Come Back

Come back!

Hmmm… her mind says “go” but her heart says “stay and be mine forever!”.

How much does it cost for him to stay? How much can she afford? Or, can she afford it? Oh! Life is a matter so simple yet so complicated. On the other hand, would he choose to stay? Ugh!!!  She has no idea.

What is she willing to give for him to stay? What will he give if he stays? Wow! How far will she go for him to stay? How far will he go, just to stay?  But in the end, will he stay? Grrrr… really don’t have any idea!

Just when she found the guy she like and here he is… so near and yet so far! Couldn’t even… and they don’t even talk. Haaaa! Why are you so evasive…? she only means to have a glimpse of what’s it is to spend a day with you… perhaps a week or two… or more, month to months? Now, the numbers had grown… hahaha! Waaaaaaaaaaaaa….

hmmm… what a pity! Just when she finally found an interest, and found herself wandering about on the what’s and why’s and the how’s… how long must you evade the questions she longed for answers? Why?

Why you invade her peace and brought wreck to her space? Just when you finally had her attention, you simply vanished? And now her heart longs for that little presence… at least, that tiny glimpse of hope that your still there, listening, waiting for the right moment to appear!

It’s been a while and the longing grows. The heart is longing, the longer you linger. Trusting that you’d be there, even just for a little while. And the heart says, “little while longer, please!”. But… sad, reality bites. Everything comes to an end. Oh my, why does it had to be? Pewww! A short-lived fantasy hidden in the recesses of her mind… a could be wondering where the road end in two parts, either they stay or go on separate ways…

Now left figuring out the pieces of her space left behind the remnants of your visit. Why did you ever come? What wrong did she do to you for you to wreck her peaceful abode… when she only wants to live peacefully? But the yearning grows as you stayed… each time you drop by, pieces of memories are formed without even trying much… and it pains to know you are no longer there! Oh, what a tragedy!

But you have to go! That’s the mind saying… you were such a rogue in the first place. Highly unstable to understand and behold. Yet, the longing lingers… yes, the yearning stays and live… but in time it will fade. The heart pains to know you should go! But the heart doesn’t know if there was a reason to stay. How unfortunate! If she only knew what will make you stay… but you stayed aback all those times. Watching from afar! How could you just do that? Just watching… lingering for an hour or two, or more for a day… two or week, then just vanish without a hint of goodbyes. Leaving the heart longing for more days! Saying “come back… oh! Please come back!”… and now the mind intervenes, for it knows its hopeless… and the heart knows you are gone but the it still longs… for you to be around… and the tears finally started to fall… for it has been a while since you were gone…

And the mind cuddles the heart saying “it is for the best.” Really? And the heart asks, “why does it aches?”. And with all honesty, at the recess of her mind, “come back!”…