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Judge me all you want, but after deciding that we won't text each other, I texted him. We hadn't spoken for two days and I missed him. He called me up immediately and we spoke for a while, conversations flowed after initial awkwardness. When I though that would be the end, he texted me after the call. We eneded up listening to music until midnight. It was a fun night. I don't regret texting him. I missed my friend. I woke up with a smile too, good morning:)
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I'm so lonely no one even fooled me today 😭
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I was supposed to nap until 4:30. Why does the clock say it's 6:30 now?
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Good morning I might be a bit busy during the weekend. I shall respond to all the comments in a while. But most importantly, I'm having last night's leftover cake for breakfast. Thank you
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Western media is hilarious to say the least, or lack brain cells? Btw, Infosys is an Indian company, founded by Indians, having its headquarters at Mysore, India. They get majority of their revenues from the US and Eu. The have one small office in Russia too. That does not make it a Russian based company. I think I need some sleep. Too much internet for today.
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Some light teasing caused me to be blocked by a certain senior member here. Which is weird, because generally I'm pretty much likeable. Maybe they never joked in the Dinosaur Era, or he really is a 62 year old guy sorting out the wreckage. Anyway, my point here is, if you're uncomfortable with playful teasing, tell me, and I shall discontinue. Communication is the key to any form of relationship. Remember, communication is the key. Now if someone could tell that to my hiring…
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Goooooood morning folks:) Did anyone else also wake up with a smile? These days I'm waking up so happy yaaaaa. Could you hear it in my voice?:)))) So last night, or rather today morning at about 6 when we were about to cut the call, I might have said something like this, I loooo( at this point I realized I was about to say ve you) fuck fuck fuckkkk
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Good evening y'all :) I hope you had a great day. I slept in parts, because I had to study, plus I was awake all night too. I had rice for breakfast, lunch and dinner. I feel bloated and drowsy. I didn't go for a walk, neither for my swim. I have to study some more. Alright, I'll see you later then? Good night :)! I hope tomorrow comes with a bright ray of opportunities :)
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My day started rather early. It's 6:30 here, and I just woke up fresh, with a frown. I hope things go well today. It looks like an only hope right now. Have a great Monday everybody:)
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March Report! In March I saved a total of $11.95, which is lesser than February wherein I saved a total of $13.80, despite February having lesser number of days. Which is ok, the two dollar gap as I was less stingy on tipping lol. But better compared to $6.90 in January, which is also shocking. I'm planning on sleeping this afternoon.
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I tell our society dogs that I love them all the time. But yet, I'm unable to say it out loud to some human I actually like and should say it to. Guess, I should occupy myself in animal husbandry lol.
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Hey! So I woke up at 8 (am)😂 and hadn't posted anything. It's already 11:30 (am)😂, so I thought I'd write something. 1. I'm still on bed watching Wion (news channel on YouTube) 2. I might have an interview in two days, not the role that I'd like, but definitely the location! If I get this interview done right, it would mean two things- I get to move to a city where all my friends live, (bonus, it's where my special friend lives too), but I'd be disappointed with the work I'd…
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I hate preparing for an interview the role of which I dislike and not even received the invitation. And I was always weak at the subject that I have to study now:/. I don't even know how I did it back then, I don't know how I'll do it now :(. For an exam, there's a definite syllabus, the interview is an open ground 😭
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So today, like everyday I didn't do a lot, which is weird because I woke as early as 8 in the morning. I made french fries, went swimming, came back, called up a friend, went for a walk, called up another friend, drove to the market, and now I might just go for another walk and call a friend:) I didn't do anything of much importance. It was a relaxing day. I'm pretty much living my retirement life in my mid twenties:)
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So I did it:). I said, "I love you" to my man:). Except, I didn't. There's a catch. I said that but somehow not exactly that too? So here's what I said- I love (his city) and I wish to be held by (his city). I said it metaphorically, and he got it too:) Maybe I'll never have the courage to say it directly to him. I don't want to also, even though it's so apparent. I don't want to say it on the phone or on chats, or if I do, I want it be done on a special occasion. But, it…
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After three rounds, and 8 hours of interview process, world's number one accounting and consulting firm has selected me. Who but I would be nervous about giving an interview for a role I didn't even want in the first place? Apart from this, I have given two interviews for the role I like, waiting for their results. And, I have one interview scheduled on Monday, for a role I want so bad. What to do?! I have never been so confused about anything! Pros- I'll be working with a…
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In continuation to my previous post regarding a job offer- I want them to compensate for relocation, which I doubt they will. So after speaking to some people, I have decided to reject it. This would be the fourth company that I'd be rejecting. 😓 I hope I'm not being too picky. I know I haven't responded to replies on my previous post. I'm too sad to respond😔. Someone with two decent paying job offers can be unhappy too. This shows money definitely does not buy happiness.…
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I had a blast for lunch= unlimited pani puri! Seems like my last post had limited reach. Anway, have a great Saturday y'all:)
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Good morning y'all! So today is a self-care day. I have put on a face mask, a hair mask and I'm on my way to paint my nails. Not sure of how any of these would help me to crack tomorrow's interview. I can always find creative ways to procrastinate. Have a great Sunday!:)
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Not one friend that I know of gets to enjoy the kind of personal life that I do. Some of them are jealous that I have my own room and my parents aren't much intrusive of my personal space or professional. Who but my parents would let me blow off a seven figure salary because I don't like the field? To get the kind of privacy I get from my Indian parents is a luxury, and completely unheard of amongst my friends. My boyfriend is madly in love with me, and we're enjoying our…
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Yet another day. Yet another successful interview. Yet another dissatisfactory response from yours truly. It's the role that I love, and have always wanted to join. I was sure of not getting it because I lacked experience and technical knowledge both, and somehow I was offered not only an interview, I secured a job as well! It's about 200 meters from my place. So the location is awesome. But, it's a very small company. Like tiny. But I might be exaggerating, or downgrading?…
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Does looks matter? I must ask this thought provoking question. To some, like me, it's not as much thought provoking. The answer is a simple no. But I do not want to base my answer universal. I really want to understand an outside opinion. My boyfriend is not so good looking in conventional terms. Some of my friends disagree me being with him. I find that view shallow. After all, beauty is subjective no? I'm find him really attractive. He's very very intelligent, has a great…
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I have sent in some more job applications. I want to get where I want to get. Why am I so aggressive?! And picky also?! I hope that's a good thing. In other news my boyfriend went back to his home for New year's feast, which means, he might not be able to call me as much as he did when he lived alone:(. Anyway, have a great day y'all:)!
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Some nerve for a country where policemen finds it correct to bend their knees on civilians and not do anything about mass shooting to lecture other countries on 'Human Rights Violation'. Nobody knows who made you the watch dog, or the class monitor? Some people needs to understand the meaning of a 2 + 2 dialogue. Btw, we live in 2022 now, some countries unlike others have an independent foreign policy. Thank you for listening to my afternoon rant. Im not open to discussions.…
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Someone who proudly quotes Winston Churchill cannot be, in my opinion a fit Prime Minister. My second political post of the day. Maybe I should stop watching news. In my defence, I was stuck studying and giving interviews that I couldn't find time to be aware of current happenings. Parliamentary sessions, irrespective of any country is a circus and a fun event to witness. Lots of news to catch, see ya!
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I woke up finally. It's past noon here and I have no intentions of leaving the bed. I'm still caught on news. I've been catching up on a week's supply. I watched a family show with my family- except my Dad reached home late and he missed it. He was slightly annoyed that we didn't wait for him. But it was a small series of only 5 episodes. I wanted to wrap it up before he reached home, but that clearly didn't happen hehe. I had chips and milk for breakfast:)
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So the small (medium) company called up today offering me a decent package, for a role I like. I'm still not satisfied. I want a bigger company too. There's always a gap between what you want and what you get. I wish the gap was either smaller in my case, or I had smaller dreams. Bursting in tears in 3...2...1
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What a strange time to wake up! I slept as early as 10 in the evening and woke up at 3:30 in the morning. I wish this schedule continues somehow. Somehow I always associated waking up early with being productive. Generally I'm more productive from 5pm to 5am. I'll do something productive now. Good morning y'all:) Its Vishu today. Malayalam New Year. So early morning on the day of Vishu, you are woken up, but you are made to close your eyes and taken to where the Vishu kani…
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In continuation to my previous post, it'd now 7:30 in the morning and all I did was talk on the phone. A healthy boost of serotonin will keep me energetic throughout the day:)
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So today I woke up and had turmeric milk and bananas, then I had my early lunch, proceeded with my late lunch. I finished a whole big ass chocolate bar, followed by a glass of buttermilk and now I'm eating gulkand. (Gulkand is generally sweet a topping, or an ingredient, made out of dried rose petals. It has a rich taste). It's 7:30 pm, and there's sometime to dinner. I like it when I'm hungry and eat like an animal. It's definitely a sign of happiness:).
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Balenciaga is introducing crinkled and wrinkled styles to their haute couture collection. This is exactly what may lazy ass needs hehe:)
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The Saudis were right about a certain sleepy head. Good night:)
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So yesterday I went on a long drive. I was speeding (speeding =40-60km/hr). After a while, a petrol pump passed, and I was reminded of the fuel price and decided to go back. Even though I'm given a free hand at home of the money I can spend, somehow it didn't feel right. People in Sri Lanka are struggling for fuel. There has been atleast 8 reported death of people waiting in lines to get fuel.
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So today when I was talking on the video call, I realized that I was so engrossed simping over him that I hardly listened to what he was saying. Although I could register the content and was passively listening also. But I couldn't concentrate 🙈
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The last few days have been really productive. I applied for jobs to a lot of places. I read documentaries and spent some time learning new words. I updated myself on current affairs and prepared for the tax season. I'm hyperactive, I want to do something productive but all I can do is wait. I really am thinking of productive things to do, but there really isn't anything that I can do right now.
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Uh oh, looks like Steaam is closed for maintenance. Thank you for your patience. See ya later besties:)
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My boyfriend is flying down to Mumbai this weekend. The guy truly loves me 🥺. Sometimes I wonder whether I deserve all this love?😭
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I'm always online but I don't upload as much, comment or reply to the comments on my posts. I hope I get alright soon:)
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He'll be here today. I was a bit too nervous, to a point that I didn't even want him to come. Back then, he would say that if he comes to Mumbai, it'll be only for me, which puts a lot of pressure on me. He's already paying rent at the place he's currently living, and would have to pay for hotels here (Mumbai is an expensive city!), he'll miss the gym and the money paid for the personal trainer, he'd have to work at night, plus, flight tickets are also expensive, to add to…
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Him- Does your society have xyz written in front of it? Me- Oh my gosh, yes! Him- I just passed it My heart surely skipped a beat. I'm so excited to meet him tomorrow!
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I asked him to stay at a hostel since he had not booked for a hotel in advance. After landing he couldn't find hotels and had to finally stay in a hostel. I asked him to use the metro, he used the auto rickshaw instead. The metro has Ac, there's no traffic, and is cheaper. He ended up paying so much more on the auto and also got tired with all the traveling. He hates the weather and is miserable here, and I hate to see him this way. But he wouldn't have had been this way had…
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*not for small humans under 18* If you've known me for a while, you'd know whenever I hit the club, things go wild, and it did today, so wild that they had to warn us. First things first, he is a great kisser! *I took off a certain three letter garment* We made out wildly and were warned to stop. Enjoying a pizza while my boyfriend plays bongos on my ass on Uptown Funk, what else could have I asked for in my life?😌 I don't know if I'm forming correct sentences, my brain has…
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Gooooood morning folks! So last night was fun (refer previous post). I woke up with a big grin and a sore tongue :D I'm meeting him and his friends today at the mall. It'll be fun! I'll update you guys:)! Have a great Sunday:)
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So yesterday he took me out for a live music date. It was so romantic:) I laid on his lap for a while and later we made out on slow bollywood songs. The singer was really good, he played the guitar fine. I smoked a cigarette, sitting on his lap, feeding him alfredo pasta while he was telling me his travel stories. Ah, that's the life that I've always dreamt of:) He's fulfilling all my dreams and fantasies. I'm so glad he came here. (This was my view while laying on his lap)
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Heyyoo! So today we decided to rest. He has work also, so we didn't meet up. A friend is visiting me, so I'll spend some time with her. I'm expecting a lot of questions from her hahaha. She'll be here soon:)
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Good morning everyone 🥰. So today my boyfriend and best friend shall meet. I'm so excited for them to meet because all they'll talk about how much they love me. Or, they might make fun of me 😭. Who knows?
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New Update- Boyfriend meets Bestfriend! So today my boyfriend and best friend shall meet. I'm so excited for them to meet because all they'll talk about how much they love me. Or, it might backlash they might make fun of me 😭. Who knows? We're going to a fancy restaurant which turns into a night club after 10. My criteria of a good restaurant is that it should have sofa seats, because I'll be sitting on him and he should be comfortable 😂. Good morning everyone 🥰.
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Updates! So, I have been offline here for two days. I still am not receiving free tips. My motivation to use noise.cash was not the tips but to share my life. But, I'm already sharing all the details of my life with my boyfriend, which is the reason I was offline, I have less motivation:( I'll be here soon with all the stories by the weekend. He'll leave soon:(. Anyway, have a great day:)
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Sat on his lap ✔ Talked about deep personal stuff ✔ Shared a cigarette ✔ (even thought I was only mouth fagging) Played romantic bollywood songs ✔ Felt the breeze across our face ✔ Walked on the sand and water on bare feet ✔ Made out passionately ✔ Ate beachy food ✔ Enjoyed the sunset ✔ Took super cheesy pics ✔ Drew x ♥ y on the sand ✔ Enjoyed ice shavings ✔ It was really romantic:)
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He left yesterday. I don't have a lot to say about today. I went on a long drive alone, but that was for some work. Then I went to the temple. Came back and had a swim:) Goodnight everyone:)