I am glad I did it.

Date: July 14,2022
Author: Sequoia

When was the last time that you tried doing things you aren't familiar with?

What did you feel?

How did you overcome it?

How did you respond to it?

Often times, we get scared in dipping our toes in an unfamiliar water.

We are afraid to take new routes and routines.

Doing the things we aren't familiar and uncomfortable is certainly the least thing that we would want, am I right?

Of course that is normal. Human as we are, we would always prefer to do things we are certain about.

We often forget that the things we have right now are the results of risk taking moments of our ancestors.

Without their curiosity and desire of growth and improvements, without their eagerness to make our lives easier, we won't be having the objects that help us live our lives efficiently and conveniently.

Just like you , I am scared as well. We all are. And that is perfectly normal. That's what distinguish us from the other species of this world.

With that being said, I decided to beat that fear and finally tested the water again.

And I am glad that I did.

I am glad that I tried.

I am glad that I fought my fear and what ifs.

I am glad that I grab the opportunity.

I am glad that I choose growth more than my comfort zone.

And if ever I fail in this one, at least I have nothing to regret for.

I won't constantly beat myself to sleep because I am so coward for not taking the risk.

Life is uncertain.

Let us learn to live it without regrets and hesitations. The best teacher is experience and besides, you will not know something unless you'll find ways to find out.

Today, I conquer my fear and self doubt by saying yes to the tasks that were given to me.

My first day in work is over and I just can't believe it.

It's a total opposite on what I overthink about.

I became productive. Yes, I am still not that expert but the fact that I beat my fear is already an achievement for me. Besides, I believe that everything can be learn in the long run as long as you are willing for new learnings.

Finally, I can sleep safe and sound tonight.

I am also blessed to have a very kind and approachable workmates.

Everything is slowly becoming clearer to me. Indeed, everything happens for a reason. We just gotta trust the One who's in control.

That's all for tonight guys. I will sleep early tonight. Good night.