In my previous article I was sharing that the daughter of my boyfriend’s friend died. If you haven't read it yet, here's the link https://read.cash/@Probinsyana/condolence-d756ec79. Before arriving at the funeral we first do some routine and eat our dinner. We arrived there past 9pm (Philippine time) and expected that there’s already a family and a relative of the kid. It was in a private place, fully air-conditioned and in a spacious place. Wide enough to accommodate anyone that will come and visit.
From a far it seems odd to me since I’m not into it. I admit that I’m frightened to look into someone’s coffin, even giving a glimpse of it. I know in myself that if I am able to see this it'll surely hunt me in my dreams. But here I am trying to cope with one of my biggest fears. I was looking at the girl who was peacefully sleeping. An innocent mind and soul who are now at peace. A baby girl who can’t be with her family forever, who can’t be touched anymore (physically). But always be remembered by her loved ones. I hope you're now happy wherever you are, my dear angel.
Anyway, we’re also waiting for some of my boyfriend’s friends to arrive since they plan to come up here. They want to be with their friends to give their sympathy and always remind him (father of the child) that whatever happens they will stay by each other's side. I admire how solid their friendship is, since they were in elementary school up to now. Countless memories of laughter and pain. Stick together through ups and down. Hold each other when catastrophe comes. Is it admirable? I hope I have that kind of friendship too. No leaving.
FAST FORWARD......
These girls are playing “tong-its' ', well this is okay but it only depends on what religion you belong to, some sort of churches won’t allow this one. Some believe that it's not a good habit. These two even tried to ask me if I wanted to join but I said “no”in the sense that I don’t know how to play it. No kidding aside. I really don’t know how it works. I even don’t know any card related games. While they’re busy playing here I am reading some erotic Wattpad,lol! I have no one to talk to here, so I have no choice but to browse and search for some interesting stories. I admit I love reading this type of genre. I find it funny and sometimes I use my imagination to make it understandable. Am I that bad? Well I can’t blame myself, I’m used to it though hehe.
My boyfriend is with his friends, surely they’re playing Mobile legends (grind) since they’re addicted to it and of course they're imbibing alcoholic drinks. One way of spending their time together served as their “stress reliever”. I never interrupt him while doing so. They only spend less time since they’re busy with their work and no time for each other unless it's badly needed.
We stayed there all night, but since I can’t live without sleeping, I took a nap on the couch. I feel not so comfortable since I’m not in my bedroom, well it doesn't matter anyway. I woke up past 6 in the morning, drinking coffee since it's quite cold here. Eating our breakfast, and taking some time to write this article while the boys are playing Mobile Legends again. Anyway, my greatest condolences to the family.
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