A cold breeze starts to touch my pale skin, like telling me to stay in my bedroom and cover my body with my thin blanket. Drinking a cup of coffee doesn't make me feel good, all I need is soft music so I can sleep. I don't want to overthink again as I'm sick of it. I don't want to think about how this and that happen. I don't want to feel the pain of regret. I don't want to be stuck in my "what if's". I'm done with it and it sucks.
No one says "Life is easy", co'z it will never be. There are times that things don't happen according to what we want. Consequences that turn into the greatest nightmare. Problems that's difficult to find the exact solution, seems like finding a needle in a bush of grass. Pain should turn into strength but it makes you weak. Disappointment that didn't want to happen but it did. Failure that wants to end but can't shrug off in mind. This is life! This is not all about the laughter but it includes the pain that molds us into someone we never thought would exist within ourselves.
If you feel tired, I am too. If you want to quit then we are the same. If you want to start but can't find any motivation then that's me to be exact. You are not alone, not just you, me or the other one, a lot of us experience the same.
If you fail then: START
Failure isn't the basis of how you are as a person. Start all over again, start something new, never follow what others path takes co'z you aren't the same. Invest in yourself, play hard but be sure it's fair. Move but turn back if needed. Don't forget where you came from, co'z that's what makes you are today.
If you fail then: STEP
I always say, step one at a time, you don't need to hurry everything. Slowly but surely it is great . Remember to always look at what's your stepping, be sure you never hurt anyone just so you could step up. If you find someone who has the same problem as yours, help them. Don't turn your back.
If you fail then: FIGHT
You won't win, if you won't fight. Fight as long as it is for the best. In life you have to be a fighter, this is like a game whether you lose or the other way around. Fight for good, fight for the trophy but be sure to always look who's the enemy and who's the ally.
If you fail then: PUSH HARDER
If you feel that you are going to lose the fight, push harder. Give everything you got, give a shot. Don't let anyone bring you down again. Push until you win and get what you deserve.
If you fail then: DON'T QUIT
If you already give everything and there's no improvement at all, it's time for you to move again. You fail but use it as your strength. It might be hard especially for what you've done already but surely your bright future is ahead of you. Don't put the word "QUIT", to your choices that should never be included to any.
Life is full of surprises whether a good or a bad one. All we have to do is to know how to deal with it. If this is the instance, then we have to start all over again but on a different path. That's a cycle of life, it's gonna be up or down. There's another way to do it.
This is Probinsyana leaving the phrase "If you fail, start and everything will follow".
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Failinh is part of the process and our journey. Without it, we will never appreciate valuable things and learn.