I wish I could enjoy my college days
I was a theta sort of students, who was busy in the study, an introvert student limited friend circle, avoid gathering happy to spend time alone.
I remembered the day I was in 9th standard and I have new admission to the school, Very second day of the class I was sitting on a chair, a fellow student watched me as I was alone writing something one the paper, He came towards me and ask informally about my name, where I lived extra.
I replied to him without watching him, my tone of voice was also a little bit rude, I said:
'Mera name Zeeshan h aur ma apny ghr se aya'
He replied: 'okay okay bhai kaat kiun rha ha!'
Sometimes when I thought back to that incident, I laughed so hard that how rude was I. Because of that type of personality, I haven't any best friends till college life ended.
I was a bright student in the family who has conceived in his subconscious mind that marks are everything, your only focus on good marks in the exams, then you become famous and people will see you as you have a successful future.
So, I started focusing on my study, rather than any other extra curriculum activities. Yes I got good marks in matric and FSC by Rutta power, but I don't know what's the practical use of all these things on which I wasted my golden period. Yes, I remembered the things that I read in the syllabus book, but where is the practical use of these things.
I want to perform all things that I learned theoretically. When I looked back at my old qualifications, talking about my degrees only stress levels increased. And when I recall those old fellows there is a precious smile on my face while recalling old memories and sometimes my eyes became wet.
The piece of paper i.e our degree will never make us smile but memories do.
This is my last year at my university and I want to utilize it in a better way already 2-years wasted in corona, I lost my people during the last two years' short period. Perhaps life is like that at a young age we get many temporary people and loss many of them. No one stays with you it's you and you who are always available for you.
Conclusion:
Yes marks are important in some aspects in career development, but you will forget good marks in your test that you attempted in the class or the boring lecture you listen which setting unconsciously.
sometimes its better to bunk class, for refreshment and enjoy the world, how glamorous it is! Go for outing, spend time with each other. Because these are golden years which will never return.
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Thanks for your attention!!!
Yeah, we all feel that way. Those days are gone. Bunking classes, having fun at cafeteria.