Let Me Tell You Random Things that will make you Roar

So, Mama have to go to Cavite because of the death of her sister,it is my auntie that I never met even once. All I know is that they called her Mameng. I never really ask about our relatives because I am not even interested meeting them. I mean, do I sound bad here if I chose not to meet them? Lol. It is just my introverted self is on - that is why, lol. Anyways, going back to relatives - even those people that I am close before, if they don't greet me and just choose to ignore me, I will just do the same. Or even if they did greet me I will still do the same because I am shy. Lol.

I just remember, yesterday, we have to go somewhere diba that is why I was tagged with them. Then I saw my Godmother but I pretended that I didn't saw her. But then, Mother - my gosh ┐( ˘_˘)┌ she saw Ninang Baby and said to me "Oh your Ninang is here mandin!" No choice and with kawalang magawa, I just greeted her. Maybe she missed me coz she gave me a big hug, lol. Off course I just yeah yeah hello, bla bla bla and then they talk and I pretended that I am busy again with my phone, the only escape that I know but very effective. All the time! Yep, that is how severe I am. My shyness I mean.

But anyways, so Mama is in Cavite na. She left at 6 am, so it's only natural that she will arrive there earlier. She was able to travel there because her Niece working in abroad gave her money to use to go to Cavite. This will be the last time that she will see her sister so she go grab it. To be honest, I am stopping her no to leave. I even pointed out why she didn't visit her sister while she's still alive. I mean someone invited her kasi before but wasn't able to go for some reason. I sound so bad here I know. I am just frustrated because her pet was left with me. She has a lot of chicken kasi.

She didn't even left some money for her pet and she said may stay there for a week my goodness talaga. But even if I stop her talaga, she can't be stop din coz she already got the money. So, here I am feeding her pet naman. She has a lot and I find it so annoying. Actually di naman ganoon kalaki ang gagawin ko talaga but still, I hate doing things kasi na dati namang di ko ginagawa and then it will add up to my schedule - hurhue. I am just ranting here to release this frustration but I'll be okay na din naman. I am just being immature right now, lol. Can't really help it. Having a tantrums is my forte na I think, lol.

It only happen talaga when something unexpected happen kasi. Just like yesterday again 4 PM. Mommy asked me again to go to Plaza where the ATM Machine is. She wants to withdraw the money she get for the senior. It's already in her hand kasi. That time I am not done yet with my article so talagang uminit and ulo ko huehue. But no choice, still have to go with her. Sumakay naman kami sa sasakyan so okay na rin. But my annoyance is still there, lol. Mommy felt it. Coz I heard her kanina, she's telling Mommy D that she gave me 500php para dsw mawala pagtatantrums ko, lol. Sounds like a kid my goodness.

But yeah, guilty as charged, I really had a tantrums huehue. It's unavoidable. I was so stress with a lot of things and hate it. Arghhhh, I really hate myself. Tch.

Can't think of a title again so let me just put a random title, lol. Thinking of a title us really harder now than making the content of article, lol. Can you relate to that? And I also feel like my titles will only be repetitive if I don't make a change, lol.

Ciao for now.

September 30, 2022

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