Heads up!

Date: June 15,2022
Author: Sequoia

Have you ever been in a situation in your life where you've been wanting to try something unusual but you can't?

There's so many reasons why we can't do the things we've been wanting to do and that sometimes include our confidence. We know that confidence plays a vital role in every success that a person can achieve. And clearly, without this thing, a person will never get out from where they are.

You need courage to take that first step. Just like how babies take their first step fearlessly without minding that they could've get hurt. Well, lemme tell you something, those babies doesn't just take their first step because of courage or confidence, they aren't scared to fall or stumble at all, it is because they know that someone would pick them up and that's basically their mothers. They trust their mothers so much.

And we are just like those babies. Sometimes, the reason that we are afraid to initiate the first step wasn't because we have no confident in ourselves, sometimes it is because we don't trust God that much. We don't trust that God has plans for all of us and everything works together for our good.

I cannot blame you for that. I, myself have been there and still overcoming it. Trusting isn't easy, failing isn't easy, confidence cannot be found instantly. You gotta build it slowly from ashes. But if you start it by trusting God, then things would get better as time passes by.

I am certain that you are confused right now. Where am I getting these things? I don't know, my fingers just move on their own and then PPOOOFF! I am already half the required reading time.

Okay fine, I am just releasing my nervousness. You guys know that I've been applying as a freelancer to different sites but to no avail, I found nothing. Well, I don't blame them for even I, isn't confident with myself. I cannot focus on it cause there's so many things in my brain.

But now, my friend recommend me to her client and there's a big possibility that I'll be interview tonight. It's just that I am not ready for this, but I don't want to slip it away either. I am trying to comfort and relax myself but nerves are shaking huhu.

Then I remembered my churchmate's words,

"If it is for you, nothing and no one could stop God from giving it to you"

He's right, I shouldn't worry so much. If it's really God's will then I'll get that position. But if not, no matter how hard I try and good I am, then I won't be chosen. The process might be different, but the result is always on God's hands.

That's just for tonight I guess? I have to ready myself. I am manifesting this right now. I 'll be getting this job and I'll have a job before this month ends. But of course, it will still depend on God.

Thank you for your time! I'll make it up to you tomorrow!