@SheislikeAnteros 15 July 2022

I realized that i don't enjoy nature, that i don't mind bad weather, that i experience rain as a normal state, that i don't need an umbrella, that i can sit in a boat while it's raining, that the view of a forested and unpolluted area does not instill security in me, that i'm happy somewhere, that i don't enjoy the fruits of artficially produced food, that preserving the environment is not a prerequisite for lack of shame, that respecting other people's shortcomings and justifying the mistakes of others will not provide me with the long awaited state of being able to do what i want, because i'm not with people who i love. With them, the tear is understood, the word is forgiven, the deed is proven, and the will, the strength is allowed. For all those with whom you don't have to prove yourself. The ones thst project your every kaleidoscope and are reflected in you. You are the mirror of this water :)