@Stea 22 April 2022 more from that month

He'll be here today. I was a bit too nervous, to a point that I didn't even want him to come. Back then, he would say that if he comes to Mumbai, it'll be only for me, which puts a lot of pressure on me. He's already paying rent at the place he's currently living, and would have to pay for hotels here (Mumbai is an expensive city!), he'll miss the gym and the money paid for the personal trainer, he'd have to work at night, plus, flight tickets are also expensive, to add to it, he's not been too well physically also I could never reciprocate in such a manner! Not in terms of time, effort, or money. He keeps reassuring me that he's in a position that he can do these things and also wants to do it. He tells me to view it this way- He's on a vacation in Mumbai and would also meet me while he's here. That was a lovely way to put it, definitely made me feel better:)!