do before the time comes. I could just hibernate myself when I am getting too eager.

This point in time, the reason why I wanted the hibernation mode is that I am getting too bored. I have been feeling left alone. My best friend has just travelled out of the state few days ago in search of a greener pastures (In seek of a Job). He is the second person that understand me better aside from my elder sister whom is my guidance for a long time. My friend advice

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The last time that I felt like I need to have a mindset was the night before my final exam day. I was in haste and it was as if I would not be able to wait till the next day. I thought about hibernation for a particular number of hours. I would have loved to have the time-based hibernation programmed into my system.

My elder sister has left home for Lagos state (Ìlú Èkó) this morning. She has gone for the preparation for a special occasion. I don't know when she will be back, maybe sooner or later, but I pray that she returns safely. She might not come back soon. Her next of kin have returned to school in preparation for her examination. It is going to take two weeks times before she returns.

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I have been trying to get a job for myself for over one week, but I couldn't secure any of those that I have found. This is because the conditions of the jobs to be fulfilled are not in my favour. I will not be able to remain at home alone for much time.

Maybe I will need to adopt some new skills along with my writing skill. Sometimes, I get bored while learning as well, so I do talk to my sister during boredom but now she won't be available for a few days. Switching to hibernation mode soon. The timing is scheduled to be five days. I only wished that but it won't be happening. I am not a robot. I just have to live my lonely days in my room and my boredom by myself

Boredom and loneliness have started today and this is my boredom on day one. I don't think it will be easy for me. Though I have many friends here on this platform and as well as on noise.cash, but I always cherish a one to one conversation better.

Though I can always play game on my phone or watch some skits to make me smile, but my friend makes me to laugh better. Boredom working it's way out towards me. Thanks for reading.

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2 years ago

Maybe If you read the post and you can draw meaning from it

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2 years ago

holidays and rest can be a method for restless self-recovery

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2 years ago

Maybe I will need some too

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2 years ago

I know how it feels and you are not alone is this. Sometime being an introvert is by choice and not by nature just like in your own case. Why don't you try going out and mix with other Young ( decent) people in your hood. You would be surprised how many people are dying to be your friend. Like attracts like you know.

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2 years ago

Maybe I have been trying to become an introvert over this short while but I will try your advice and see how it will work out.

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2 years ago

I guess it's up to you to find a way to deal with the boredom and desire for loneliness

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2 years ago

I'm working it out gradually dear friend.

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2 years ago

You need to make yourself better first, do the things that you like. If you want to have a job, why you didn't try to have it again. Maybe you can have it now:)

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2 years ago

That sounds more like encouragement to me. Thanks dear pretty friend.

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2 years ago

Just take some walk around your surrounding to cheer up yourself of been alone...safe journey to your sister.

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2 years ago

Maybe that will work out dear friend. Thanks a lot dear friend.

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2 years ago

You can at least go out to have fun all alone in order to hibernate yourself instead of staying all alone at home being bored. I hope your sister returns safely.

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2 years ago

Thanks dear mate... Maybe I'll do that.

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