An Old Friend or Just Someone I Know

This morning, I went to the bakery, where I always buy a pandesal. I mean, we don't have any leftover rice from last night, so we decided to have bread for breakfast. I just got myself ready, and after putting a facemask on my face and my earphones, off I go. When I arrive at my destination, there are a lot of people waiting for the pandesal to be cooked. And then I saw a familiar face. a woman that I knew before. She just gained a little weight, but her height, her face, and even her hair are still the same as I remember.

But I pretended that I didn't know her. When I saw that she would turn her face in my direction, I also turned my back to her, got my phone out of my pocket, and pretended again that I was busy on it. I opened some applications that I never really intended to open, and when I saw her in my peripheral vision getting into a motorcycle, that was also the time that I asked the Manong seller to give me 60 PHP worth of Pandesal. Like nothing happened, lol.

As I've said in my past article, I am really a snob. If I don't feel like talking or interacting with other people, I will not give a damn if she or he is a close friend from before. That's just me, and I don't really want to socialize. That is why I always want to be alone. I am so used to it now that it doesn't matter if I don't have much of a real friend or a best friend with whom I can talk or have a bonding time. I feel bad doing that, like we don't have a history or fun time together, but I just don't really care.

I know I sound so bad in here. And that woman that I saw is a really close friend from elementary school. We are always together, even though some say bad things about her because she's a little different. She thinks maturely and is more interested in boys than playing. Well, it's understandable because she's a bit older than us. But still, I got closer to her. We also had a lot of fun times together doing this and that.

We go to the same high school too, but she just stopped going; I don't know why. But that's where our closeness ends. I still saw her somewhere, but then I just learned that she already has a boyfriend and a child. I guess that's what she would rather do than study. She was also a bright kid back then; too bad she stopped. I am not sure, though, if she finished school. I never asked; whenever I stumble upon her, sometimes we just say "hello."

And then after that, parang wala na. I just stop greeting her, or more like nodding at her, whenever our paths cross. I just mind my own business, and that's it. And then I saw her again today, but I don't really have any plans to associate my life with her. I am okay without them anyway; we all have our own lives now. We just have to be better, and who cares about the others? That's life; that's just how it is. Heh ╮(＾▽＾)╭.

And, I am happy with me being alone and no friend at all to meet outside to stroll around, to do boys hunt or whatever. I admit I felt bored sometimes with this kind of life I have but, I have lots of ways to ease this boredom. Hello, I can even make myself too damn happy, I can make me cum, ehermmm, that's not included. I mean, i love my life right now. I love that I changed for the better. I just hate being shy of a lot of things but, I can still work it out, I just have to grrt grrrr! Rawrr, lol.

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November 25, 2022

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