Your Smile

Happy Monday my lovelies! Another week to start our routine again. Gez! Today, I woke up early as my baby started to cry again, maybe because she wanted us to entertain her and she felt cold so I needed to breastfeed her. She keeps on waking up and so does I whenever she moves co'z I feel it. Since she didn't get enough sleep, I don't have a choice but to wait until she gets tired from kicking and decided to take her a bath so she can have a good sleep after. I am kinda exhausted today, aside from not having a proper sleep I also did some things in our house, from cooking our food, cleaning and even washing the clothes. This is not usually my daily routine as my family will help me in some things, however, since my mother will be on duty and needed to be early, my sister was in the City for their school activities so I have to be all alone by myself. But it's fulfilling knowing that I see myself productive today. Furthermore, this is not my topic today lol. Enough will my chit-chat let's start ahead.

When I can't find any topic or inspiration for me to write I usually scroll up and down from Facebook or Tiktok but today is different. I find my inspiration by looking at her sweet smile. She made me think that I can do everything, she made me love my mother even more. She taught me to be patient in everything, to understand and care about everyone. She taught me to wake up early, to be responsible and made her my priority. She is even there when I feel exhausted, just by seeing her smile and even her touch made me feel that I can make things possible.

• It's okay if I can't get enough sleep.

• It's okay to not be able to do things for myself.

• It's okay to not buy what I want.

• It's okay if I can be hungry every time.

• It's okay to not be able to comb my hair, get a pimple and eyebags.

• It's okay to do my work as fast as I can.

• It's okay that I'm the one who suffers.

• It's okay to look messy.

Everything will be okay, as long as you are healthy, as long as you won't get sick co'z if you will I will wish that I get that from you. Mama will be okay in everything as long as I can see your sweet smile, as long as I can touch and hug you. Everything will be fine with me, my dear. If you cry then I am here to tell you everything will be okay, if you get cold I can hug you tight. If you feel uncomfortable, you can tell just by crying, if your diaper is full I can change it, if you are happy then I will be the happiest mom too. When you come, everything changes, my priorities, my plan, my goals and even those wants and needs can't be fulfilled. Since you came, I am no longer just a nobody co'z you gave me the whole world, you gave me the meaning of life, the meaning of love. Your smile is now my everything, when I speak you seem to listen and understand me, I have you always. When I feel upset you just look at me and suddenly smile. Your brown eyes look too innocent, your face that I want to pinch, your pointed nose that everyone adores, your pink and fluffy lips I wish I can kiss. Your white skin that really suits you.

My dear Aubrielle, your smile is my world and mama will do everything to make you happy.

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