Enjoy Life and Read Stories
I am back reading on Wattpad again and right now I am reading one of Miss Heart Yngrid story with a title - Dederella: The Magical Push Up Bra. Just with the title you can already tell that it is a funny one. And yes it has a little bit of fantasy just really like Cinderalla's Story. It is actually one of those stories that I been waiting to be completed and finally. It is complete now. So I can read it continuously and I don't have to wait for it's every update.
Anyways, this is not the topic that I want to tell you. This story is a part of it but this is what happen. So let me share it what happened this afternoon. I am just waiting for the hand of the lock to hit 1 PM because I will take a short nap. And while waiting I decided to continue reading Dederrella. I am on Chapter 20 something I think. Actually this ks not the first because when I read some part of it yesterday "this" also happened to me.
I cried hard on some part of it even though it is really not that ka iyak iyak but I cried last night. I look like crazy last night because I am crying while laughing. I cried to this part and then laugh after that because of it some part din, lol. What I don't understand is that - why I am so affected to it some scene like I am also experiencing it. I don't understand but when it happen din kanina I really cry hard as in may pag hikbi pang naganap na animo'y ako yong character doon.
Really, I can't understand myself kanina by my tears is really masagana as in tuloy lang ang pag drop. And I can't stop it because the flow is just of the river. And I also thought that it is not just about the story to why I am crying maybe there something more it. Maybe I am really sad inside and I just can't release it or what. You know what I'm thinking while crying that time "What's wrong with me? Why I am crying like a kid. Am I okay or what." Something like this.
And it is really impossible that it js just about the story because wagas namang pakikisimpatya ang ginawa ng mata ko. And di sya agad maampat ampat ha, my goodness. Maybe I am really crazy, lol. Or am I just affected because I feel like the female lead is still hoping na mapansin sya ni Lex. Coz if it's me I will really give up on him already. I can't understand, I don't know. She's hurting pero, well I cam understand that but still.... Aigooo what am I even saying.
But that tears help me ha.
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This is suppose to be publish yesterday but something happened that I didn't finish it. I mean, nawalan ako ng gana na magsulat ba. And ideas just disappeared. Aigooooo. And also I had a lot of thought yesterday about life. About how easy it is for life to be completely gone. We'll never know maybe our death is just on the way already and we are not ready, unaware that it is about to happen.
I am really not afraid to die, y'all know that already. What I'm afraid more is the way I die. I don't want my family to see my body in an ugly situation. I don't want them to see my body with blood all over it . I don't want them to cry over my bloody body. I will be sad for sure watching them wail in sadness if that happens. That is why my only wish - to die in normal ways. Not the kind that is brutal.
Aigoooo, whatever. Let's not talk about death. It's a happy day so forget it. Life is unpredictable so let's just enjoy the life that we have right now. Be happy guysuu.
August 16, 2022
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di ko na na o open yung watty ko kahit naka install siya kasi kailangan na nang subscription..tsk killjoy