@SheislikeAnteros 24 August 2022

I love the smell of gasoline even though I've walked all my life, but my family worked in road transport. I am sensitive to criticism because I try to be correct, but on the other hand, I put others on a pedestal, so I feel inferior because of that, even though they are worth less, and I, on the other hand, put more effort into relationships and socially useful work. I have fears of rejection, abandonment, and things I can't control. I panic about disease and war because they are the two greatest evils. The previous experience when I had to live taught me those fears. They say there will be no war, they must not and cannot. and if they are, I will shelter all the children from the rascals who have no scruples, because every fear drives me to an animal fight and contempt for warmongers. My courage is reflected in the alien struggle towards those I love. in that name I am capable of going very far. Don't worry, there will be no war, they have to earn money.