@Sixto
It was when....
I am telling you..... He was 18 when he was abandoned by his father. He was also 18 when he had been freed from the responsibility of taking his father's punches and kicks without complaining. It was when he couldn't go to school not because he didn't have any money but because the gossips and whispers of his schoolmates while he was entertaining the premises of the campus always eats his very soul. It was when he couldn't play with his friends not because he was ill or he didn't have any energy to play but because he never felt the loved and care of his friends for he has none. It was when he couldn't kiss or make love with his girlfriend not because his girlfriend was not there but because he just can't. He had none. It was when he wanted to cry on someone else's shoulder for he couldn't handle the pain anymore but he had no one. It's only the apparition of fear and gloomy future that covered his sight that made the stars lose its ability to shine. For the stars were his dreams and they shine no more. They will shine no more for... It was his 21st birthday when the stars stopped shining. It was when he wanted to sing "Happy Birthday" to himself but he couldn't. Yes, it's terrifying-a HORROR! It was also when he took a rope and tied it on his neck and bid goodbye to the skies of his broken dreams. Choking, he felt the pain. The pain's presence started to become unnoticed. Winds blowing, leaves dancing. Years passed. Summer came, winters passed by. Body turned to dust, the framework remained. He lived lonely. He died lonely. He was always lonely. No one remembered him. No one seemed to care. Century passed. In a house of dust, he still remained. The rope was still there. On a floor covered with ashes, there he laid. He was never found. I was never found. Please, find me! *****Do not be hasty in our decision. Because we have only one life here on earth.*****
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Are you a Filipino? Who is that girl you are telling in your post? Is she your girlfriend? Do you love her that much?
So sad, many people experienced this situation. They are buttered child when they are still small. But what i see is when they got old they are well determined and more successful than those others that did not experienced the hard time when they are still small.
Wow... Such a wonderful and sad piece of write up... Well written... It was as if I was starting right at has he went through all that horrible moments in his life.
The article is wonderful... thank you for sharing this information with us at this platform
Nice article for this. Such a sas story of man or women who is in this situation. It was when I feel that I had nothing too. But we should realize there a Creator who always been with us we just forget our creator. You won't feel lost if you surrender to your Creator. Believe me you'll find an inner peace.
So sad history!You wrote it soo good.Keep writing more like that..all the best and waiting for your next.
No matter what we have been thru, letnus not forget that the Almighty is always there for us. He is guiding us to the right path. As of now, we have different struggles that will bear fruit someday.
Oh no! Suicide is not the perfect solution for any person. Today I am feeling bad about thinking "sushanth rajput" he was my favorite actor and today he committed suicide but why we have no idea. It's really bad😥
Thank you so much. I support your story a lot. I love reading your stories. keep writing this kind of article.
Thanks 👍👍
Ha ha ha it was when I told him. To wait but he still left. It was when he said his serious but so serious.
Ai my ganon talaga😂😂
21 years... It's a long time to suffer and enough time to think. The decision was made long ago, not taken hastily. a brave young man.
Your article is very heart touching andmind blowing. I appreciate your article. Please keep it up. Thank you so much for writing a very wonderful article.
Touching story. Some people may be going through this situation right now.
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