Let's say that you understood and knew the essence of the fall, maybe you would have taken off more easily. Let's say you learned to swim, fly, manage your strength and resourcefulness or inability. Each ending carries a dose of sadness, emotionality that confirms helplessness. For those of us who didn't have the experience of the happiness and were witnesses of that and other people's end. in this month, two great careers ended, the great Serena Williams and the great Roger Federer. I had similar innate movements like them, so I instinctively watched them. My end has long been over, as if it had never begun. I respect the passion we all had.
#SerenaandRoger
I saw a star, it has my eyes and a scar on my soul. She didn't want to fall, but it made everything fall. She does not need a title, a name and a biography. It exists in its own constellation and likes to wait. Miracles happen in heaven and he believes that salvation will be there.
Where will we go for the third world war? To Neverland?
Not to wage personal wars with life to join this daily intimidation. I still have to decorate the Christmas tree because it's very cold here, it's like winter.
As for demolition, i haven't built a wall around myself yet, but i plan to. Either i am, but it's full of holes in the wall, or it's made of bad material. I don't know if anyone has a hobby of tearing down walls, but i notice it less and less in people. It's a bad wall though, indulgent, eager and misdirected. If it was made of gold it would be very visited, this is how the wailing wall is.
Sketches of what we are made of and how hard character affects a person's destiny. Sometimes even a grain of sand is enough to destroy a tower, let alone a grain of kindness and reciprocity of love and humanity to build it.
I have the impression that I'm making a false advertisement, that I'm not doing anything to change my life, but I'm feeling sorry for myself and crying to others who are probably burdened by it. Either fight or run. I have what I am eternally grateful for, and that is my pride in my child, and he should be my meaning and the only motivation for life, even though I am only a nuisance to him. I have happiness through him, I don't have to have self-satisfaction, because I don't try. That's the key I need to change. Although I am nobody's child, I will be a child of God. I guess there is an asylum somewhere for those who are not accepted. I deserved it
Know that only two types of people know how to listen to us. Those who have suffered and those who love you. There is also a third subspecies that is widespread - those who enjoy hearing that someone is bad or listen out of curiosity. Let's be listeners because it might be a salvation for someone!
Surely there is a place somewhere, far away, where my name is written, and which is waiting for me to reach it. Somewhere where molds don't exist, borders disappear with a glance and where you feel belonging. Here, where I am now, I see only suffering that I obviously enjoy or have to endure. I can't do it anymore, it's over.
There is nothing wrong with raising a child in yourself, but you also need to educate him. They will have a good spirit, a pure soul and will not know that they are lying, they will not love them. That vibe is in the proverbial relationship with the soul, which in astrology represents the moon. It carries emotion and establishes a connection with the spiritual being of each of us. He also has challenges that he needs to learn to deal with. Giving oneself succeeds in jeopardizing purity because it can be a burden, and something that is no longer valued. Bad luck that follows you... We will learn to be selfish
I hope that I will return to the book from which I fell out by chance and some circumstances, and that the content of that book will be less riddled with fears, blockages... The cover of that book is flooded with printed letters that say "guilty". No one will do a review, and the message of the book is "don't follow it".
My performance is reduced to cloudy, serious and slightly emotional posts. Music to my ears and yours, layered with clumsy thinking, experience and a melody that is not for everyone. and it shouldn't be. My personal feeling of a situation or event. I will also try to write in journalistic vocabulary because I like that, reporting and being informed.
Old smack in a new guise.
That should be the title for a new application where we will be able to make noise, put together thoughts, feelings and share breathtaking images. I see that it is possible to send private messages to other users, which is a novelty. For now, everything is experimental, but it is worth being part of the new wave.
It is possible to enter via invitation so if you want this is my profile which is the same as the current one.
https://noise.app/invite/bvetu1ah
https://noise.app/SheislikeAnteros
#noise.app
I look for my "inner child" in dark and foggy moments and find it in the same recorded moments as in the photographs. Neglected, sad, tearful and at times smiling. I don't know what to tell him because I forgot everything. Some people tell me that it was harsh on the tongue and that they objected why her father does not take her to sit with him, but his brothers do that. Why does he have short hair? Didn't fulfill dreams of being the favorite gender? It is not good enough because it looks like the last mistake of many lives that he ruined. Is she restless, demanding? Didn't live up to expectations? She disappointed many? She's boring. I could criticize her endlessly, but then she would look like all her passers-by during this trip. I will not look like them and instead I will write that a person will appear who will accept it, and that will be ME. I will love her.
Where can I escape without feeling defeated by the society I live in and the man who quite casually invites you to the spa for ten days and hasn't even had a drink with you, let alone met you, learned something about you, and all in the name of so-called " love"? I will be repulsive and lonely because I do not accept superficiality, lies and the principle that you can get everything with money. Getting to know a person above all has more charm than a ten-day excursion that leads to only one goal. My sex is in the brain, in conversations.
Sometimes you want to disappear, leave, but basically there is a need to be found, saved. Not everything is in your power, there is something in someone else's hands. The scene is ideal for producing memories that have a smell and a view of it that instills the necessary peace.
Is it sometimes boring in a place like this, or do people fight and hate each other here too?
Do they turn around and not notice this beauty because they keep looking at it and wave their hands in displeasure?
A view that makes me embrace the whole panorama.
What is opposite you largely determines your mood and behavior, and not everything depends on us.
I love the smell of gasoline even though I've walked all my life, but my family worked in road transport. I am sensitive to criticism because I try to be correct, but on the other hand, I put others on a pedestal, so I feel inferior because of that, even though they are worth less, and I, on the other hand, put more effort into relationships and socially useful work. I have fears of rejection, abandonment, and things I can't control. I panic about disease and war because they are the two greatest evils. The previous experience when I had to live taught me those fears. They say there will be no war, they must not and cannot. and if they are, I will shelter all the children from the rascals who have no scruples, because every fear drives me to an animal fight and contempt for warmongers. My courage is reflected in the alien struggle towards those I love. in that name I am capable of going very far. Don't worry, there will be no war, they have to earn money.
I produce a sparkle in my eyes and a smile on my face when I have inspiration. In the meantime, I find heart-shaped plums and send them to you all, because that is what makes us unique in our diversity. I ate a few hearts :)
there are those photographs and objects that, like people, when you look into their depth, hold the greatest jewel and appear more real than others that are beautiful on the outside. I think that I don't see the passage of time in modern objects, I don't see the beauty that many see in them, but I appreciate the wear and tear of the object, as if I see wrinkles that age beautifully. Let me not forget that passing time brings greater art to every eye.
I didn't know where i was going that afternoon so i just went out with the intention of walking and i had an idea in mind. I was unsure if i would be able to walk to realize the idea because my leg was injured. As it happens for good things you get a guide, and in my case it was a white feather, found as soon as i left the building. The angels are telling me not to be angry with our angel in human form. I don"t know if it was done properly, drawing requires practice, but it was a 2.57km walk resulted in the consumption of 119 calories. The stones are small, but quite by accident, in my clumsiness, a heart was drawn on one. It was not my intention.
I hold you in the palm of my hand like a feather and hope for a long lasting friendship with someone who can fly away with the first wind.
Tell me, is there a corner where you can hide when your thoughts get to you? How to escape from those bursts of ammunition that know how to accurately hit every part of your being and are not always pleasant. We ignore pleasant thoughts, but unpleasant ones follow us and leave a mark. Words fail to hurt me because subtle signs of non-acceptance show repulsion. I can't fathom that these people don't even deserve a return reaction in the form of kindness. They live of shame, while others die of shame. I have the impression that with a look they convey the negative energy and repulsion you feel towards yourself. I would have written this even if I hadn't had a very bad dream and for the first time felt great fear in my dreams because the characters in them were very clearly colored as were their words. I realize that isolation is the only solution or prayer that I asked one person for, and quite by chance I got it from another person without a claim.
I'm writing this on a church holiday, in the morning after that bad dream, and I'll publish it another day, hoping that the negative chain will loosen and break somewhere.
A few days passed and the answer came in the form of a dream of a "ghost" from the past. Maybe one day I will get rid of them. I don't even know if I deserve attention for what I wrote.
It is a pity.
From the "happened" edition, I single out the cartoons about selfishness and washing the conscience of a person who has been holding the image of his late wife for a long time in order to appear clean in front of the children while buying love from those who exploit him for years. He did not hold that picture while she was alive nor did he show her any love. He saved love for himself and for money. He wouldn't have taken it out even now if I hadn't announced to all the bells that he was a bastard, and no picture will save him from his guilty conscience. It is too personal and must be written down somewhere. Fairy tales about a "tenant" who lives with you all your life and who doesn't show up even in passing.
Diamond life and one button that changes the image of yourself and provides a mirror even though it is the most noble. It reminds me of loneliness, the feeling of victimhood and the blocking of all kinds of emotions. Nobility is included in this image and evokes a feeling of innocence
#photography #horse
He turned to the usual "Dje si brate, sto cinis", he is from Algeria and trains basketball. He knows everything about sports in Serbia and has a chearful and positive atittude. He dancing all evenenigs, visibly good mood, giving us extra strength. I respect his will to please us and i love his eyes that show kindness.
#Zuba
We need heroes, caring, attentive, focused on the external needs of society, with a lack of selfishness, with great courage, neglecting their ego and injured vanity. Each such gift of providing security in the form of attention and focus on the well-being of others leads to the betterment of the whole society. I love heroes, and I myself try to be like that in my relationships with others and I will try not to expect recognition. A good deed to someone leads to a chain of good deeds to others, if you are right
#photography #hero
I realized that i don't enjoy nature, that i don't mind bad weather, that i experience rain as a normal state, that i don't need an umbrella, that i can sit in a boat while it's raining, that the view of a forested and unpolluted area does not instill security in me, that i'm happy somewhere, that i don't enjoy the fruits of artficially produced food, that preserving the environment is not a prerequisite for lack of shame, that respecting other people's shortcomings and justifying the mistakes of others will not provide me with the long awaited state of being able to do what i want, because i'm not with people who i love. With them, the tear is understood, the word is forgiven, the deed is proven, and the will, the strength is allowed. For all those with whom you don't have to prove yourself. The ones thst project your every kaleidoscope and are reflected in you. You are the mirror of this water :)
I managed to visit the nearby cave that I wrote about in one of the earlier posts. The cave is large, on two floors, and the remains found during its excavation date back to BC, the time of the Neanderthals. Mostly ceramics, quartz and crystals were found. The interior of the cave is filled with various insects, arthropods, and blind mice can also be heard. I selected some photos that I find interesting because they resemble various figures, like a sculpted work of art.
#HadziProdancave #Cave #photography
For a long time I have not seen a better inscription, wisdom, sign on the side of the road than now, in a place where lies cover the whole human firmament like a fog descending from a hill. It says that "only the truth is beautiful" and I couldn't have gotten a better guide. The truth, bitter or sweet, feeds my soul and if I could trust many people, I would also believe in, for example, astrology. In moments of anger, I curse a lot and I have read that such people are sincere and loyal friends. I try to be like that and look for the same. If anyone has heard of such specimens, please let me know, they are rare. Lying is ugly and serves to save your ass or to show yourself to be better. I will be among the mountains until I light the way to the truth
#samoistinitojelepo
I am on a temporary stay in Ivanjica and its surroundings. The place is at an altitude of 600-800 meters and is rich in forest, hills and exceptional air and water. On my trip I tried with friends to visit the nearby Hadzi Prodan Cave but it was closed. It dates back to the 18th century and was used to hide warriors. It is rich in stalagmites and stalactites as well as numerous insects. Next to the cave there is a small church and a bell in stone. Otherwise, this part is known for its quarry. I will try another time to see the inside of the cave and take a photo. Greetings to the next postcard.
#photography #cave
I will be absent for a while, and maybe not ... I am at a crossroads, hills, forests and cliffs where even mobile telephony does not work. It will be a wonderful experience with people who know how to say "good day", and are always in the mood. It will take me time, as for everyone, to get used to kindness. And I recognize time as the only category that has value because its flow is a unit of measurement for truth. Ps. Only those like me will understand the picture :)
The popular Fica fest was held today. An event that has been going on for many years so that this car, which was produced in the local factory, would be torn from oblivion. It has not been in production for a long time and now it seems like an attraction, something like a monument of the old days.
One day they will tell us we don't have food, we don't have electricity, we don't have gas, and we will complain and criticize it on social networks without wanting to change anything, get up, fight against various traits and wait for someone with a conscience to come to power. In the meantime, we will dream of a better world, the happier will go to that world, the braver will take destiny into their own hands without expecting both of you, the one above you and the one behind you to be responsible, self-aware and caring towards you. No, because even those before you did not experience prosperity and purpose in a debauched society without their agility.
We haven't seen each other for two months and he hasn't forgotten me. He immediately came to my lap and set his head to caress him. The time distance could do nothing for us. His hair has faded, he has lost weight and grown, but he is still ready to pose, so this picture was created under my umbrella. He looked at me with wide eyes as if to ask me "so where have you been?" He is not my cat, but we have been hanging out occasionally for a long time. He had one crisis and barely survived but after that he is stronger than ever. He is accompanied by other cats from neighborhood, and in this area he feels like he is the main one.
#yellowsubmarine #photography
@SheislikeAnteros
