You're not alone in your feelings, you are not the first to go through such situation, you're not the first to want yo take that wrong decision, and when everyone and everything seems like you have messed up and no one seems to get your side of the story, be fully assured that there's someone who understands you perfectly well, someone who knows you for who you truly are, someone who would accept you for who you are.
He doesn't judge you as everyone does, he isn't one to point accusing fingers, he is the perfect one to understand you for how it is and what your intentions truly is. Ok I'm talking about out God, our creator. He is perfect and yet he best understands our imperfections. Generations has come and gone, numerous people have walked the face of the earth, God has seen them all, he has seen all the different kinds of behaviour and character, all the different kinds of nature and their evolution, in fact he created them all and inputted the minds but has left us all to choose our personality.
Everyone has been in that position where they felt no one truly understands them and feels left aside, some actions we have taken has only brought accusing fingers to us, everyone judging and cursing like we have committed the most grievous sin and the worst person on the planet earth, but just as I've written in my last article I titled "Stop Explaining yourself" as everyone is still in the struggle of doing things the right way. Mistake are Meant to occur if experiences would be learnt, we should be afraid to take the wrong step because of peoples response, its a live unpredictable and uncertain and our God loves us that way.
Pointing the parable of the prodigal son is a very good example to explain this claim that someone understands even when there's no sanity to thinking he still understands and love you all the same. The prodigal like many of us are eager to prove that we are better independent, without any guidance or overseeing, so just like most teenagers, he was quick to leaving his parent house and lavishly spend all his inheritance on his will and wants, not even his needs, he just spends as he likes.
Yet, in the long run after all has been spent and he realizes his mistake and return home, he was still accepted and care for because the father who is a symbolism of our God in the parables completely understands our actions and wouldn't stop loving us. Of course the consequences of your actions you might face, since there's a backward reaction to every actions, so whatever you have down you will reap, but not because you're worthless or just too bad at it, but rather you have been chastised by our loving father, he is loving and would stop loving any one, his grace is sufficient for all. Jesus our Lord and saviour is the one who has made this sweet good news possible, he has taken the blame for us and brought you to the glory of the father in order for us to obtain mercy.
So don't be shy and don't beat your self up, when the world and everyone in it seems as not to get you, be fully aware that your only true father who created and formed you is always and would always keep understanding you. He is the giver of wisdom so his is the wisest, he is love himself therefore he's never gets tired of sharing the love. He understands all what is going on and he has the solution, so rather than making people who you aren't certain if they understands you the priority, just pray and talk to your loving father, he ears and believe in fact know that he would do it. Our God understands.
Not everyone can understand and can relate and that's very understandable, we are all humans, nevertheless there are people who understands, but if you keep feeling like you aren't gotten yet, take assurance in the fact that the same God who created the diversities of character in people and knows our differences very much, is fully wanting to listen to you and interact with, you and draw you to communion, to fellowship. He forever loves and understands you perfectly well.
A God created you, so just like any manufacturer that makes a Manual because he want its usage to be easy. In same vein, God is our creator and he knows us more than anyone ever could, therefore he's the person to speak to whenever all hope is lost. Talk to God he upcoming.
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The parable of the prodigal son is a powerful analogy, when the son realised he had grieved his father he came home and was very sorry for what he had done. His father was not angry, just overjoyed that his son who was lost had returned. The same was as when we come to the Lord Jesus and confess our sin to him he freely forgives us and welcomes us with open arms. Thank you for this article, I enjoyed reading it.