How many languages/dialects do you speak?
Happy weekend my lovelies! What's your plan for today, a trip to some place or a food trip? Or that might be staying at home, preparing or cooking food while watching a movie? Well, that sounds fun but I hope I can make that too hehehe. Anyway, I was intrigued in answering this question but I forgot who among the writers already answered it (my apologies to that, mabilis kasi akong makalimot, but when it comes to his mistakes I can still remember every little thing).
`Stop with this "hugot" where in fact I'm not hurt just my trip to act like broken hehehehe. Okay, let's start!`
**Have you ever had a nickname? What is it?**
I have a lot of nicknames, my family usually called me "lab-lab" (love) co'z when I was a kid I used to laugh and smile when they called me this name. My older sister calls me "Daps" for no reason, I guess she just wants it. Some relatives call me "gaw" especially with my cousins. But when I was in school premises sometimes they called me by my name or surname.
**What are your hobbies?**
I'm fond of playing badminton, which was my favourite sport back then. However, I'm not playing anymore, because we don't have any things to use. It's already broken. I was in a place where there's no space to play sports. I like reading too, especially horror or Wattpad stories, but this time I'm not that addicted.
**What is your biggest fear?**
I already answered this one in some diary questions but again my biggest fear is to lose someone I really love, my family. They are my safe place, my home, my stars and my peace. I might don't know what to do if they leave me forever. I'm afraid of living alone, it sucks. I just want them.
**What is your favorite childhood memory?**
When we can play with my sister. Just the 3 of us. Way back then, when we came from school we usually play, hide and seek, patid-kabayo, chinese garter and a lot more. I just miss the feeling of being a child where there's no worries, no problems, just plain fun.
**What three things do you think of the most each day?**
"Life, School and Relationship". Allow me to discuss this.
I was thinking about "**LIFE**" , what would be the possible problems that life throws at me this time and how I can handle it. This might seem to be overthinking but I always do this. I want to be prepared at all costs but when it comes I realize I'm not prepared at all. Life challenges me in every way possible, it tests my capability, my attitude and the way I decide. I don't know if it trained me or if I'm not lucky.
In "**SCHOOL**", my life makes it harder adding the assignments, activities and projects that seem to be endless. However, this semester I guess this would be as stressful as before because it's "On The Job Training" , which means if I wasn't able to pass then I have to go back next year and I don't want that to happen.
Who wouldn't think about "**RELATIONSHIP**" whether for the family or for someone. In my case it's both, I've been hiding something from them and I don't know how they will react when they know it but when it comes to my partner, we've been struggling and thus I don't know what to do.
**What kitchen appliances do you use every day?**
Rice cooker co'z I'm almost the one who cooks rice everyday hehheh.
**Do you collect anything?**
I collect gifts, I mean I save every gift they gave me co'z that means a lot to me.
**What was your first job?**
I'm not shy to say that "I was a house maid" before and trust me that is one of the most tiring jobs, adding that I'm still dealing with my school activities.
**What is your favorite game or sport to watch and play?**
When it comes to play I'll go for badminton but when I watch I'm interested in basketball.
**How many languages/dialects do you speak?**
I guess 3 languages (English, Filipino and Bisaya).
**What motivates you to work hard?**
Family, I'm striving hard for my family. Always them, always the priority.
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Marchy Goals
A warm Friday my lovelies! Look how the time flies so fast, it’s just like we are celebrating the Feb-ibig month. Well, today is another boring day of mine as I am alone in the house co’z my partner’s family are going somewhere to finish the ongoing house for the renters while my boyfriend is early at work. Gez! I don't even know what to do aside from cleaning. Anyway, let’s move on to my topic today.
`I’ve been here 3 months but never got the chance to set any goals for the month. Well, starting today I will:`
**Read 20 articles per day**
This goal had been in my mind since day 1. I’m fond of reading as it made me inspired adding the different feelings I might have felt, from happy to sad. Besides, I know I really need to do so since some articles bring me so much information that I don’t need to do some research. I will do my best to read at least 20 articles per day so that Rusty will visit me as well co’z trust me my self-esteem will lose when he doesn't.
**Published 1 article per day**
As a writer it is a challenge for me to publish 600 words per day. That is kinda difficult especially when I don’t have any topic to write about, adding to the difficulties in my internet connection. Yesterday, I wasn’t able to publish since I don't have any load and thus I can’t achieve it but I’ll make sure that I will be able to write the following days and weeks.
**Reach at least 0.4 BCH**
When Rusty won’t visit me for a day it is hard to achieve. However, my goal is to reach at least .4 BCH. From that I can set another goal to 1 BCH. I’m positive that I will be able to achieve that co’z I will double my time just to earn more since I’m eager to save for the renovation of the house.
**Always leave an upvote and comment**
That is the least that I can do. What I really like in reading articles is when I can relate to it and thus I leave a comment. I may have a small upvote ( my apologies) but that is from the bottom of my heart. I support every writer here, I appreciate every effort.
**To be a sponsor**
From the day I started I didn't have any sponsorship, so I set this goal to give support to some of the writers in my favourite platform. Maybe that might seem like a small amount but again I just want to lift someone’s confidence co’z I know the feeling when I can see in my notification “New sponsor”. That made my day and so I want to share what I have even through this.
**Authors View**
Some of this might seem unachievable but I will do my very best to do it. This platform has already helped me a lot and I want to give it back to others. But hopefully, I can get Rusty’s attention so he won’t stop visiting me all day long. I was worried when I couldn't see him in my notification co’z he means a lot hehehe. Anyway, for all who feel difficulties in writing you are not alone but strive hard co’z for sure our efforts will be paid off. Moreover, at the end of this month I will publish if I reach the goal or not so I can compare my achievements and thus I can improve my capability in writing. Well, setting a goal is much needed in order for me to see which and what I need to change or add.
`I’ll end my nonsense blog here. Thanks for reading my lovelies! Thank you my dear upvoters, commenters, subscribers, and sponsors for making my day great. Y’all means a lot to me.`
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Finally!!
A hot Wednesday my lovelies! Today is kinda productive day for me as again I have to go to school to continue my pending enrollment. Waking up early is not my thing but I have too so thus I didn't take my breakfast. We arrived at school expecting that my friends/classmates were waiting, hehehe. Luckily, there's not that long queue than last time. We took almost 7 hours just to be "Finally Enrolled" but I have to go back again as I really need to request a Certificate of Enrollment since it will be needed to get the allowance (scholarship) in my hometown.
College life is way too different from high school. All the assignments, activities and projects needed to comply just to pass the specific subject. We just can't buy floor wax if we fail co'z trust me that doesn't exist in college. High school is full of fun and excitement, bonding everytime there's a vacant jam, espe when one of the classmates knows how to play the guitar. Watching videos together, and what's most special is when the Christmas party came. Later that night, everyone is gathered to cook food for the celebration, playing games which add to the fun but of course during that time boys are usually having their own time drinking alcohol while jamming in the white sand beach. But again, I maybe don't feel how it feels since my parents won't allow me to do so but still I can stay high school life is much fun. College is in serious mode for real. I don't even have time to meet my other classmates ( Senior High) since I was too focused on studying. I don't want to fail just a single subject. Who would love that anyway? My route back then till I was in college was school and home, no other routine, no gala, just that not until I met him hehehe. He changes my daily routine in life, he brings me to the place where it makes me happy. From one spot to another, from 1 day to more days. However, I didn't forget that my priority is to graduate.
Life is tough, full of disappointment and failures that sometimes lead to quitting school but when I feel tired my parents feel the same too. I may have my scholar in school and in my hometown but that can't fulfill all the needs. That's why I'm eager to continue even with a heavy heart. As today is my last sem I feel overwhelmed for all the times I'm down I still fight and look at now I'm almost there. This might not be the end of my journey but at least I'm near to it. I realize that after all I've been into I'm still brave to face every downfall. I'm brave that I made it, I know I can and I will always strive. I will not stop learning, I will grow and from that I will be the better woman I want to be. To all those struggling, you can do it, trust the process and everything will be alright. Student life is bumpy but when you know what journey you take will surely see the end. Don't stop dreaming, don't limit your capability, but always remember don't forget to have fun. We only live once and enjoying life is the most important thing to do.
Aja! for all the upcoming graduates! See you on the stage wearing the black toga we always wanted together with our parents (if graduation will be granted). Laban in all trials in life. Look, we've been this far. For how many months from now, I will be holding the diploma and I can finally say "I made it Ma, Pa". I am Probinsyana a graduate student of the school year 2021-2022 holding the title Bachelor of Science and Business Administration major in Financial Management.
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Not too fast
A holiday Tuesday for my read.cash family. I woke up early today as I needed to prepare our breakfast since my boyfriend will be here anytime soon from work. Though my body doesn't want to get up from bed I have to as I have to do the cooking (material wife ang peg). So I guess I will be preparing some scrambled eggs and of course a fried dried fish, who wouldn't want that? I mean I love this combination. I also never forget to prepare some milk for me and for him as we need calcium so bad. Moreover, let's talk about my topic for today, I hope you won't get bored reading it hehehe.
We have been living together for almost 1 year with his parents and I don't like the feeling anymore. I'm not overreacting here, it's just unusual. I mean I want to have our own, where I could do everything I want. I guess that's what everyone else wishes, right? To have our so-called "own home" it will take so much time and effort. The feeling of living with others is not good, especially when I feel that something is strange or I don't like the way they treat. Yes, I am like a visitor and don't have the right to decide, however, we are also paying for what we are using. We are the one who provides our food, and split the bills. We are quite independent but it's better if we are far from them, so we could discover things on our own. I don't like when we have fights and they keep asking what the reason is. It's our privacy, why not bother to share it? I don't like it if they keep on telling us what to do, whereas they also did the same. I don't like it if they keep on asking us the things that they shouldn't.
That's why I am really pursuing to have our own, actually his parents already gave us a house. However, we have changed the roof since it leaks when it rains so we really need some cash for it of course the wood also needs to change which I guess that could be around $200 or more excluding the needed renovation for it. But I'll save for it whatever it takes since I'm really excited to live on our own where I can move peacefully. Where I can eat whatever I want, where no one will interrupt, where I can or can't clean but still okay. Where I'm free. Believe it or not, it's not good to live with your partner's parents. I don't know but I guess I alre putting pressure on my boyfriend as I keep on telling him about it. I am open to him when it comes to what I don't like and want. It just sucks to be here, maybe he doesn't understand what I feel since they are his family but he will if he lives with my family. This might take more months from now. I'm willing to wait. I'm pursuing it co'z this is my dream to have our own home, to live peacefully and freely.Not too fast, since the money said so hahaha. Not too fast because this is not the right time yet but when the perfect timing comes I'm pretty sure that would be so worth the wait. But again that would be as soon as possible co'z I don't want to disrespect anybody especially with his family ( I'm not like that). Hopefully, God will grant my wish and I'm looking forward to any sign of it.
`That would be for now my lovelies! I need to sleep again since I'm almost sleepless last night. Keep rocking on top!`
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Bring me to this place
A hot Monday my lovelies! Who would have thought that it's already the end of "Love Month"? Gez! The time flies so fast, it's just like recently we are in January (kung mas mabilis ang panahon mas mabilis ang pagpapalit niya sayo lol!). Again, I don't like when the weather is like this, it makes my mood change too. I wish it will rain as I am fascinated when I see every drop on the balcony. It seems like it brings me to my childhood memories where there's no pain, suffering, problems to think about, just plain happiness and fun. Nothing more. Anyway, I read @Sequoia articles and I find it interesting where she wrote about different countries she wanted to visit. If you haven't read it yet click here
`Bring me to this place:`
**Switzerland**
I am a nature lover and this place suits me well. Switzerland is in Central European Country which is kinda mountainous. Sometimes I see the place through Facebook and I fall in love with it. The green nature, the peaks, the rivers and lakes and even how simple the living is. I'm not a woman who's into fancy and social places, simple yet with nature is enough for me. I just really wanted to visit this place as this is my first in the list. I'm pretty sure the weather is kinda cold due to the environment which I love of course. Someday, somehow, I can reach that dream place of mine.
**France**
Who wouldn't want to visit this place? I mean the beauty of buildings and lights especially at night. The Eiffel Tower, museums, river, cathedral and other palaces. I want to be in the city vibes as well which is kinda opposite to Switzerland. I love how fascinating the beauty of Paris is, besides I love their language as well. I was once having a self-study about their dialect since I read it in many Wattpad stories so it catches my attention. From then on I am trying to know at least basic words. However, things change when I'm not a Wattpader, co'z my eagerness to learn is not in the vocabulary anymore. Maybe soon I'll go back to study their language.
**Japan**
I'm a fan of the pink sakura plants which are commonly found in Japan. Besides, when I was a kid I really wanted to be in Japan as I guess this is a well known place. The different types of dresses, foods and other local products they had, I want to try it all. They also have those taller buildings where I can see every view I want. The lights at night which I am fond of. I am also interested in their language which I'm pretty sure it's hard to learn not unless I'm eager to do so. It seems to be a child 's dream to achieve if I reach that place. Maybe the right time will come.
**Greece**
This place for sure brings me to some historical experiences. Greece is also one of the best places to visit. I especially want to learn more about the Greek Goddess and of course the story behind it. The statue, museums and other information that will bring me to the past. What's more interesting about it is the other artifacts that have been placed in museums. Music? Isn't it interesting?
**Authors View**
I wanted to tour around the world, where I can experience and see it with my own two eyes. Each country had something to bring on, something that doesn't exist in the other. The story to tell, the local products and of course the dishes they have. But first I have to do what it takes, I have to finish what's needed and then from that if things went well I can now proceed to traveling. Before anything else, touring around my country, the Philippines, is perfect. I want to see the whole beauty of my country before visiting the others. Us before them. I'm pretty sure this journey will be tough but I'm willing to do everything to achieve my dreams together with my family co'z trust me it's better to travel with someone special. I still have a lot on my list but for now, this will be okay.
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What is the biggest secret you have kept from your parents?
A chilli'n Sunday my lovelies! How y'all? I hope everyone is doing great. Today should be my rest day co'z my boyfriend and I always plan this day as our time together, no work to do that's why sometimes I'm missing in action during Sunday. However, things changed as my boyfriend had to attend their CHARITY RIDE (motor club), their goal is to help those people in need. At 4 or 5am I guess they start to travel to the place where they will be donating some food and medicine. I'm pretty sure everything went well though I'm still worried about him.
`Anyway, let's move on to another Diary Question where I want to answer, this could be fun.`
**What is the scariest dream you have ever had?**
When I see my family die, that's the scariest dream I have co'z I don't want it to happen and never will. I don't care about those horrors I've been dreaming of co'z that's way too far from having a dream of losing someone.
They are my life, my home and my peace. I might don't have the power to control things but I will make sure it shouldn't be now. I want to give back to my parents, I want to spoil them, I want to travel with them and I want to buy stuff that they don't have. This might sound futuristic but I will do it no matter what it takes. I don't want to see my parents suffer for what reason. All I want for them is the "Happiness" painted over their faces, no worries, no pain, no regrets and no disappointment. But I wish my dream will not happen, not now,not forever. Am I that selfish?
**How can you love yourself more?**
Well maybe giving myself more importance. It's been quiet now since I haven't given it to myself. I mean I always have doubts about my capability, what if that's killing my self-esteem. I always judge myself about if such things happen I'm sure I can't make it. I always look down on myself and trust me it sucks.
But for now, I have to always look for the brighter side, I may not be perfect (no one is) but I will make sure I have something that I never give to myself. That would be seeing "My real value". I am worth fighting for, I'm worth being loved, I deserve happiness and pain-free. I deserve every goodness.
**What is a mistake people often make about you?**
I'm a strict woman yet an innocent one. I see this as a mistake co'z I'm not. I'm not a girl who seems like I don't know how to break a glass. I'm not a girl who can just bully and say nothing. I'm not a girl who they can just judge co'z after all I'm a fighter. I might look perfectly innocent but I got some stupidity. Yes truly, I'm not a simple, shy and mute woman I'm totally the opposite but of course it only depends who I am with. If you are a plastic person then I am more to that, co'z I can burn you. If I'm to those people who act perfect then I can tell you, you aren't and will never be. If you are a good person to me then I'll do the same. I am what I am but my attitude depends on you. If you treat me nicely then I'll do the same, if you do the opposite then I'll do the worst.
**What is the biggest secret you have kept from your parents?**
That I'm tired of everything, I'm not the type of daughter who always tells them what I feel co'z I don't want them to be worried. When they ask me how I am? Then I always have to say "Ok ra ma uy" (I'm okay mom). I'm selfish with my feelings because I always say they deserve happiness, not the opposite. I might be into something right now which I can't spill it out here but I'll make sure that they won't know what I'm dealing with. I'm okay with that and I used to
**How do you feel about this last week/month/year?**
**Challenging**, one word to describe this year, weeks and months. It challenges me whether physically, mentally and financially.
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Where to focus?
The same night, still gloomy, no trace of stars but this time my feeling is quite different. I'm happy deep inside co'z everything seems to be okay. Nothing to worry about, maybe because I know how to live my present life without overthinking so badly. However, this Ukraine and Russian war makes me feel worried.
It's been almost 2 years since we experienced this pandemic. It makes our life even harder, losing jobs, population rate increase due to the addition of teenage pregnancy, hospitals full, businesses shut down, area restrictions and what worse is losing a life. We've been suffering so badly that we wish to go back to normal where there's no Covid to think about, where school is open for face to face classes, where most of the businesses get their usual income, where employment rate increases and where everyone is happy just as it is today. It's been awhile since every country had a new normal routine wherein it's not quite far from before, there are still some who are still trying to recover and so does the economy. Everyone is excited to remove these restrictions that had been implemented that hinder us from visiting the person we longing to see.
As we are trying to heal this pandemic, that's when the war between Ukraine and Russia arises. I have read a lot of information about the root of this chaos and I can say who among them is the reason that it shouldn't end like this. We all know that Russia is a sleeping giant, a country where missiles, nuclear weapons and other fighters came and were made. If we could compare the ability of each country I could say Ukraine will lose the fight. Russia had it all, everything they had co'z they are prepared for this, they always are. But instead of focusing on going back to normal, this happened.
***Where to focus?***
A lot of people have already died, soldiers sacrificed for the sake of their beloved country. How heartbreaking seeing them saying goodbye to their family co'z they don't know that might be the last. Can peace be the center? How will it stop when both parties don't want to? How will this end, does it need to have one country left? How about those families who have been affected which are totally not yet done from pandemic suffering? Are they going to suffer again? I have so many questions but I can't have the answers. Can't they talk about it? I mean for sure everything will be done in a peaceful way. I just feel worried and sorry for those who lose their lives, for those families who wait for their loved ones to come home safe, for those wife who wish to hug their husband again and for those kids who want to be carried by their father again. There are people who look forward to seeing their special one once again. They still have plans to make, plans to build and plans to create but how? When they can't come home again? This should be the end? Again, where to focus? Where should be the priority? Is this war really needed? Can't we have peace for once? I'm sure the both Presidents can talk privately and settle what's needed. I don't know what to write again. Instead of having a happy heart today I feel lonely again. What I learned about this war is that, if we already have an agreement we shouldn't make a way to destroy co'z we want it or not chaos occurs that destroys everyone's life. I can't afford to see this thing.
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Diary Questions: Lemme Do it
A cold evening as it is just like my feeling tonight. No moon and stars which I badly needed right now to help me calm my chaotic mind and heart. I don't have someone to lean on as again I don't want to be a burden , at least if there's a moon I can tell everything what's inside. Anyway, since I don't have any articles to write today, it's better to answer this questionnaire than to make a drama here. Thanks to @OfficialGamboaLikeUs for initiating this.
`Without further ado let's try this diary….`
**How do you calm your nerves in a difficult situation?**
When hard times hit me so bad one thing I always did is to CRY. This might not sound calming but it actually helps me to release what I feel. I always give myself some time to think by crying of course in this way I make my heart light. I will cry until my eyes swell, I'll cry until there's no more tears coming out and I'll cry until I fall asleep.
**How do you savor the time you get alone?**
When I'm alone I always think about everything whether a positive or negative one. This is my favourite co'z I can make things clear in my mind, but sometimes it is inevitable to always have those "what if's" in life. There are times instead of unwinding I used the time to cry.
**What do you think the purpose of life is?**
I guess it is "to always see the worth" not just about myself but as well as the others value. Life is full of surprises, not just everything about success and happiness but it also includes failures and disappointment which put a little season to one's life. Sometimes we have to find those people who see our worth, those people who always have our back. If we think we don't belong in a circle of individuals then we have to leave co'z the real person who sees our worth is the one who appreciates us.
**How would you describe your personal style?**
It might be BORING, is it? Nothing is special about me, about my style. Nothing fancy, just plain black and white which obviously doesn't belong to any lively colors. I'm not a sassy girl who's bold and would bring a colorful style as I said I'm the opposite.
**What kind of people do you dislike?**
What I hate is when people always see the smallest mistakes I made but can't see how big of a fault they made. I don't like when people keep on telling me what to do instead of minding their own business. I really dislike when people always have something to say about me when all I did is to be good. Well, I can't please anyone and I'm not planning to.
**When did you last see the sun rise?**
When I was traveling to Gensan, it's been a long time since I hadn't seen the light from the sunrise but when we traveled I already saw it. How fascinating it is. I love how it touches my skin, it soothes and calms me adding the greeny nature.
**Do you believe every thought you think?**
No actually, I know deep inside my thought isn't real or worse doesn't exist but I keep on putting it on my mind and over think it over and over.
**What makes you proud?**
When I see that the effort is exerted to become fruitful, who wouldn't be proud of? After all, I can say that it's worth it.
**Do you enjoy spending time with others?**
Definitely, I love to spend time with others, especially with my family co'z we have the same vibes. When it comes to my friends of course, I love how we talk about things, pure happiness, no drama.
`That would be all for tonight my lovelies as I have to take a rest❤️`
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Insecurity to Surgery?
A gloomy night my lovelies! Today is a tiring Thursday for me as I was in school in the morning till afternoon for the 2nd sem enrollment. However, I wasn't expecting that the queue was too long and the process was kinda slow. Gez! My classmates spend almost the whole day just to finish but guess what? We have already done the "step 1 " and we have been told to come back this Monday. We don't have a choice but to come again, hopefully this time we'll be able to say "we're finally enrolled".
`Let's move on to my topic today…`
It's natural for humankind to feel insecure, especially when we see that a person has something that we don't have. That might be a thing, success or even beauty. We feel insecure because we want things that the person has. That's why we are eager to have it or even to reach it, including pushing ourselves to the limit. Envy and jealousy these 3 things are triplets and I guess that would be inevitable not unless we have the reason not too. But some people are fragile and want everyone's attention. One way to reach the goal is of course to have the things that rare people have. When it comes to things, qe will do everything just to buy it, even if it means making the work double time, no rest, just pure work. When we are eager to do so no one can stop it not unless the body tells us to. But when it comes to success some use a prohibited technique. Maybe it includes being biased, destroying, always the opposite and including tempting someone to a higher position just to have it easily. Yes, that doesn't only exist in movies, co'z that's someone's real life. When we talk about insecurity in beauty this would be kinda sensitive. Some will do everything just to change what they don't have. To enhance what's lacking in them, to add just to look natural and of course to inject something just to make the beautiful skin appear. Again, I'm not here to judge nor to stop them to do what they love co'z after that's their money.
You might know someone who has already undergone surgery to enhance their beauty. Well, let me talk about **Toni Fowler**. Some call her **Mommy Oni, a vlogger and a mother.** I'm not against her just to make it clear I'm happy what she achieved (If you don't know her you can search for her). She made her boobs and butt bigger. I guess she enhanced it even more. A nose job just to look her nose taller than what it is. She underwent a vaginal tightening just to make her vagina tight since she was already a mother. She also does some job on her lips I guess a filler (if I'm not mistaken). What's the latest achievement she had is making her sad eyes into wolf eyes. She said "Laging malungkot ang mata ko, kaya gusto ko magkaroon ng wolf eye" ( I always have this sad eyes, what I want is to have a wolf eyes). Actually the outcome to her body is great. The beauty she was hiding already came out.
`Again, I'm not here to judge her co'z I know how difficult she'd been through before reaching what she has now. I'm a subscriber of her and I see every success she has. She came from a poor family and look at her now, she made it all. Does insecurity lead her to surgery? Or is it just what makes her happy? I'm always looking forward to her success. No to judge just pure admiration and support.`
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I dated her
It's almost past 10 here in the Philippines which means time to sleep but here I am making this article as I don't want to miss it again. The cold breeze starts to caress my cheeks as I am in the balcony looking out of nowhere, no moon and stars to adore, the sky is plain dark, no emotion I guess it's already sleeping. I wish I was that easy to fall asleep but I'm totally the opposite. When I lay down my brain keeps on thinking about different possibilities that may occur in my life and even in the relationship I have. I guess another "overthinking" night for me. I am used to it though.
Well, *tonight I dated her. I dated a person who doesn't really know what's happening to me co'z of course I don't share hehehe. I dated the woman who I love and my boyfriend knows it. He doesn't have a choice but to let me see and date her for once.* We spent almost 3 hours roaming around. She was actually waiting in front of the church since I'm late with the set time which I'm the one who set it lol! I spend most of my time choosing what I should wear, a dress or just pants. I even change my t-shirt many times to find what suits me. I was hesitant to wear a thick jacket co'z I felt it would be hot but luckily I did since it started to get cold. I was expecting that when I come out of the house the jeepney was there but unfortunately there's no available one, I have to double my ride just to get there adding the traffic that I was facing due to road construction that make me even more late than expected hahahaha. Even the jeepney I was with is still waiting for other passengers which adds the minutes too bad. It stops here and there but of course I know it's my fault (hirap kayang magmadali then in the end late pa din).
When I reached the meeting place I called her and we started to talk while walking. I was expecting that a lot of street vendors would be there since the last time I checked they were too many but again I was wrong, only a few of them are selling. Though we were too hungry, we first found a V-neck t-shirt for her co'z she didn't bring any extra. Unfortunately, the store started to close and we didn't buy any. While I was choosing a necklace which I love, she was also choosing a phone case. I actually don't like what she chooses but since she loves it then it's okay hehehe. I asked her to get inside the Jollibee but she insisted and told me she prefers to eat pastil and other street food and so we did. We have a pastil, plain rice, isaw, and a buko juice. With that we felt too full.
Since we didn't find any t-shirts we headed to SM just to find any but gez! The cost of such cloth is way too expensive. Some cost $10-$20 which made us laugh because it's too pricey for us. We walked to the mall, from the annex to the other part we didn't see any budget friendly clothes. Again, we decided to go to the other place just to find one, luckily we did. But of course it's not what I expected, instead of a V-neck she just has a round neck t-shirt since there's no other available.
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*A warm Tuesday my lovelies! Today is kinda productive for me as I have to wake up early to prepare our meals (which I usually wake up late for) co'z we will be going somewhere important. I don't want to spill it here, this may just be a surprise hehehe. After the errands I am again feeling bored in my room and don't know what to do. I even want to watch Netflix but I'm all alone so it gets even boring. Luckily, I have read.cash in which it helps me t o kill the boredom. Reading some articles makes me laugh and cry at the same time especially when I relate to such situations. Today we will be going again to some Fast talk but with explanation of course. Thanks to* @Usagi
**KNOW MARTIAL ARTS OR HOLD A GUN?**
I'm fond of watching a movie that includes "Karahasan '' in which it could be a pure war through martial arts or through guns. But if I have to choose among these two I'd either go for martial arts since it serves self-defense and protection. Besides, I really want to know some techniques about it just in case of emergency co'z if I'm going for the guns maybe I need to study the martial arts first when there's no guns available during the fight.
**WEAR GLASSES OR CONTACT LENS?**
I wanted to wear contact lenses but I'm afraid too. It is too sensitive with the heat which is inevitable here at my place. I don't want to get blind by using it though I really want to change my eyes into something blue or green. So I'll go for glasses which are helpful when it comes to radiation. Ow! I wear glasses every time I visit this platform.
**TO LIVE IN THE CITY OR PROVINCE?**
My name says it all, I'll always choose provinces over and over again. I love nature and so does the fresh air. That's when I feel free and calm. I can't even meditate here in the city due to some noises coming from different vehicles adding to the neighborhood's mouth that's like an alarm clock. I want to be in a peaceful place where peaceful, far from hussle and bussle of the city and near with my family.
**HAVE WORLD PEACE OR STOP WORLD HUNGER?**
I guess I'll go for world peace. We all deserve peace and so does our government. If we aren't facing any war then the government can focus on the important things to do such as boosting our economy. Creating a lot of opportunities and of course helping those who are truly in need. When there's world peace we can ask any country's help and vice versa.
**GO OUT TO BREAKFAST OR DINNER?**
Can I choose to stay home? kidding. Well, dinner dates are great especially when it's under the shining shimmering splendid light of the moon and stars, that could be so romantic.
**BIG WEDDING OR A SMALL ONE?**
Small one will just be practical. Big weddings are only for those who can truly afford the possible expenses with it. I'll be grateful for the small wedding as long as love was there. There's no need to make it fancy, the family's presence will make it even more grand.
**TO EAT FRUITS OR VEGETABLES?**
Can I choose both? Well, if I really have to choose, I'll go for any kind of fruit (except Marang). But when it comes to vegetables I eat almost all (except for those slimy veggies). I don't know why I don't like some but maybe because when I eat it I throw up.
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Travel Unlock
Another week, another journey! How y'all my read.cash family? I hope you are all doing great as you are. I guess everyone starts to become busy as today is a workday. Don't push yourself to the limit, just give yourself some time to chill and relax. Moreover, the weather seems gloomy and I wish it will rain again as I really wanted to stay indoors. I want to feel the cold breeze touching my skin, not the heat coming from the sun. Anyway, my apologies for being MIA (missing in action) yesterday, and I'll tell you what the reason is.
Who would have thought I could be at the Tuna Capital of the Philippines. A place where bountiful fresh tuna had been harvested. Yes, I was in General Santos City yesterday. To reach the place is such a pain in the body. In fact, we have to wake up at 1 am (Philippine time) just to prepare everything, making the motorcycle in condition and of course we have to eat but since we don't have so much time, cup noodles will do. We went to the meeting place with his motorcycle club co'z they are planning to meet the other club alliance in Gensan which is surely too far. The other members weren't able to make it due to some hectic schedule.
We start the trip around 3 am under the cold breeze that makes us totally shiver. The 3 hours journey isn't fun at all co'z I can't see any view due to the thick fog covering it and of course the weather starts to change as the rain falls from time to time making us feel extra cold and makes the road wet and slippery. The road is actually huge but some are under construction but of course it goes uphill and downhill. I can really say that the excitement I felt faded since I didn't want what I felt. My stomach started to hurt and my butt was numb. We only stop by for once just to drink hot coffee but since I don't like to eat that time I wasn't able to fill my stomach with other food aside from the noodles. We continued our trip and when we reached Gensan, what surprised us was the rain that fell hard. Of course it made us wet, luckily we brought extra clothes. We fill in the gas tank and of course the other members have to call co'z we don't know the exact place. I was expecting that the house that we will be going to is near the road but I was shocked when we had to cross over the rocky road and slippery mud which I really hate. I mean I'm afraid that we might slip or what.
We don't know that the other alliance was planning to go to one of the beaches of Gensan (Marina Beach). So it means we have to pass the other road which this time is too slippery, no more rocks and our motorcycle starts to dance with it's own rhythm. Luckily, we reached the beach safely, all the entrance and food was accommodated by the Gensan club. I don't know how I felt at that time, I'm not that happy when I saw that the beach is just the same here. They got the black sand, different cottages of course. Ow! What I was shocked about is when they have a poll which is way too different from the usual. I mean the floor isn't made of cement I guess co'z I can see the soil but actually to be honest the water is dirty. The water isn't clean but a dark one. A lot of kids and teens enjoyed swimming.
They welcome us warmly and nicely, all the members are taking a photo just to serve as a remembrance. They meet each other, talk about different rides and journeys they had. While I walk around to see the beach, I sit in the cottage. I actually didn't enjoy it because the weather told me so. Gez! Even the place welcomes us with rain. But what makes me kill the boredom is when I have someone to talk to and that is the wife of the same club members. We talk about life, family and everything. After all the talking, eating and drinking of alcohol of course (only those Gensan members did). We decided to go home, and as usual the rain didn't stop and neither did we. We didn't get the chance to buy some souvenirs co'z we didn't know where we could buy them. From there we only stop once which makes my body ache badly, I even hardly feel my butt and back. Phew! the pain was there. But this time I was having fun looking at the view though there are still fog covers. I took a photo under the rain just so I could show you how fascinating Gensan is.
`Overall, despite all the difficulties we feel before reaching the place. I still can that no one can compare how beautiful the nature of Gensan is.`
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#Writing Prompt: A writers deserve a compliment
A cold Saturday my lovelies! Who wouldn't like the weather today? I mean this would be nice if we give ourselves some time to relax, covering ourselves with a blanket. Eat food while watching a movie. Gez! That's why I feel happy when I see each drop pour on our roof, it's relaxing. Anyway, let's move on to the writing prompt that was initiated by no other than @MoonTrader
To @JustMaryel
You shouldn't be surprised if you are first in my list co'z you know how much I'm thankful to meet you here and most especially outside this platform. You were the person who knows what I'm going through co'z I can't tell the others. You were my shining armour when I'm exhausted and wanted to quit. You told me to always think positive despite all the problems I've been into. You give me advice which sometimes I follow (hardheaded minsan). You teach me a lesson about life and how things work. You were once my saviour and will always be. You helped me to be here to meet other writers, you encouraged me in investing and everything. I know you've been struggling too, well about love life I guess? I know you can handle co'z you are stronger than I. I know you are capable of making a wise decision. If you need me just chat or message co'z you know I'll reply instantly especially, when I know your heart is in trouble.
To @FarmGirl
I might don't know you personally, but I'm thankful to meet you here. You are a sweet woman I meet who loves Farm Boy so much. A woman who loves to take a photo of the garden you plant. You are one of the most generous women I've ever met. You might be dealing with something right now but I know you can cope with it, you are a strong independent woman. Whatever life throws you, I know you beat that all.
To @Lucifer
To my dear Devil who never forgets to leave a comment, thank you so much. I adore you not because I have feelings for you (just to be clear) but because you have a very kind heart who's willing to help people in need. To be honest your name is totally opposite from what you are doing. You are an angel in disguise. I'm happy for you that you finally love someone . I'm always looking forward to your success. Whatever comes in life I know you deal with it. You deserve every good result.
To @meitanteikudo
To the professor/love guro, thank you for sharing all your advice through articles whether about love or life. I might don't know what problems you are having now but I'm pretty sure you can overcome everything. I believe in you and everyone did. I'm grateful for meeting you here, one of Wattpad authors.
To @Ruffa
My "hugot queen", which I guess has already been in a relationship that broke, Am I right? kidding. Sis thank you for making me laugh in your content sometimes, you know I can relate when it comes to love heheh. I wish I can meet you outside this site as I want to get to know you. Hmmff, I just want to hear all your hugot in life hahahah. Hirap kaya ng masaktan lagi no and isa pa sharing is caring para at least I'm well prepared lol! Anyway, are you dealing with problems right now? Whatever it is, as I always say to others, you can cope with it. I know you as a strong beautiful woman. Continue on giving inspiration to everyone especially paano mahanap si "the one '' hahaha.
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I'm really good at hiding
It's been a while since I'm dealing with my migraine and I guess this is not healthy anymore but I didn't have money to do a check-up. However, I'm making sure that everything will be fine. Anyway, waking up at midnight isn't fun at all, when I can't go back to sleep for hours wandering about things. My mind is full of questions and negativity which in fact it's like letting myself drown from it, co'z I can't find any positive solutions from where I am tonight. The clouds seemed to understand my feeling today, as it poured rain and the darkness showed. I even want to see stars but I guess there's no reason at all because my life is as dark as the clouds.
My article might embrace negativity but I have to share it with you co'z if I don't, then my heart will not be at peace. At least I have someone to lean on here when I don't have one in the outside world. I might don't know you personally but I'm grateful that I have you who's willing to listen co'z no one wants to. My life was totally a mess, yes, it is. I've been struggling mentally right now. I can't think straight, all I want to do is to cry and cry until my eyes get tired and fall asleep. My heart is in pain and so is my mind. I want to shout to release everything but I can't as I don't want anyone to know. However, I don't want to be a burden to anyone, so it's better to keep everything by myself co'z for sure at the end of the day, it's my fault right? I have this situation where I don't know what to do exactly. I can't even tell my parents because all I want for them is happiness, not a problem of mine. I don't even want to share this with friends excluding @JustMaryel co'z she knows from the start. Again, I've been dealing in depression that all I want to do is to kill myself. Yes, you read it right. **SUICIDE** is what in my mind for a long time now but can't do it. Why? Simply because I don't want to hurt my family, I don't want to see them crying just because of me. But for real I am so **TIRED**, if sleeping can heal it I'll surely already did but it just can't co'z everytime I wake up the problems comes first in my mind.
That's why I choose to tell it here co'z at least y'all don't know me personally. My apologies for sharing this with you guys is just that it's like I'm going to pop anytime. I'm **FULL**, my mind is in chaos, my heart is broken. As I said, I can't call anyone for help co'z I don't want them to worry about me. To be honest I'm good at **HIDING**. Hiding my pain and laughing in front of others. I can give them advice but can't do it myself. I'm their listener and a crying shoulder. I can be a clown just to make them laugh but can't do it when I'm in pain. I can be an optimistic person in front of them but I'm the opposite when I'm alone. I care for them so it's better this way right? I mean at least I can give them happiness though I'm struggling. I can be their light though my life is in the dark. I can be their shining armor though I have already been stabbed. I can be their life though I'm almost in death.
`See I'm really good at hiding the real me.`
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When was the last time you fell in love?
`What an unproductive Thursday. Again when boredom hits me I don't know what exactly I want to do. I'm on the balcony right now, looking somewhere trying to figure things out. What did I do wrong to deserve this? Am I not enough? What would be my future? A lot of questions are running through my head but I can't answer them, maybe time will. I didn't even notice that the heat touches my feet as I guess nagiging manhid na ako lol! Anyway, this Q&A is from my dear` @JustMaryel
**Are you scared of anything?**
I guess everyone of us had a hidden fear. I'm scared when I die without leaving a valuable lesson. I'm frightened to die without putting meaning to life. I'm afraid to die without helping and I'm scared of how I will live my life to the fullest when I don't know what path I should take. I have a lot more, those fears that trap me for what I should do. I'm scared to try as I'm afraid to lose and fail. I don't know what I'm scared of almost everything. From being unloved to being useless.
**What really makes you angry?**
I have a mood swing and what makes me angry is **lying and cheating**. I hate people who lie and cheat. I hate those people who keep on hiding their dirty secrets and acting like they are sacred. Gez! I hate when I already know the truth but still deny it. I really hate a person who looks innocent but has a lot of side chicks. I just don't like the feeling of being near the cheater.
**What is your biggest fear?**
**Losing one of my family.** Nothing can compare to the pain that I might feel when it happens. I maybe don't know what to do. They are my life and I can't just lose them. I'm afraid of not seeing one of them soon. I'm afraid of waking up finding the loved one that no longer exists. I'm frightened to feel alone again. No more laughter I heard and no more drama.
**Have you ever been cheated?**
**Yes**, I am many times but still I can count on my fingers. I've been cheated because they can't see my worth. I've been hurt because they took it for granted. I've been left behind because they find another whom they think is worth it. Here I am again, trying to flashback all the painful relationships I've been into. From being the side chick without knowing that I am. I believe and trust him but I guess a broken heart is what I got. Another is when I refuse to give the most precious gem I have (Bataan). I don't care if he leaves me, I guess I deserve someone better. I've been in a nightmare but still wake up and try to forget everything. Well, I can't but that's life and my history is part of it.
**Mobile Legend or Wattpad?**
I play ML but I'm not really into it. Wattpad makes me happy and sad. Wattpad shows me different worlds and stories. Wattpad set my ideal man, not those rich people but those willing to risk their life just to protect their queen. Those gents who are willing to leave everything behind just to be with their loved ones. Wattpad might contain some SPG but trust me the moral lesson they give is more than anything.
*What would you do if you met someone you love at the wrong time?*
Right love but wrong time won't do any good. Yes, totally because time is like your enemy. Maybe I love him but what if he had another woman in life? I just can't ruin his life just because of the love that I have. I can't let that happen, I can't ruin one's family. I'm not like that and I will never be. Maybe if the right time comes then I'm sure that would be perfect.
**When was the last time you fell in love?**
Today, I was loved by my family. I was loved by him and surely it will last. Challenges are there but we can't let it ruin what we have now. Plan? Future? is already set, maybe changes will occur but we will assure that at the end of the day we have each other's back. "If we want to be destined, then we have to choose to be". Stay still❤️
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#MyReadCashStory: I am here
A boring yet chill'n Wednesday my lovelies! I hope the weather is cold as I really wanted to cover myself with the blanket and sleep all day. Just wanna forget my problems for once. Anyway, let's move on to my topic today. This question is initiated by our dear @MoonTrader Thank you for having this one.
**How did you get here in "READ CASH"?**
I actually don't know that this platform exists co'z I'm not into other cryptocurrencies. However, @JustMaryel introduced me to this platform. It's been months since I finally made my decision just because I saw how much she earned. I know it's not a good idea to think about money, but at that time I was tight financially. I don't have permanent work co'z everytime I apply I always hear the words "Well, get in touch with you". Luckily, I was able to join here in the month of November 2021, and thus this site shares with me a lot of lessons which I am proud of. Meeting other users makes it more fun. I still vividly remember how JustMaryel told me to subscribe to Ms. @FarmGirl one of the most generous users. From her to other users and of course I even ask her who's "@Random Rewarder" co'z I didn't know who he was until my dear Maryel told me that he is Rusty the rewarder. I was eager since that day when I always saw Rusty visiting me.
**How challenging is it as a writer to write an article everyday?**
It is more than what I thought. Being a writer is kinda a tiring job, especially formulating the catchable ideas and titles which are difficult to find. What makes it even more challenging is when I have to manage my time properly, as I still have class to join adding the assignments and household chores that I badly needed to do. Writing every article with love makes it a little easier, however, I can't deny that finding every letter to publish is quite difficult.
There are times that I want to quit since I don't have any words to tell. I'm tired of spending my time on my phone. I'm exhausted from always typing 600 words per day before I can tap "Publish" but still here I am today, still doing my job, still striving and will continue no matter what. I'm a 3 months user and I'm proud of it.
**How did "READ CASH" help you?**
Speaking of help, read.cash is like my saviour, a light in my darkest days. Why? Simply because when I met this platform, I looked at things positively. My "I can't do this and that" turns to be "I can do that". It helps me financially especially when I don't have money for the food or even the necessities that needed to buy adding the pryce gas which is kinda expensive. Through this I was able to give my family gifts or a treat which I was happy with. Besides, read.cash helps me grow as an individual, it helps me think properly and always look for the brighter side. Not just the platform itself but of course to all the writers who always give advice especially when the time comes I was exhausted and wanted to quit. Read.cash helps me in every way possible from mentally, spiritually and even financially.
**What are the Lessons that you learned in "READ CASH"?**
**There is always room for improvement**. I admit, I wasn't a good writer after all. Yes, I love essays but this site is kinda different from the school contest. I always look for those writers who I think are great and use him/her as my inspiration to grow even more and to discover what's the best way to formulate my story.
**Trust yourself**. I do and I always will. I know I'm capable of writing this and that. I know I can do more than I already did. I'm not trusting myself alone but I was also trusting the process that I might go through. I know that would be hard but I'm willing to learn.
Don't compare yourself to other writers. Totally, I learned to appreciate what I can and what I have. I don't have to envy the success of others, instead I will improve mine and sooner or later I will be too. There are a lot of writers here who are the best, which I could sometimes say "sanaol" but still I'm happy for them cuz I know that before they got what they are now they are also struggling for once. I know it isn't easy to join those people who are good at it but I'm trying and they are my inspiration. So why not strive harder?
**Save**. I already learned this word in school, however, this platform even told me to save, especially when the BCH market turns red instantly. I know how to save my money from my income for future purposes but there are times I used it to treat myself co'z I guess I deserve it. I know how to be vigilant while on this platform and most importantly it taught me to always set up emergency funds.
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Let's celebrate
This is supposedly yesterday but due to the weak internet connection I wasn't able to publish. Happy Valentine’s day my lovelies! A cold breeze starts to caress my skin again that is like telling me to sleep and cover myself with my soft blanket. I really want to but they aren’t still done celebrating my father’s birthday. I guess you already know what will happen after the dinner that is no other than “Having an alcohol shot”. Anyway, I hope everyone is doing okay no matter what the status is, no matter how fun or boring it is. You don’t need to wait for someone to give you flowers, chocolate or gifts. Well, if you can buy it on your own, why not? I guess that would be what I'm doing hahahaha (self- love and support).
As what I said in the past article today is my father’s birthday which means we are now here at my province. We actually travel earlier for how many hours which is kinda tired and it’s like it drained though I’m not the one who drive the motorcycle. Maybe because of how shining shimmering splendid Mr. Sunny adding some traffic which makes me feel even exhausted. When we reach home we instantly eat as we are too hungry for the long ride and I was surprised that my father’s sister was already in the house. I mean who wouldn't be surprise for that, it’s been a while we haven’t seen here. If my cousin’s came here, that would be first time for 12 years, co’z we haven’t met nor seen them personally. Gez! Today is incredible.
Ow! Did I forget to mention that we are having fun at the beach? This time we are on the other spot where there is a bridge which is so great for pictorial, however, I don’t like how wavy it is, caused by the ocean wave which makes me dizzy and want to throw up. But still we get the chance to take a pic whatever it takes. My sister’s, niece ,cousin, my aunt and even my boyfriend. From this to there, we are having a great day. After a long time of pleasing ourselves with the view, we decided to soak ourselves from the cold sea water under the beautiful moon. Yes ,we can already see the mesmerizing moon as it is already shown when it’s not night anymore. We actually don’t bring any as we are planning to spend it for 2 hours, but of course since I’m into sour fruits I pack 2 pieces of big mango and a pack of salt. After making ourselves enjoy ourselves, I headed to where the mango is co’z I’m craving it and now I don’t know if I will regret eating it because my tongue is in pain hehehe.
After taking a bath, we already prepared the food for the dinner, co’z believe me or not there is something wrong after spending time at the beach and that is making one’s stomach growl. Nothing fancy, just this simple food, adobo chicken and duck which I didn’t give a try to taste, grilled fish which is known for having it whatever the celebration it may, of course brownies since I told my sister to order it for today’s celebration. They also prepared a buko salad but didn’t give a chance to take a photo of it. We celebrate every occasion with simplicity because we have to save and only spend much for what's needed. I mean birthdays are important, however, an emergency fund is a must and it’s okay actually co’z we don’t have any visitors, just family, aunts, uncles and cousins. Besides, we are content and happy. with that
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What important lesson does life teach you?
Advance Valentine's Day my lovelies! Gez! I can already feel the coldness of the wind that touches my pale skin. I hope you don't have a cold V-day as well. Anyway, I can already see different kinds of flower bouquets on the sidewalk and even inside the mall. Chocolate stands are everywhere which try to say to give some for the loved ones. Luckily, I already did last night. Nothing fancy, just a simple flower and cute teddy bear for my boyfriend. I mean gents deserve it too right? It doesn't always mean that a woman should be the only one who deserves to receive it. It's actually okay for me to not even receive one, co'z I know that he's been struggling financially so whether there is or not, nothing changes besides, gifts can't be the basis of LOVE.
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**How often do you say the word "I love you" in a day?**
I can't count on my fingers actually. I always say "I love you" verbally or through chat. I always tell him how much I adore and appreciate him.
**If you could describe your partner with one word, what would it be?**
He is my **star**, who gives light in my darkest days. He makes me happy when I see him shine. He helps me calm my soul and he knows every little thing about me.
**How would you celebrate your Valentine's Day?**
Well, tomorrow we will be going to my province for my father's day, so I guess we can't go out for a date or even watch a movie co'z we will be there to celebrate my father's birthday.
**How often do you say, "Let's break up".**
I don't know if I'm the only one who keeps on saying this word. Yes, I keep on saying "let's break up" (magbulag nata) not because I find another man or third party involved but because he makes me mad. I am a shallow woman who easily gets irritated when things don't happen as I expected and with that I burst my anger at him. Opps, that was me way back then not now okay? I actually know how to grow and understand the situation, I'm now matured enough.
**If you are going to choose between your family and your partner, who would it be?**
Can I choose both? My family is my life and so he is. They raised me as who I am today, they sent me to school and taught me about life. My family are the people that I would never exchange with anyone or anything. I love them so I can't choose co'z I don't need to.
**If you're given a chance to go back to the past, what things would you like to change? Why**?
If a **time machine** exists? Well, I guess I will go to the past not to change anything but I just want to reminisce about every little thing I made way back then whether my mistakes or my success. I don't need to change my fate or to erase someone whom I wish I hadn't met in the first place, co'z they always give me lessons and that serve me the best. It might include pain but that's life.
**What important lesson does life teach you?**
"**To never let anyone destroy you**", I've been bullied and into the most difficult situation where I think I can't escape. Some destroy me co'z they didn't want to see me succeed. They already judged me that I couldn't finish my studies co'z I'll be getting pregnant early. They told me I can't be a professional co'z I was born in a poor family but look at me now. I might still be poor but I'm almost reaching my dreams. Only 1 sem left then I can say I'm a college graduate and finally I can have my revenge and that is "MY SUCCESS".
This is actually fun, making questions and answering them on my own. I'll end my blog at this length my lovelies! Enjoy your day tomorrow whether with a partner or with family of course it doesn't matter if you're single hehehehe.
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Are you having a good time?
A cold weekend my lovelies! The weather seems to tell that mas malamig ang Valentine's day ng single kidding 😂. Today the boredom hits me again as I'm the only one in the house so I don't know what to do exactly. Watch a movie? it's seems boring as I'm the only one watching, I don't even want to go outside as I don't have any errands to do. So maybe I'll just sit here and read some articles. Anyway, I saw this article from Itsfarah and was initiated by Usagi and give me urge to answer this questions as well.
**Tell me about yourself**
I'm **Probinsyana**, a fourth year college student taking up a BSBA major in Financial Management. I love food and fruits, specifically raw mango and tamarind co'z I'm always craving it. I'm fond of the moon, stars and nature and it calms my soul. I'm proud to say that I've been a blogger for 2 months here. I'm a shy type of woman but when I get to know you, you'll surely cover your ears for how talkative I am.
**What made you smile today?**
I guess food and when I see him from work. I don't know but he had an aura that lightened up my mood. He made me smile without doing anything just by looking at him
**What song do you wish you could put on right now?**
My favourite song "Monster", as it's like a reminder that whatever happens I'll be there at his worst. Love every single piece of him.
**Do you think you’re an introvert or an extrovert?**
I don't know actually, co'z it depends on my mood. There are times that I want to isolate myself from anyone. I don't want anyone to approach or talk to me but sometimes I also love to socialize with others, especially my friends that I haven't seen for a very long time now.
**What’s your strangest hidden talent?**
Talent? Do I even have this one? Maybe I can read what's in people's minds, lol! hahahahah. I guess I don't have any hidden talent, give me time to discover it.
**How did you spend your last birthday?**
I already posted it here so I guess some knew it. Anyway, during that time we went to a beach with just me, my family and my boyfriend where we celebrated it simply yet memorably.
**Are you having a good time?**
Yes, despite all the difficulties and trials I've been into I can say that it is considered a good time as my family is safe, nothing more I can ask.
**What’s one interesting thing about yourself no one really knows?**
Do I have interesting things in me? I don't actually know what it is co'z I feel I don't have as everyone knows me, as a shy but talk to much when I already got to know you. I'm clumsy and sweet as well that most of my friends know.
**If you could move anywhere, where would you go**?
Aside from our province, I'd like to move to Paris, France then Switzerland as it's been a dream of mine to be there, to see how everything goes in there and how it works. I want to travel and stay around the world.
**What has been your biggest accomplishment so far?**
Not yet actually, but there is only 1 sem left and that would be to graduate from college. I can say how big that accomplishment is though I don't know what will happen after that.
**When are you the most happy?**
When I see my loved ones happy, that makes my heart flutter. I want to see the smile painted over their faces. That's why I tried to do everything just to see the joy in them.
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What to Eat
Weekend is almost approaching, is anyone excited for it? I guess that would be a rest day for most of us here, however there are also some who are workaholics that want to work and work so there's no other jobs left in the next few days. Gez! Just a reminder to always give yourself some time to rest, unwind, chill and treat yourself. You deserve to. Moreover, V-day is coming to town which means we can see different couples out there celebrating it. Gifts, flowers, chocolate? Can you send me one? Lol!
I didn't actually know what I'm going to write today not until I saw the ASMR or Mukbang which made my stomach growl. Phew! I guess I'm always hungry. Ow, I know I'm not the only woman whose FOOD IS LIFE. Actually I notice different countries doing a Mukbang vlog showing how massive food they eat, whether seafood, lechon or even those dangerous foods.
In Korea eating noodles is quite well known as this is what I notice every time I drop into Korean Mukbang. However, Chinese people like spicy food as much as I do (a little). Any food they prepare there is always chili that adds a great flavor. But I can't deny that there are some countries that intake dangerous animals such as snakes, bugs or any other insect that is disgusting to look at. Some showed how they prepared for it but usually I didn't finish watching it as I felt I would throw up anytime. Gez! They really have a strong stomach for that co'z for sure I can't even bite at it.
Aside from it, it's actually fun looking at how they enjoyed their food, the way they chew it inside their mouth and the crunchiness I heard from it. It's like telling me to buy some so I could try it myself but as always I have to be careful of what I take coz I know in the end the body will be the one to feel the consequence which it's surely kinda bad.
**Is it still considered a win- win situation? Or the other way around?**
Massive eating also creates a great impact to one's body that leads to sickness. There are vloggers who risk their life just for the sake of likes, comments, shares and most importantly subscribers co'z if that is so the more it is, the better the income. I don't know what I feel for them. I guess I'm happy for their success as they reach the top since they exert too much effort for it. They got a million subscribers because people saw they deserve it but I also feel pity for those who use their body as an instrument for the content. Yes, there's nothing wrong about eating but what I was concerned about is what they intake and how much food they eat. I also saw there are some Filipino individuals who did the same, but this time my stomach likes it as I love what kind of food they eat, especially the lechon skin that looks so delicious and of course other chicken which I love as I'm into it. This is not being biased, I also like some other food except for those insects which are disgusting.
`Anyway, my main point here is to always look for what's the best and healthy food to intake. As they always say "Health is wealth adding the phrase, prevention is better than cure". There's nothing wrong with filling the hungry stomach but keep in mind that whatever you did to your body always comes back to you.`
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About Love (Questions)
Life is full of surprises whether a happy journey or the opposite one. Failures? Disappointment? Pain? It's a twin of the joy we feel especially when we talk about LOVE. Got these 4 letters but surely hurt you like hell. It sometimes makes you feel the happiest person alive but it sometimes gives you the idea to die or either to commit a crime. Some are willing to make you free just to make you happy but there are people out there who will do everything just so he/she could be with you. Did you consider yourself lucky for that instance? Or it's better if you two both love each other? Advance Valentine's Day couples and singles out there.
`I actually got this question from our dear love guro/professor @meitanteikudo.`
**1. Would you rather get a box of chocolates or flowers on V-day?**
I love chocolate so I'd rather go for it. I mean I can't be the one who enjoys eating that, I could also share it with him. Besides, chocolate is delicious hehehe. I love flowers of course. Who wouldn't? If a man gives a flower to his loved one it's like showing how much he loves her. However, the real flowers won't last long just so they believe that the relationship won't either.
But as I can see chocolates and flowers must be together hahahahah.
**2. Would you rather stay in or go out on a date for V-day?**
I like going out on a date so I can go find the perfect food to eat, however as time passes by I feel tired of going out so I'd rather stay. Watching a movie is great anytime not just during Valentine's Day, of course food must be there. Nothing fancy, just simple and plain.
**3. What's your favorite Valentine's Day Memory**
When my boyfriend visits me at work just to give me flowers and a donut since I'm craving it. I know he was tired of his work that day but still he chose to surprise me and that makes my heart flutter. He showed me the effort that he only can do. He spends time with me despite how tired he is.
**4. You were given $100,000 and have to spend it on Valentine's day, how would you spend your winnings?**
That amount is totally insane, that could be around 5 million. If that happens, the first thing I do is to buy a house not just for my parents but for us as well. Celebrating Valentine's Day with my family since it happens to be my father's birthday as well, that could be my treat. They can have what they want. Processing a business franchise maybe? Donating to the orphanage will do. V-day means spend for a day only so I guess I can make a lot from it.
**5. When do you think is the right time to say “I love you”?**
3 magical words, I guess the right time is when you actually mean it. Say that to the person whom you really love. "I love you" is like a sacred word; only those people you love will hear it.
I admit I said those words way back then without giving meaning to it. It's like that word is just nonsense since I've been broke at that time so I think that doesn't mean anyway. But when real love comes, I always spill that word out of my mouth just to remind him how much I adore and appreciate him.
**6. What's the most romantic movie you have seen?**
Well, I guess a Titanic movie. I see it as romantic as they were together till death do us part. No matter what happens they will have each other back until Jack dies but Rose still loves him eternally.
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Unjust
A cold Wednesday my lovelies! Gez it's 5 more days to go and it's gonna be Valentine's Day, aren't you excited? Well, I am not just because it is something special for the couple but it's my father's birthday as well which means I'm going to visit them in the province. Phew! I miss them, it's been awhile since my last visit. But what's the saddest part is I can only stay for I guess 2 days as I need to be back to the city as my partner had work to do. I read an article today about the poor and rich but I forget who among the writers wrote it, my apologies for that. I was urged to write this as this is what I notice in different countries around the world, it's just inequitable for those who are in the lower sector like us.
In today's situation we can't deny how difficult it is for everyone. However, bias still occurs and it's undeniable. How is it possible? Well it is, especially those people who know someone in a position. Who made them the priority where in fact they can sustain without the help of the local unit. That situation truly exists here, some people don't have food to eat, water to drink and money to buy the necessities. Some don't have the work as the area had been restricted especially when the Covid infection had risen. Businesses close and a huge number lose their jobs. The government provides money for it however, those corrupt keep on reducing the amount that should be distributed for those who are mainly affected. From the Mayor down to Barangay, it decreases every time. I'm not judging here, okay? I'm just telling the saddest truth. But what's worse is when you discover that the people who can sustain even if a month of lockdown had been given by the ayuda instead of those people in the lowest class.
Now, let's move to the justice system of the government. When a rich family killed by someone, automatic the police will search and use every power they had just to capture the murderer. But when poor family members experience the same, there's always a lack of support and thus it will usually end in a "close case", not because it is done but because they can't find any evidence or what. See? How prejudiced a government is? I'm not afraid to tell this as I have the right to do so.
Everyone should have the right to get the justice they deserve whether you are in the rich class or in the lower class. We should have the voice to tell what's inside us. We should have equal rights like the rich people had. We are not animals to be treated like this, we aren't they're slave to always say "it's okay". We are human just like them, we have necessities just like them and we have family to feed and protect just like them. Whether it might be ayuda, opportunity and justice we deserve it too. Do we need to tell it face to face just so they will hear us? Do we need to have a rally just so they will help us? Do we need to fight just so they give us the right? If we do that, how sure are we that the things we want happen? Well, there's no assurance at all. This is the reality and whether we like it or not we have to deal with it but I hope that things will change sooner. Lower class people deserve everything in this world just like them. Stop being UNJUST, show justice. This reality SUCKS!
`THE RICH BECOME MORE RICH AND THE POOR BECOME SO POOR`
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Here We Go Again
A bored Tuesday my lovelies! I don't know if I'll be happy or not knowing that I'm alone in the house, I mean I have nothing to do now since I'm done cleaning. Boredom hits differently today as I don't have any idea what to do, besides my stomach keeps on growling even though I already ate earlier. I even want to watch Netflix but it makes me even feel alone since I used to have someone to watch the movie with. I was also tired of scrolling up and down with my Facebook and tiktok app. Gez! Can anyone visit me here? hahahaha.
Well, to kill this feeling I just open my Shopee app to make myself enjoy watching the different products that I want to buy, if my wallet is enough for it lol! I actually plan to buy a long dress since I don't want to wear jeans anymore as it makes me feel hot and it seems like it's difficult for me to breathe in and out. I have a dress already but the problem is that it's a bodycon dress and a short one which surely shows the legs and the body curve. But today is kinda different as I want the long dress below the knee not a bodycon type, so I could wear it comfortably.
I was looking for shoes, not sandals anymore as I already have them or better, more doll shoes so it's more of a girly thing. Different colors, types and designs but I guess I have to buy just 2 pairs I guess. I was planning it before but I forgot to buy it during 2:2 since that's a budget friendly date where almost all of the products had a huge discount. However, I forgot to mark my calendar as I was busy also doing other things. Hopefully, my budget for the things I want to purchase will be enough for the money I keep on this platform. Ow, Am I the only one who seems to be addicted to shopping online? I guess not.
Advantages and disadvantages occur when we shop online especially when we aren't that vigilant enough. I listed below the positive and negative side of online shopping;
`Pro`
**It saves time and effort**. Yes, buying online saves you from the time you spend at malls. It actually lessens the effort you need to do compared when you purchase such products in a mall or in a specific store. Besides, it makes you free from falling in line in the cashier area to pay for it.
**Wide variety is available.** This is what I love, you can choose from different stores and don't need to travel just to buy it. You can only search and boom! there it is. Different colors, designs are also available.
**Good discounts.** This usually happens when it's the same month on the same date. The discounts are great for you to save from buying the products adding that the shipping fee also had a discount during that time.
**Convenience of Shopping**. You only need wifi or even data. You don't need to spend too much time. All you have to do is sit, find, click and place an order. It is convenient since you can do it anywhere you want, specifically at your home.
**Comparing various models**. This is actually what I usually did. Compared the different models that the different stores had. See the details below the product and of course don't forget to see the customers review since they know if it has the quality or doesn't have.
`Cons`
**Delays in delivery**. Well, I guess this happens when there's a large volume of products. We also need to consider this though it's irritating sometimes. Natural phenomena also make the delivery delay especially when the place you are in is experiencing a typhoon or what.
**Scam**. It is everywhere actually. That's why giving time to read customers' reviews is a must so you can avoid this scam.
**Pictures are different from what's delivered**. I personally experience this one when what I order is way too different from what's delivered. In that instance, I never purchased that store again. Leave a review based on what I experienced so I give an awareness to others.
`That's for all today my lovelies! It actually had a lot of pros and cons, which is usually what the buyer experiences. Keep grinding!`
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Genuine Love
It is a warm night and a great time to see how beautiful the moon is, adding to the shining shimmering splendid brightness of the stars. However, my feeling isn't that good as I keep on struggling with my headache for a long time now. I don't know why it never leaves me, sanaol hindi nang iiwan 😁. How are you my dear lovelies! I know you're doing great as you are.
Tonight, I even want to sleep after having half- bath but things change when I open my Facebook app and accidentally drop into the wedding journey of Toni Gonzaga and Paul which gives me inspiration to write about it. I don't know if you already watched it but trust me it can make you cry. I wasn't a fan of Gonzaga but I do watch her movies. She's a good actress but most importantly she's a good wife, mother to her children and a great model. In every celebrity she interviews she always leaves a phrase that makes us realize something. I can say, she's a smart woman who has dignity. She always has a mark that we millennials can relate whether about love, life, plan and future. Toni always had an idea that she was the only one can create. She is an incredible woman.
Anyway, let's go back to the wedding.
If you hear their vows to each other, you will surely wish to have someone like Paul, who patiently waits for her until she says "Yes". Not just 1,2,3 years but it's 8. How could that even be possible? Well,it is if a man really loves the matter and would take a risk no matter how hard it may be. **Toni** said, "I saw you get tired but you never gave up". That's how it should be, right? If you are tired then take a rest, but never ever give up. Don't let the feeling destroy your dream, destruct you from what you want for. Always hold the word "LOVE". What caught my attention as well when **Paul** replied "When I saw down the aisle, I saw everything. My wife, the mother of my children.." See? He saw everything will happen, he actually cried when he saw her walking in the aisle, he knew that could be the best day of his life. The wedding is absolutely beautiful.
**Look, how beautiful God wrote a love story**. He never leaves you behind, it might hurt but trust me it's worth it, everything is. All we have to do is wait for it, the right time will come and surely the right man will be there. I don't know why I feel happy when I write about weddings, about marriage. Maybe because I want to experience it, walking in the aisle wearing a white gown, holding a bouquet of flowers and looking at the man in front of the altar waiting for me. The vows I want to hear and the promise that no matter what happens "Till death do us part". I don't know if this is the dream of every woman, but I know some don't like to be tied to someone as they are afraid of. Yes, my sister doesn't actually want it, she said "If we broke up then there's no need to have a divorce, so it would be easy" (Kung magbulag, wala nay divorse para dali ra). We have different wants in life which we are eager to have, however we also have those wants that's way too different from the others. But at the end of the day, GENUINE LOVE will be the center.
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Find The Perfect
Does anyone have a skin care routine? When you wake up in the morning and sleep at night? Well, don't be shocked if this would be my topic today, as I saw a lot in the newsfeed a while ago now. Whether you are Korean or Filipino, I guess everyone has? Lucky, to those who already find the perfect product for their skin.
**Why do we need to take good care of skin?**
First and foremost taking care of the skin means taking good care of yourselves. I know you wouldn't like to look older right? Who would? The skin is the outer layer of the body which means that this is the first to be seen. Besides, this is not all about the trends but as well as giving importance to the body you had.
For the face, you always need to have a sun defence whether you go out or stay at home. This will help you safe from the radiation and the possible infection that will literally destroy the skin. It also makes your skin soft and safe from the shining shimmering splendid heat of Mr. Sunny.
For the body, you always need to wear a lotion that contains spf. As I said above, spf will surely protect you from the possible effects of the sun, especially today that the weather is too hot. Be sure you always protect yourself in any case.
I saw some posts in tiktok as well promoting different products from rejuvenating sets, maintenance sets to glutathione for intake. However, you shouldn't let that advertisement affect your decisions. If you want to find the best for your skin, be sure you test it first and assure that you know what skin type you are, so it would be easy for you to determine whether that or this product suits you. In my case, I'm an oily-dry type which totally makes it difficult to find the right one for me. I already tried a lot of products from expensive to budget friendly, even tried the beauty hacks but still there's no effect at all or sometimes it makes my skin problem worse as it triggers so bad. I was in a situation where I didn't care how much I spent on Watson or even in beauty shops as long as my skin condition would be gone, literally. I spend too much, even my salary way back then will be spent, that's how eager I am but guess, it's just a waste of time and money. But I never give up as I believe there's a product out there that suits me.
I was telling this as a reminder for you guys, to not spend too much on skin care routine. I'm not saying that you shouldn't, what I want to say is limit it. Find the right product for you, so you could spend less. If you feel you need to rejuvenate your skin then use it as long as you know how intense you want to peel your skin. Then move to the maintenance set, where you have to choose which among the products you feel your skin is protected. Always, search for what ingredients you might be allergic to, that might be the cause for the reaction. However, skin reaction during the first use is okay, as it's like training your skin to adapt but you feel unusual stop using the product.
`I'm not a dermatologist, this is not sponsored, this is based on my experience. Be sure to DYOR (Do your own research) and most importantly consult a doctor. Always find time to take good care of your skin and spend less 😁`
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Funny One
A gloomy Friday my lovelies! Who would have thought, weekends are approaching. I was having fun reading some of the articles until I reached @Kleah97 , whom I find interesting. It's actually a nasty one, and it's for open minded only. I was laughing while making this article lol!
**Loveless marriage or s3xless marriage?**
Who would want to be married without love involved? I don't like it so I guess I'll go with the second one. Besides, I don't want to be in a situation where we are only married on a piece of paper.
**Committed in a relationship or friends with benefits?**
Of course in a relationship since I already know who he is and what he is. It's actually great to do things that love was there and no regret at all. If that happens, I already know that my partner will be there whatever the consequences, unlike having friends with benefits where there's no guarantee.
**Accidentally send nudes to a stranger or your parents?**
Accidentally sending nudes to my parents, it's okay if that will happen as I know that my parents already see my whole body since I was born. Besides, I know that they won't spread the said nudes as they know the consequences of it. Whereas, if it's in a stranger, I don't know what comes to mind.
**Comfy clothes or sexy clothes to bed?**
I actually love comfy clothes, just t-shirts and pajamas while sleeping. However, I also wear sexy clothes in my bed when the weather is hot, so I could sleep better. My clothes depend on the weather.
**Quickie or an all-night escapade**
I'll go for a quickie as I want it to finish as soon as possible lol! 😂
**Top or bottom?**
Bottom of course but top will do hahahaha🤣
**Flirty or funny**
Funny is way better than having a flirty one.
**Good morning text or good night text**
I want to receive goodnight before sleeping as well as good morning, it actually lifts my mood.
**Kissed goodbye or left to sleep?**
Kissing goodbye is actually a good one, I mean my partner always did this to me when he went out for work and did the same when he came.
**Shower together or apart?**
Shower together, this sounds nasty but it's really enjoy taking a bath together
**Read 50 Shades of Grey or watch 50 Shades of Grey**
I love reading before but I guess watching is way better as it consume less time than reading the whole book
**Lights on or off**
Lights off hahahaha
**Kinky or romantic s3x**
The second one, making that one is great when you both do it romantically
**Vocal in bed or keeps it in**
Vocal in bed hehehe😁
**Kiss in public or private**
Private to give respect for those single out there
**Jealous hardworking partner or lazy trusting partner**
I don't want a lazy partner, besides jealousy is always there not because of lacking trust, just that fear is there, so jealous hardworking will be.
**Sneeze everytime you orga$m or orga$m everytime you sneeze**
Ha? Wait, does this exist? Maybe ahmff the 1st one
**Happy five-year relationship or a one-night stand with your celebrity crush**
We are not in the Wattpad world to have a one-night stand with a celebrity, I guess that doesn't exist in real life so I'll go for a happy relationship, whatever the year it may, at least I know there's no toxicity.
**Do it every day of the week no matter what or just once a month?**
Ahmmff I'm not busy though but still go for once a month
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Just For You
A cold breeze starts to touch my pale skin, like telling me to stay in my bedroom and cover my body with my thin blanket. Drinking a cup of coffee doesn't make me feel good, all I need is soft music so I can sleep. I don't want to overthink again as I'm sick of it. I don't want to think about how this and that happen. I don't want to feel the pain of regret. I don't want to be stuck in my "what if's". I'm done with it and it sucks.
No one says "Life is easy", co'z it will never be. There are times that things don't happen according to what we want. Consequences that turn into the greatest nightmare. Problems that's difficult to find the exact solution, seems like finding a needle in a bush of grass. Pain should turn into strength but it makes you weak. Disappointment that didn't want to happen but it did. Failure that wants to end but can't shrug off in mind. This is life! This is not all about the laughter but it includes the pain that molds us into someone we never thought would exist within ourselves.
`If you feel tired, I am too. If you want to quit then we are the same. If you want to start but can't find any motivation then that's me to be exact. You are not alone, not just you, me or the other one, a lot of us experience the same.`
**If you fail then: START**
Failure isn't the basis of how you are as a person. Start all over again, start something new, never follow what others path takes co'z you aren't the same. Invest in yourself, play hard but be sure it's fair. Move but turn back if needed. Don't forget where you came from, co'z that's what makes you are today.
**If you fail then: STEP**
I always say, step one at a time, you don't need to hurry everything. Slowly but surely it is great . Remember to always look at what's your stepping, be sure you never hurt anyone just so you could step up. If you find someone who has the same problem as yours, help them. Don't turn your back.
**If you fail then: FIGHT**
You won't win, if you won't fight. Fight as long as it is for the best. In life you have to be a fighter, this is like a game whether you lose or the other way around. Fight for good, fight for the trophy but be sure to always look who's the enemy and who's the ally.
**If you fail then: PUSH HARDER**
If you feel that you are going to lose the fight, push harder. Give everything you got, give a shot. Don't let anyone bring you down again. Push until you win and get what you deserve.
**If you fail then: DON'T QUIT**
If you already give everything and there's no improvement at all, it's time for you to move again. You fail but use it as your strength. It might be hard especially for what you've done already but surely your bright future is ahead of you. Don't put the word "QUIT", to your choices that should never be included to any.
`Life is full of surprises whether a good or a bad one. All we have to do is to know how to deal with it. If this is the instance, then we have to start all over again but on a different path. That's a cycle of life, it's gonna be up or down. There's another way to do it.`
**This is Probinsyana leaving the phrase "If you fail, start and everything will follow".**
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Fallen Kingdom
A warm Wednesday my read.cash family! I hope everyone is doing okay. It's already the 2nd day of the 2nd month, look how time flies so fast. We won't notice na nahulog na pala siya sa iba lol! ay mali I mean it will be 2023 in just a blink of an eye. Everything will surely change as will the economy.
Last night we're having fun watching "Jurassic World: Fallen Kingdom". That was actually a great movie. This is about how the kingdom of the dinosaurs will fall as volcanic activity happens that may cause the place to disappear. There are some people who'll protect them but there are always those greedy ones that trade the animals with a massive amount of cash. As the place starts to disappear, there is a person trying to get "Blue", a dinosaur that was so close to him. He raises him which means it already knows him. However, the antagonist arrived and shot it with a syringe that makes it fall asleep (I don't know what's the name of it) and so it did. They also hit the man who planned to help the dinosaur. Traitors are so real.
What they want is the sample pf it's blood that will surely be sold in millions. A lot of fighting scenes happen, until the 2 protagonists cage in and there's no way to get out, not before he sees that in the other cage is a different kind of dinosaur. This part I was totally laughing lol! He wrestles it so he'll get it's attention and would literally destroy the barrier and the gate. What's funny is that when it gets out it hardly hits his head on the big steel of the building that surely made it dizzy. I was surprised that it didn't fall, it just shook its head and then ran away. The bidding of the dinosaurs continues from one to another and reaches $127,000 and counting. The leader was also showing the guest their new dinosaur modification that might be used for a war. It is very smart, I guess it's smarter than me hahaha.
*Fast Forward……*
It got out of the cage and killed every human he saw. Blue was fighting for it to save the one who raised him until it was killed. The man wants to bring Blue to a safer place but he refuses too. I guess he was saying "I don't belong there, this is my place". So Blue ran away and found the same dinosaur as him. The dinosaur was now out of danger but it was living with people from under the sea to the land. It's like uniting with human kind. But of course it will surely bring danger.
Today, we can't deny how technology evolves so fast, wherein it actually helps us especially when it comes to medicine. However, there are some instances that they use it for their personal interest, to earn a massive amount of money. It's breathtaking to know that greedy people always find their way. Moreover, I was also happy that there's still some who's willing to risk their life just to save such animals.
**Moral Lesson:**
Experiment is good not unless it is already hurting the animals.
Modification to make a natural animal into something for war isn't a good choice at all.
We have to learn how to live with animals, no matter what it is. Extra care is a must.
Technology is evolving and we must know how to control it.
Selling animals is prohibited, we have to take good care of them.
`I will end my blog at this length my lovelies! Thank you for dropping by.`
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What would I do?
A gloomy Tuesday my lovelies! Gez I really love if the weather seems to be like this, as I want to spend my time in bed. January already ends and I guess you did a great job. Keep grinding my lovelies! Ow! It's February now which means a month of Love, but it doesn't mean it only happened this month, of course not. Love must be everyday, whatever the situation might be, how far the place is, love must be there. Who's excited? Am I the only one? Hmmf, I guess? Actually, I'm excited as my boyfriend and I planned to visit my province that day, as it is my Father's birthday. I want to be present on that occasion, so it means we will be celebrating Valentine's there. No more surprises or what lol!
`Moreover, I was reading some of the articles that talked about their plan of purchasing something if they get enough BCH money and so I have too. Without further ado, lemme start.`
**Buy things for the house**
We are planning to move into a house where the two of us only live together. This is one of the dreams I really want to have. Luckily, my boyfriend's family already had a lot of houses where there's no renters at all, so we chose where it would be. It's still in the planning process as there's a lot of things to consider but of course I'm excited to buy things for the house as I'm fond of shopping. From the curtains, cauldron, frying pan, stove to plates and everything. I know it will take time to have everything and I'm patient with it. Slowly but surely kung baga. It's better if we can live together far from his family or mine as I want to see if we can do it independently but surely we can survive.
**Investment**
That might be a risky action but sooner or later I'll try that one. Investment is actually a good way to put money as the money grows unlike in the bank wherein there's only a little interest on it. I'm still planning what investment has a great return and a safer one. I was actually thinking about the stock market but I know how dangerous it is, especially that it's too volatile, that anytime the money will instantly lose. When we were in 2nd year I guess, our classmates planned to invest in the stock market as we monitor how it goes up and down but it didn't happen since we don't have enough funds for it. Besides, we have opened a bank account for us and the process might take too long. I guess investment in business is also a good one, especially those businesses that will surely boom. Cryptocurrencies are actually one of the choices.
**Emergency Funds**
This is very important in every aspect of life, we have to be prepared for everything co'z we don't know what will happen next. It's been awhile that we are planning to save some as our emergency funds and I was using my income here in read.cash to save it for any upcoming events. I won't spill the beans here but one of my trusted friends knows it hehehe.
**Purchasing A Laptop**
I really want to have this one and it's been a long time since I've been longing for it. It's difficult if a student doesn't have this, especially the files and editing needed that are sometimes required to be edited in a laptop. My mother actually told me before to buy a laptop using my City Scholarship but I refused too. It's better to give every money from the scholarship to them than to buy me one. I mean buying food is way better than owning this, however I'm still dreaming of having this one maybe not now and I'll be patient until the time comes.
**Giving back**
Who wouldn't want that one to happen? I want to give back to my family. I mean I want to spoil them with everything they want as I know how hard it is to work just so we have something to eat. I don't want them to suffer anymore. I want to provide everything they need in the house, from food to business. Yes, I want to build a business for my family so my mother would be in the house and I'll make sure that my sister will be there to assist her.
`I'm not stating here the exact BCH I need, it's okay if I can't make it all for one strike. Patience is a virtue and I believe it!`
That would be all for today my lovelies! To my upvoters, likers, commenters, subscribers, sponsors, a million thank you ❤️
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Let Me Answer
A warm Monday my read.cash family. I guess everyone is busy right now as the weekends are already done, which means back to work. Phew! A tiring day is starting again that literally drained the energy but I'm pretty sure you can make it till Friday. Anyway, it was an interesting question when I read @Itsfarah article. It's like knowing one person to another. Knowing the core within.
**If you could have the attention of the world for one minute, what would you say?**
*DON'T MIND WHAT OTHER SAY*
This is a known word, however there are instances that we are still affected. We have to bear in mind that we have our own life, we shouldn't let anyone affect our decisions. Whatever the efforts we make, there is always negative feedback from others. We can't please everyone and no one can. So why live in their expectations? Why allow them to destroy us? Why not stand out on our own?
*NEVER GIVE UP*!
Whatever trials we may be into, never ever give up. Don't lose the fight. You can make it through, you do it. For sure there's one person who's proud of having you. There's a family that trusts and believes in you. Don't let the challenges make you down, if you fail, try again. There is always tomorrow for those who failed.
**Do you name inanimate objects?**
There are a lot of objects that don't have life, however I'll tell you what this inanimate object means to me.
*PILLOW*
When I feel alone, it was there for me. It knows how tired I am for everything that has happened. The pain that my heart has, the tears that won't stop falling down and my most breaking moment. It was there when no one was there.
*BED*
I don't know if it gets tired of carrying my weight, but it never leaves me actually. When I'm in a happy mood I just jump to it, hoping that it was happy for me too. When I'm broke it allows me to rest.
*BLANKET*
The one that hugs me during cold times (lalo na yung jowa mong mas cold pa sa panahon lol!). It's like a reminder to move forward, to fight and it allows me to heal.
**How would you spend $1,000 to give the most happiness to the most number of people possible?**
That's a massive amount of money, that would be 50,000 in Philippine currency. Helping others is what gives them pure happiness. Home of Aged, they deserved it, the genuine smile that I might have seen was overwhelming. I just love to see someone's reaction. I'm pretty that would help them a lot more than anyone.
**If you knew you could live forever, how would you spend your days differently?**
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That's impossible, but if I ever can, I'll spend my days with my loved ones. Giving everything they deserve. I'll help those who really need it. Building a home for all the stray animals, having a proper care for all the children and olderly person out there. A free clinic that would totally help everyone that can't afford to go to a private hospital. Free food to fill their growling stomach and free medicine for those who have illnesses. Most importantly, I will make sure I'm living my life to the fullest.
**What's the most uncomfortable situation you've ever found yourself in?**
When I pass and everyone's eyes are on me. I see it as uncomfortable as I don't want any attention from them. I'm not wearing showy clothes nor fancy one, I'm just wearing comfortable clothes. But I don't know what they saw in me, maybe I'm just overreacting or what.
`Had a great day ahead my lovelies! I guess I made it today. Keep grinding!`
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