"When I die"

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3 years ago

Happy Tuesday my dear lovelies!

Am I the only one who thought about the things that I want to happen when I die? The design? The dress? Or even the coffin? Well, yeah I keep on thinking about this and every time I plan, my tears suddenly fall over my cheeks. I know deeply I’m not ready not until I reach all my goals in life but since life is unpredictable I don’t have a choice after all.

When I die, I want to make sure that I already gave my family the best life they deserve. A comfortable and financially stable living. Own a business that would support their needs and wants. I want to at least pay for all the sacrifices that they have gone through and give all that I have.

When I die I don’t want to see anyone crying over my lifeless body. I don’t want them to mourn (though it seems to be impossible). I only want them to keep smiling and I don’t want to hear any regret. So they better tell me whatever they want to tell.

When I die I want to wear a wedding dress while lying in the cold coffin. I’m a woman who dreamed of walking in the aisle holding a bouquet of flowers, saying the vows and my most awaited words to hear “till death do us part”. If that won’t happen when I’m gone. Wshh! Keep on dreaming about this.

When I die, I want to have a pink coffin. Am I that choosy? I mean if they can’t find one then white will be okay. It’s just cute to look at and it’s kinda unique though.

When I die I want to have pink balloons so as they release it to the mid air, it gives me peace as to whenever I am. This colour symbolizes my favourite among others. I’m a girly thing.

When I die I want to have music, not the sad song nor the soft melody as I don’t want them to paint the sadness all over their faces. I love to have a jolly song where they’ll sing together as if I’m still alive. Their happiness really meant something to me.

When I die I want to see my two sisters have already found the right man for them. I don’t want to see them being cheated. If that happens I’ll surely come back and take revenge lol! They deserve the best.

When I die I want to see my boyfriend’s happy face. I want him to find another woman to love and would love him just like I do. I want him to be the happiest man on earth in spite of the pain that I’ll be going through. Surely, my pain will be gone as long as he finds the right one.

When I die I want to be in a place where happiness is only found, no pain, no suffering. I'm sick of it. I want to be in a place where nature and animals are with me knowing that I’m fond of it. I want to be where the angels found, the trumpet that can be heard. I want to be in a place where GOD is. Nothing is impossible for whoever believes in Him.

Life is too short. We don't know what comes around so as long as we’re still alive we must show how much our family really meant for us and most importantly do what pleases Him. At the end of the day, we’ll see it’s outcome whether we deserve to be up there or down there.

Sorry for my article today I don't have idea to what is I'm going to write.

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Death is victory for me. I personally believe that we are all just travellers in this world. And we will soon eventually return to our home.

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3 years ago

This is why we must try to fulfill our purpose before death comes. We must live the best life before we finally leave this world.

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3 years ago

You have a few wishes for your "last" journey, but it is way too early to talk about it. I saw some videos about people who passed away and came back and told what happened. They are not afraid of death. The reason they came back to life, because it was not their time yet to leave and God sent them back after 20 minutes. They saw their own body and all the doctors and nurses trying hard to save their lives. They announced dead and they came back. It means when we die and we don't come back, we have nithing left to do on Earth.

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3 years ago

Ay ang cute naman ng pink hihihi na coffin hehehe

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3 years ago

Pink diay imuhang favorite color ate. Hehehe, ayaw sa paghisgot ana.

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3 years ago

Ohh pink jud kay girly kaau ko😂

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3 years ago

You will die untimely dear and these are good wishes.. Truly we all wish to have established so many things before leaving the earth and I really wish that we fulfill destiny and we live a good life and legacy behind

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3 years ago

So true but I hope everything goes according to plan.

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3 years ago

Abi nakig ako lang ang nagaplano hahaha

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3 years ago

hahahahah advance mag isip ba😁

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3 years ago

mao jud ahahha

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3 years ago

Oh a die word makes me sad, but just like you, before I die i wanted to make sure that my family has already in financial stable, i also don't want them to mourn for my death. But before we die let's enjoy first our time together with our family.

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3 years ago

Yahh spending time with time, creating more memories.

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3 years ago

We all need to be that awesome after death. But dear friend, I want you to stay with us. Because you have more capabilities. Just focus on them. Make this world worthy with your works before you die.

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3 years ago

Of course dear, I will try my best to achieve more before going to die.

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3 years ago