I Was Lost for a Moment

Seriously, when I woke up last night to pee, it was about 2:30am that time. I visit my binance account to check if my order is already filled. Maybe I am not yet fully awake that time that when I saw my wallet balance on Spot, I saw that I already have 3.96 BCH on my Balance.

That time I really thought I forgot to make an entry or like I forgot to create a new sell order yesterday. I am thinking hard too, because I know I created one. But after seeing the history on my trades I saw that it was dated

09-17 meaning to say it's already a days ago hahaha. I mean, I don't know what I am really thinking that time but I wasn't able to come back to sleep after that because I am overthinking and actually regretting that if I didn't made an order that time meaning I just missed another opportunity which is when BCH reach $123, hahahahaha. I am sad and in bad mood because of that huehue

But the whole reason why I am in a foul mood is because BCH dump. I don't have the stablecoin that I am trying to grow. The one that I earned on Hive that I sent to my Binance. And because I thought I didn't really put another sell order on it, I am regretting it. I mean, if I still have that $112.40 how am I going to buy BCH or Hive right. But yeah, I got scammed because of my own thinking, lol.

I just remember it when I visit my recent article this morning and when I check again my trading history, i just laugh because as you can see on the date, the Update Time is 2022-09-19. It was filled maybe 2 hrs ago after I woke up in the middle of the night. I guess I wasn't really in my normal self that time. I got mad for nothing, lol.

I wrote an article about it last night and it totally slipped in my head. I tell you guys this is what happened when you lack of lalaki in your life, hahahaha, charinggg. Kidding aside, I let my emotions take over my whole system that time. If I didn't calm my nerve that time for sure I will have a bad day whole day. Aigooo.

But there's another bad news though. And that is what's making me sad. The market is in red again and I was totally ipit na ipit huehue. Just when I decided to all in, tsk. The plan ia just to earn a little stablecoin but I guess its not the time yet. I am just hoping that they all pp again soon. I am saving stablecoin on something like this but yeah, my ting js not that good.

How's anyone's heart right now? For sure even if I don't share the screenshot of the situation in the market you already know about it. Specially if you have balance in your read.cash wallet, lol. I'm still okay so I hope you are all okay too. Let's just hodl on and see the next movement of it. I just trust my coins that is why I am just chilling here.

Chilling while thinking too that if I didn't change my first buy order for sure I am the happiest right now, huehue.

It was cancelled unfortunately, tsk. If only I waited more and didn't move it there for sure - aigooo. I buy a little higher on that. So yep I have losses now already. It even went down and crossed $106.6 like wth, haha.

My sell limit before when I all in is $109 point something. I already gained a lot on that but aigoooo.

Whatever nalang nga

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Anyways, this is really tye right time to grind more to earn more BCH. Take advantage of it while we're still here. So that if ever it started to pump again, makakasabay tayong lahat.

I am continuing my grind off course, and doing that can give us more BCH.

So arat!

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September 19, 2022

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