June 08, 2022

Everyone says student life is best even though we endure the lots of study burden. But the continue study duration made us bored and taking some break from the study make us energetic and I want this break but my parents didn't allow it.

Anyhow after taking the admission in Mphil, I adjusted myself with the study routine. Because the first thing excited me after taking the admission in Mphil is that our classes only held three days in week and we celebrate the weekend of almost four days.

And I start going to the university with memorizing myself Arooj just go to the university for these three days and then four days holidays are saying hello to you. Ummm....first semester going well and good I doing a lots of adventures in SmartBCH projects as well as in study especially clearing of the GAT-TEST and also get the good GPA without doing the lots of hardwork.

Now am in second semester of Mphil, hotness of weather is on it's peak. And I don't know how to study lol🤣. Also teachers are not delivering the lectures properly even though I didn't have the notes of any book in hand-written form properly.

Our this semester started from 18 of April when there is holy month of Ramadan here, also the start of summer seasons so the first three weeks passed in such a way that I don't realize am in second semester and spending my chill life. Also I have the thoughts that there is the long time remaining for our mid-term exams.

But the last week when we come into the university our teacher told us that the next week is our mid-term week and I can't explain the pain of that time in words. Anyhow we requested to our HOD that postponed our exams for the next week because we don't have any kind of preparation. Our all quiz and assignments are pending.

In the last week we did our all quizes and two assignments. But our two assignments are still pending and we need to submit it in this week.

So in this Friday when I gone back to home after taking the classes am in full and final mood of studying a lot in this week. I said to myself that in first two holidays I complete my notes and in the next two days I will make assignment of both subjects in the good way.

But my bad luck, after returning back from the University on Friday night I see the recent drama of Danish Taimoor "Kaisi Teri Khudgarzi".

It's the first drama of him am watching and his acting is fantastic. Before this I thought Danish Taimoor is not the good actor . After watching this drama, I downloaded his drama "Deewangi " which I didn't see before and the story is heart-touching and I wasted my Saturday, Sunday and Monday on watching all the episodes of this drama.

Oh gosh on Monday night I realized I wasted my weekend again and thinking to open my bag but the light gone and am gone to sleep. In the Tuesday morning I woked up early in morning but instead of study I prefer to write the article on hive and it take almost 3 to 4 hours after this I did my breakfast , doing household chores and then wasted my sometimes in putting useless status on Whatsapp.

After doing these activities I realized that there is too much hot weather so I go to the sleep but sleep is not coming so I go to the other room and spend my some time with Mom and after this I decided to write the article on readcash. It's again take my almost 3 hours then I made my evening tea and after this taking the shower.

At 7:15 pm I done my dinner, and then am in mood of doing everything except study. Ummm......then I reinstalled my WhatsApp and Snapchat app which I deleted in anger but then again uninstalled it because I thought without them my life is more peaceful. After sometime again light gone away and I slept with the thinking of that I woke after sometime and then will make my assignments.

Oh gosh......when in the morning time I opened my eyes it's the 5:00 am. Then I do nothing except weeping. First I decided to don't go to the university today. But I know Ornamental Horticulture sir is too much strict. If I don't go to the university and didn't submit my assignment he will give me zero marks.

Mom first insulted me and then said that I don't what happened with you in these days you are loosing interest in everything (Because from the last three weeks I just limited myself to home after coming back university). Now woke up and start making your assignments. I start making it but in tension I make the mess of them .

Mom said eat breakfast and completed the remaining assignments in uni. I did the breakfast, getting ready for uni and say Allah Hafiz Maa. On the way my friend is waiting for me and she told me that Sir messaged in the group that today he will not come to the university Hehehe....... Am so excited after hearing this and forget the tension of morning

Indeed Allah is the one who's know the secret of our hearts and he saves me the tension of the today. Later on after going to the university I completed my assignment.

Our assignment was not easy sir gave us the task of architecture we need to made the landscape model of three different designs. Ufff..... drawing is always the tough task for me but anyhow I did it.

That's one of the landscape model made by my friend in picture it's not the clear but we whole class just say wow after watching this actually she is the artist and art is her passion that's why she spent her two days energy on making this single landscape model.

Closing Thoughts:

Even though later on am getting relaxed. But the pain and fear I faced in the morning is speechless. I learnt this lesson if you are student then keep your study as a first priority and then your other social activities. My second assignment is still pending but am relaxed because Ethnobotany sir is so sweet but tonight I tried to complete it in the good way.

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