@SheislikeAnteros 20 September 2022

I have the impression that I'm making a false advertisement, that I'm not doing anything to change my life, but I'm feeling sorry for myself and crying to others who are probably burdened by it. Either fight or run. I have what I am eternally grateful for, and that is my pride in my child, and he should be my meaning and the only motivation for life, even though I am only a nuisance to him. I have happiness through him, I don't have to have self-satisfaction, because I don't try. That's the key I need to change. Although I am nobody's child, I will be a child of God. I guess there is an asylum somewhere for those who are not accepted. I deserved it