@Nobela

@Nobela 16 March 2021

Paalam na guizzz, nakaspam na ang comment ko I dunno what I've done pero gagawa na lang ako new account. Nanghihinayang lng kase wala na finished na. Salamt po sa lahat ng subscribers ko hehehe. Back from the start create ulit ako new account.

@Nobela 13 March 2021

Return in 2010 Have you ever imagine that someday you'll wake up in different time and different place? What I mean is what if you'll go back in past. What are the things you want to change in past? If you'd given a chance, what part of your life you want to go back? Sometimes those questions are occupying my mind. It is not possible to go back in time if you have have supernatural powers to time travel but for an ordinary man like me it is impossible for now to break the law of space and time. The technology is not yet advance enough to engage in time traveling. It is also dangerous since changing the past will change the history. For an instance you'd like to save your love once from death if you succeed from preventing what may happen. It will change the flow of time and reality. Maybe because you change the important event that will happen in your life. Always remember everything happens for a reason. If you experience pain and suffering due to lose of someone you loved. Time traveling is not a solution to save your loved once, in fact it could make everything in chaos once you change something in your past. What if you don't need to use a time machine to travel in life? What if you'll wake up someday in time and place your familiar but its already part of your past? Will you change everything in your life? If you return that question for me, my answer will be yes of course why not? My life today was too boring and I miss my life in past in which I'm enjoying simple life in my province. If I will given a chance to go back in time. I would prefer to go back on 2010, this is the year in which I'm currently at 3rd grade on elementary and the day that I confess my love to my crush but sadly I got rejected hahaha. She had crush already and it broke my heart into pieces. One of the reason why i would like to go back in 2010 is to prevent my stupid actions to confess my love since it change how my crush treated me after I confess to her. I would prefer to enjoy my childhood life when I get back in this time. I will cherish every moment together with my Lolo and Lola. I would do everything I miss for almost 7 years that I'm here at Manila. I will visit my favorite spots and do everything I want. After I finished all the things I want to do, I will lay down at the grass then cry. Its not a tears of repentance but its a tear of joy that I came back to time in which my life was at its best. I'm sure I'm just a 9 year old little boy that time looking for happiness. The problem is I'm already engage in reality of this world. I already knew what will be the future and I will make a crucial decisions if I'm going to change my future or do not interfere the flow of reality. There's a high possibility that if I'm going to change my future, everything will change maybe the friends I met on future will no longer exist then they will never recognize me. It is difficult to decide when your already at the situation that is why it is better not to interfere the flow of time. If mankind do mistakes in the past it is better to accept the fact then change ourselves for the better. Another reason why I want to go back in 2010 is because that was the year in which Satoshi Sakamoto was released a cryptocurrency called **Bitcoin**. I know its impossible to buy bitcoin at its release but I can mine those bitcoin at high rate. Imagine that mining 10 bitcoin a day, what if you mine almost 10,000 bitcoin since it was released? Maybe your almost billionaire right now. Did you know? there was a person who auction 10,000 Bitcoin for only $50 but no one interested to buy it. If I can go back in time I would buy that 10,000 Bitcoin. There's a reason why people don't have interest bitcoin at the past. It is because Bitcoin had no value but today Bitcoin almost reached 2.5 million or $50,000. Those people who mine Bitcoin since it was released was very lucky. I hope I'm one of those people, maybe I'm very rich right now. Concluding Statement Everyone of us want to go back in past so that we can change ourselves and our mistakes we've done but always remember that we can't change what our destiny is. Everything happened for a reason and God planned those things to test us what our capability to handle and do an action to change what we've done. In the future I know that time machine will be invented and time traveling is possible but it will affect every reality and some people may use it to change history and commit serious crimes. It is better is we just do what is right to avoid future mistakes.

@Nobela 12 March 2021

Communication Strategy on 21st Century On this 21st Century the way we communicate is too easy due to advance technology. Unlike in the past it is reallyhard to communicate since technology that time is not yet advance. People are usually relying on letters to deliver message. It is also expensive to sent a message because it is really hard for average person to sent a message and those nobles can only afford to use technology such as old telephones to deliver a message. Let us first define what is Communication? Communication is any exchange of information from sender to receiver. It can be face to face or virtual communication. In the past people are doing face to face communication to deliver a message. It is most effective way of communication because the person can touch, see and talk the person personally. If we are talking with someone face to face we can felt how they want to tell to us. Photo by **Tracy Le Blanc** from **Pexels** https://www.pexels.com/@tracy-le-blanc-67789?utm_content=attributionCopyText&utm_medium=referral&utm_source=pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/person-holding-iphone-showing-social-networks-folder-607812/?utm_content=attributionCopyText&utm_medium=referral&utm_source=pexels Unlike in virtual communication using technology such as online platforms, social media sites and online forums. In this generation people prefer to use Facebook, Messenger, Instagram, Telegram, Reddit, etc. to communicate rather than communicating personally. Due to technology people's closeness vanished since people doesn't communicate personally and talking only virtually. We can't do anything about it but we can do both communicating face to face and virtually. For an instance, we are using messenger to chat our friends to hangout. It makes the communication easier due to social media platforms. In this time of pandemic, online platforms and social media sites is really helpful in life of many people. People can't communicate face to face due to threat of CoViD-19 it really affects many people's life especially in field of education, business and economical activities. Even though there's a pandemic it doesn't stop people to communicate effectively. People are using communication strategies to make an effective communication. First of all it's important that there's a plan before implement a communication. It is helpful to meet the objectives we set in our mind. Communication Strategy helps to share informations, to inform and persuade other in a structured and formal way. A good communication strategy can improve interaction and helps us receive information from our audience clearly. In this current time it is really hard to implement communication strategies because we need to do it virtually. It is usually applied on work because employees are currently work at home and during meeting it is really hard to communicate due to different barriers that may happen. It is useful to have a communication strategy to have a better communication. **▪︎Developing a Communication Strategy** **|Determine the objectives** In Communication we need to identity first what is our objectives? What we are going to share to our audience? and what is the message we want to convey?. For an instance, at work the objectives of communication is to influence our boss to promote us or maybe to get support from our colleagues. At marketing it could be to influence customers to buy our products we want to sell. In politics it could to influence people to support and vote us in upcoming election. As we can see if we need to have a good communication we need to identify first what is our main goal. Is it to persuade, influence or inform? we need also to consider the place and time when we implement our communication strategy. **|Identify Target Audience** It is very important if we want to convey our message we need to consider who will be our audience. It is very important because audience is the key to know if they reach our certain objectives. They are the one who will listen to us and give feedback to our message. Example if we are working in a company and we need to present, our audience is our colleagues and boss. When it comes to personal relationship if we want to convey our message to people surrounds us our audience can be our family, relatives, friends, neighbors, etc. **|Develope a Creative Message** To deliver the message, we need to consider the people we want to talk and the purpose of the message. If we are going to deliver a message in persuasive way we need to get their attention to inspire them from our message we want to convey. It is also important that we will expressive message in proper manner. We all know that audience sometimes won't listen to us because some of them are already bored. That is why we need to make our communication engaging, maybe we can ask some questions and give some examples based on real life situations or maybe we can share based on our own experienced. **|Select a Channel** There are different channels we can use when we are conveying a message. It can be face to face or virtual communication. In this time of Pandemic most people are using virtual communication to avoid the possible threat of virus. For an instance, some of us are engage in online class and our professor and teachers are using technology as a mode of channel. We are engage in online class and we are using Zoom, Google Meet, Microsoft Team, etc. to attend online classes. It is hard since there are lots of problems when we engage on it such as internet connection problems, lacks of digital devices for many students and data need to consumed by those platforms. **|Evaluation** To identify if we succeed to convey the message we want to deliver, the best example to do that is to evaluate our audience. We can asked them for the feedback and measure how they really understand the message we want to convey. One of the best example of this is in online class, when our professor already finished lecturing, they are asking questions to us and measuring what we have learned. **Lead Image Source** Photo by **Helena Lopes** from **Pexels** https://www.pexels.com/@wildlittlethingsphoto?utm_content=attributionCopyText&utm_medium=referral&utm_source=pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/photograph-of-men-having-conversation-seating-on-chair-1015568/?utm_content=attributionCopyText&utm_medium=referral&utm_source=pexels

@Nobela 10 March 2021

From Land of the Dawn to Land of Read.cash ***If you're experiencing troubles in real life, step-up in Land of the Dawn and bring your fights into victory.*** ***-MLBB*** This is a famous line from one of the most famous mobile games in this generation. Many people are engaged in this game since it was released here in the Philippines. That line influenced me to install mobile legends on my phone way back in 2018. At that time the mobile legend was still a newly created mobile game but lots of people are already playing it. Due to it's a trend I star to play mobile legends and then I love it. That time I don't have my cellphone which is why I'm playing on my sister's phone. I enjoyed playing mobile legends to the point that I start losing money. Every time I want to play I need to buy load since we don't have a wifi connection. Before I played mobile legends, I already playing some online games such as League of Legends, Crossfire, and Rules of Survival. I'm addicted to those games to the point that every day I'm at the computer shop just to play those online games. Sometimes I'm late for class because I'm busy playing in the computer shop. I've also done some unusual things such as stealing money so that I can play, I remember that my sister caught me in a computer shop then questioned me if where did I get the money and I lied to her. I admit that I'm addicted to online games but I don't neglect my studies. My grades are in good condition and I don't give any trouble in school. The problem is I didn't control my time playing on the computer. Sometimes I'm playing without eating anything. In my mind, the important is I can play my favorite online games. For almost 2 years of playing at a computer shop, I've already spent almost 50$ just to play League of Legends. It drains my money to the point that if there's a fee need to pay in school, I can't give anything because I have nothing left in my pocket. If I can go back in time I wish I could save all those money and bought some bitcoin maybe I'm rich today if I'm going to do that but I cannot go back in time. Like they said, ***"time can't go back and mistakes from past can't be fixed, the important is what human can do not to repeat those mistakes".*** In the year 2018 when I start playing mobile legends, I'm so happy that time since mobile legends can be played on the phone. It is also less expensive since all I need is a load. For 1 dollar I can buy load suits for 3 days of playing and watching videos. My only problem is I don't have a source of income and I only depend on my pocket money. I thought playing mobile legends can help me cope with my stress in life but I'm wrong. Every time I engage in the game I encountered numerous toxic players that make me irritated and lose focus on the game. It is the reason why I lose some of the battles. The game also made me short-tempered every time there's a task given to me. There are also instances that I don't eat breakfast and lunch just to play mobile legends. I'm still playing even though it's already late at night, especially if I'm losing streak I'm not quit playing until I win one game. Hopefully, it didn't affect my health I'm still healthy and didn't have an illness. Last year I start having an interest in paying sites and applications and I download some of them. Until I found this site, at first I don't want to believe that it is legit that's why I searched for some information about it then my friend told me that she already earned crypto called BCH at read. cash. I don't have any idea about cryptocurrency until I engage in read. cash. I made some articles and I earned cents every time I publish my article. If there's an idea pop-up on my mind I already free write it on read.cash then start to create an article on my mind. After I organize every detail, that's the moment I will write it and revise if there's an error or unusual words. When I start engage at read.cash I didn't realized that I start to reduce my addiction at playing mobile legends. I'm enjoying writing than playing games. I'm already 3 month user here on read.cash, unfortunately my first account get spammed then I made new account. If there's a lesson I learned about my mistakes I've done that is it's not bad to engage on playing mobile or online games as long as I know how to control my time and not get addicted to it. In terms of read.cash I'm so blessed that I found this website, it helps me to buy things I want especially my badminton racket. I also learned that opportunity is everywhere all I need to do is explore the world and find where I'm good.

@Nobela 8 March 2021

What makes Men looks Attractive? Everyone of us feels attracted to other person right? Maybe we feel attracted because he/she caught our attention due to his/her unique characteristics. Do you believe that there are people who don't feel attracted in any gender? If we are walking in the street and we saw a person who caught our attention, it makes us adore them and sometimes attracted to them. Maybe because we find them comfortable and our 6th sense tells us something about that person. In this world people are attracted on their opposite gender it can be male to female but there are lots of changes in this world. LGBTQ community have been part of this world and they are accepted in this society. In this days both men are attracted to each other and also both women are attracted to each other. There are also people who don't feel attraction in both gender, they are called "***asexual***". This is not an inborn cases because asexual people are usually affected by trauma from the past that makes them lack of interest in sexual activities. Have you wondered why women are attracted to men? Well, its normal but is there any reasons why men looks attractive in eyes of women? I've witness many scenarios that women feel attracted to men due to unique characteristics. From that attraction a woman can't stop thinking about that person and it will makes her thinking about that guy every single day. Sometimes a woman already fell in love to that guy and she's making a first move to make that guy also fell in love to her. So what makes men looks attractive? **There are several reasons why men looks attractive to women** Good-looking Face It is a common reason why women attracted to men. If a guy has good looks, some women starts to make a move to know their names. I'm not saying that all women are like that but in real life scenarios some women are doing that. That is why if your a good-looking guy in this world hen your a lucky one. Handsome Voice There are women who attracted to men which had handsome voice. Women want a man to sing to them especially those love songs. From the moment that a woman hear man's voice there's a part of her that will start to have interest in a man. Honestly, I'm not a good-looking man but some girls are attracted to my voice. I'm not bragging, I've also ask that to girlfriend why she fell inlove to me and then she told me that I have such a good voice that makes her weak whenever I sing for her. It is proven that even if your not good looking but you have such handsome voice, women will attracted to you and thats the first phase of love development. Respectful to others I believe that women don't fell inlove based on appearance on a man but based on characteristics and attitude of a man. Many women fell inlove to men with respect to its self and people surrounds him. Being a man I believe that being respectful can make you a good person. People surrounds you will start to adore you and be friend with you. If your lucky one you can find a women which love you because of your characteristics. It is rare to find a woman that will love a man that fell inlove due to its attitude. To all men out there, I know we have the same mindset that women only fell inlove to those good-looking guys but we must neglect that mindset. There are women in this world that loved a man based on its characteristics not by looks. Its rare to find them but the destiny will make a way for us to find a woman that will accept us no matter what status we have. ___________________________________________

@Nobela 7 March 2021

Power of Wattpad Reading is one of the most important thing that a person can do to achieve knowledge. If you read many books about history, science, philosophy, mathematics, etc. you'll gain knowledge and you can share it to your friends and siblings. There is a saying tells that if you have knowledge, no one can fool you around. If you want to read, there are lots of different books have been published and it had different genres. There are books in libraries if you want to know information. If you want some books about life and love well there are lots of it you can buy it on store or borrow to someone. In this generation reading is not complicated unlike on past that reading is for noble only since books have expensive cost. People are lucky today because books are free for everyone but why there are people who don't want to read books? The main reason for that is, for some people they found reading as boring to do. They would prefer to play games than reading for the reason that reading for them is just a waste of time. This is a common problem to my fellow Filipinos. Most of us are influenced by technology that is why reading is too boring for some Filipinos but I believe there're lots of us really love books. Technology is relevant nowadays and mankind are adapted to it in which we are using it to make our life easier. So how we can relate reading books in technology? A simple answer for that is because people are more engage in social media platforms, applications and websites. Readers will no longer rely on books, there are lots of platforms and applications to use online for reading. For an instance in social media platform such as Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, Reddit, etc. People can freely post what's on their mind and people in that platforms can read it instantly. I've engage on this platform and sometimes I share my stories in there and my friends are reacting to it. Did you know that there's an application in which many Filipinos used for reading novels and stories with different genres? You heard it right! That application is called **Wattpad,** it was founded by Ivan Yuen in 2006 to make a community for both writers and readers. Here in Philippines Wattpad is widely used by story lovers and writers. It is a free application in which everyone has freedom to express what's on their thought by writing and you can read other works in wattpad. If you want to ask me if I'm a Wattpader, I will consider myself as a reader, honestly I've read more than 10 stories but its just nothing for other readers who finished almost hundreds stories. You want to know the story why I like to read on wattpad? Its sounds funny but my ex-girlfriend influenced me to engage into it. At first I don't know anything about I just heard it on my ex-girlfriend but I have no interest at it. When me and my ex-girlfriend broke up I became interested in wattpad. I downloaded it on playstore then I created my account using my Gmail. I downloaded all Possesive Series since I'm curious about the content of every series. The first story I've read is titled Possesive Series 1 in which the protagonist is Tyron Zapanta and her partner is Raine Dizon. When I read the story, I realized that this world is full of surprise. Its all about how they meet in unexpected way and how their relationship developed. It contains adult scenes but it's fun to read. I didn't complete all the series and the last series I've read is about Ymar Stroam. For me the story is predictable because all the characters are connected to each other and they are rich, handsome and possesive men. I have one friend spoiled me about possesive series that's why it lose my interest to read them all. The next story I've read in wattpad is I love you since 1892, it was the best story for me because it is full of unpredictable events and the story happened during Spanish Colonization here in our country-Philippines. This story is not just a simple novel about two person loving each other even though they are on different timeline but it will give us knowledge about situation of Filipinos during Spanish period. The main character in this novel is Carmela in which she is in present who teleported to past because she had a mission to save a man from its death. I don't want to spoil other details but I recommend it for you to read if your a wattpad reader. I've also read stories with genres like horror mystery, paranormal, and thrill. One of those stories is I love you Ara in which I read it for almost 2 weeks since I only read wattpad at night. For some people they defined wattpad as a boring application since its not fun to read stories. Honestly, I have this mindset when I'm not engage in wattpad but when I tried to read a story I realized how beautiful wattpad is. Its not just a simple application displayed on phones screen. It has power to connect every people in this world. Those story lovers can choose thousands of stories in wattpad, it serves as a way to make a bond for all readers and writers. In wattpad there's a free community in which everyone understands each other. It also serves as an escape route for all those people who experiencing stress , depression and anxiety. In wattpad world you can imagine anything you want since wattpad is created to fulfill person's imagination. Some readers fell inlove to wattpad characters and they believe that those characters are existing. I believe those characters are already existing we just need to find them. I want to tell to the world that wattpad is not just a word but it brings hope for everyone. If your reading this, there's one thing I want to tell you. If your experiencing too much struggles in life, step up in world of wattpad and enjoy reading stories.

@Nobela 4 March 2021

My Surmise about Reality The universe is very wide we don't know what's beyond of it. There are lots of conspiracy theories that pointing about different realities. What if this reality is just a little piece of bigger reality? Billion years ago when a single hot mass explodes in eternal darkness. At that moment galaxies, stars, milky ways are created. Inside those huge celestial objects it consist of thousands solar systems. Inside those solar systems consist of thousand planets. All I want to say is we are just a very little tiny part of this cosmos. Our cosmos is very wide that no one knows its limit. Have you heard about parallel universe? I became interested in this theory when I was in 10th grade. I watched a documentary about this and it catched my attention to know more about it. I spend my money going to computer shop searching about it. Every information about parallel universe has been copied and pasted to my document and after that I print it. I glued it to my notebook then I start to read every details about parallel universe. While reading it I realize that this theory is possible since our cosmos is wide. We don't know beyond of it, maybe there are other universe out there. The problem is scientist can't prove it due to lack of advance technology to explore the hidden mystery of it. According to this theory when Bigbang explodes the explosions causes particles to scatter in space. After billions of years those particles formed into galaxies, stars and other celestial objects. Is it possible that there's other universe in other dimension? Well, I think yes there's a possibility that there are infinite numbers of universe in our cosmos. According to Parallel Universe Theory from the start of everything, the cosmos is expanding and expanding to the point that we don't know how huge it is now. I'm not saying that this theory is true, the fact is it has no strong evidence proving that parallel universe is existing. Did you know that Parallel Universe is also known as alternate reality? What do I mean in Alternate reality? Alternate reality is the same as what in our reality but the difference is we have different roles in different realities. Do you get what I mean? let me give a good example, on this reality I'm a normal student but in different reality maybe I'm a teenage actor, in another reality I'm a young business man, in another reality I'm a rich teenager. The main point here is we can think as many as we can about what would be our status in different reality. We have different bodies in multiple dimensions and they are fulfilling different roles that I can imagine. This theory made me realize that our cosmos is full of mystery, maybe at the other part of there's something truth that humankind didn't discover yet. According to scientist there's a possibility that humankind can travel in parallel universes. Have you heard about wormholes? Wormholes connects two points in space time that would allow time travel but what if those wormholes are connecting our reality from other reality in other dimension? It's not possible right? Are you familiar with Theory of relativity of Einstein? Einstein theory states that any object faster than speed of light can create a vacuum and can travel through time. In this current time, there's no such thing faster than the speed of light but I believe when humans are already in Type 1 civilization they can invent an object that can surpass the speed of light and freely travel through time. Did you know? I have also my own theory about reality. Maybe I'm not the only one thinking about it and there are scientist whose thinking about it. Have you wondered why there are people that travels through time and can go in past and future? For me our reality is connected to other realities. We can't see it on our naked eye since we're just nothing compared how big our cosmos is. My idea is parallel universe are connected to each other like they are aligned straightly. I think the reason why there are people who can travel through time is because dimensions are connected to each other. It was connected by a wormhole that makes a person enters to it and brought to another dimension of earth. If you watched The Flash you can understand what I mean since the main character which is Flash can travel through time due to his overwhelming speed that can surpass speed of light. There are infinite numbers of universe and he met his different self in different earth. I know what I'm thinking is impossible but nothing is impossible right? Our imagination is our limit and I know someday scientists will prove that other reality is existing. If it was proven I will travel in other dimensions to meet my other self. I will take photo with them and told them my story in my own reality.

@Nobela 3 March 2021

A Person Who Changed Me Here on Read.cash. I've joined read.cash community 2 months ago. That time I was busy looking for apps that I can gain money. I've tried many apps and website but some of them are scams. Some apps I've installed on my phone is just a waste of time. There are game app promising that if you reached 100 dollars it can be withdraw but in the end it didn't reach 100 dollars and stay at 98 to 99. I don't know why there are types of people who develope an app like that. They don't understand that there are users that wants to earn money as their side lines. I've also tried websites in which need to watch videos and answer surveys to earn points the if you have enough points you can exchange it into dollars through PayPal. I've tried those type of websites and I end up in wasting my time. Despite of those scam apps and websites, there are also apps that I earned little amount of money. One of the app is Buzzbreak, it is an application that contains news and entertainment. To earn points a user needs to check in everyday, do the task and scroll articles to earn points every complete scroll. Honestly, if you don't have affiliates it is really hard to save points that can be converted into money and can be payout through gcash and PayPal. I'm almost a user for three months and the overall I earned is more than 60 pesos or more than 1 dollar. I felt little disappointed to those applications but I know that they are legit paying apps. I learn to look for legit website and apps from my sister since she's also engage in those and she earn a lot, maybe because she has lots of affiliates. I'm loosing hope that time and I want to stop those nonsense. I uninstall all my applications and clear all the websites on my browser. I feel like half of my life is wasted due to this fake applications and websites. I'm not interested in any paying applications that time and I prefer to play mobile legends until there's a friend chatted on me and she said there's a legit website in which she earned a lot by writing article. At first I don't want to believe it and I told her it's just a scam. Not until she shown me proofs that this website is legit. She's encouraging me since she know that I'm good at writing essays. She gave the link then I click it. She also gave me tips and instructions in website. At first, I was confused since there are lots things need to do. I sign up using nickname and I put a password that I will remember if my account will logout. After I made my account I started to explore it then I saw lots of article that has huge tips. It made me excited that's why I wrote my own article. I'm expecting that time that I can earn tips. I wait an hour but no one gave me tips. Days past but still no tips I received. It made me sad and I feel like this website is another scam. I chatted my friend and told her that I didn't get any tips. She laughed at me and told me that im just a new member. It takes time to earn tips. She also told me that I need to interact to other users to make read.cash community healthy. I applied all what she told me and I'm surprised because I received tips from random rewarder. At first, I thought random rewarder was random people but lately when I read about read.cash I knew that random rewarder is a bot which pays interesting articles. At my 2nd article I almost receive 2 dollars and I send what I got on my coins.ph. From that moment I'm motivated to write more articles. For almost a month I've already got 2000 pesos or 40 dollars. I'm so determined to earn a lot of money to the point that I'm starting to do bad things. I start to get ideas on Google then pasting it on my article. That time random rewarder is not strict enough that's why it still gives me tips even though it's not my work. A few days later I noticed that random rewarder don't give me tips anymore that is why I tried to comment on one post and I found my comment putted in spam section. I asked some users about my situation and they told me that maybe I violated rules of read.cash. I admit to myself that I do bad things to earn money. I'm so disappointed to myself because of my actions. I wasted the opportunity and choose to do illegal actions but in the end I loose everything. I've waited days hoping that random rewarder will notice me again but it didn't comeback. Honestly I cried a lot but I know it's the consequences of my actions. I tried to make another account but they are not successful than my first account. The fact is I've made many accounts but it ends in failure because my accounts move into spam and don't gain any tips no matter how beautiful my article is. Last January I've met a user her on read.cash named @carisdaneym2 she was a good writer and interactive person. I'm amazed at her because she had lots of subscribers and tips on her articles. I asked her a question why she gain lots of subscribers and tips. She told me she's just interacting to others, reading other articles and commenting in their post. She also told me that you must know that read.cash is not made to earn money but to gain friends and improve skills in writing. Honestly, she's an eye opener for me. At the moment she told me those words I realize my mistakes I made her on read.cash. I'm writing an article but I'm still leaving it on my account without interacting to other users. It is the reason why I don't have viewers and I don't have any knowledge in making a good article. I want to say thank you to you for reading this one. I'm your apprentice and your my Master. I knew how kind you are since we team-up when there's a person who asked our help. I hope you'll never change and continue what your doing. I'm happy that I've met you since you made me realized all my mistakes I've done here. Now I made my new account and I applied all your tips you shared to me. It made me very happy since I've interact to other users and I met new users. Now I enjoyed reading someone's articles and I'm leaving good comment on it. I also made an article that received tips from rusty and other users. That is because of you. Once again thank you and I hope you'll help more users here on read.cash.

@Nobela 3 March 2021

Life For Me Life is the most precious gift that God gave to us. It is a gift that no one in this world can equal to it. Our parents decides to make us that is why we are born here on earth. There's nothing can surpass what our parents felt when we open eyes when were just a newborn baby. From that moment its the beginning of our life. When were just kids we don't know what is the real definition of life because we have innocent mind about this topic. Children's are enjoying life, playing in the field, laughing and smiling and we can't see them any problems. As we grow older we start to realize the true meaning of life. We are experiencing struggles and problems that makes us down. As a student I can define life as hard. At the young age I've already experience living in a simple life. I was born in province and life there was not too easy. At the young age, I've already learned how to cook, wash dishes, look for woods to be used in cooking, gather water in deepwell. Those things are my daily routine since my Auntie and Uncle is already old and they can't do those things. Even though the life is not easy, were still happy since we have food on our table everyday. Sometimes we also experiencing shortage in money and we have no rice to eat. Our uncle making away to full our stomach. Have you tried to eat corn? Yes thats what we are eating as an alternative to rice. Did you know rice and corn has the same nutrients? We are happy with that and living in a simple life makes me happy. We are happy to live in a simple life right? but have you ever wonder what is the feeling of living in luxury life? In the future we know we can achieve it but let's just imagine that we are living in a luxury life. Living in a luxury life makes the life easier. Some rich people don't need to work hard to earn money since money is working for them. Living expenses, bills, clothes, house, cars is easy for them to pay and achieve since they have money. Sometimes I imagining that I'm rich and have a sports car. You know what? I'm always daydreaming that I'm rich but living in a simple life haha. I don't know why I'm dreaming like that but I always want that kind of life. Being rich can make life easier and afford everything in life but if there are rich people, there are also people whose suffering at the bottom of society. They are people who need to work hard to earn little amount of money to make their stomach full. I admit that we belong to those type of people. We also experiencing poverty, our sister is the only one who work for us and we have lots of debts in banks. We are problematic in what we are going to eat. We are here at Manila and life here is so difficult. Every actions here cost money and we experienced too many struggles in life. Hopefully we surpassing it and we conquer it. The life here on Manila still continue and I'm already at college. If there's only thing I dream, that would be a better life in future. I believe that if I work hard I can also be rich someday. There a teacher in my junior high said that if you born in poverty, then you must work hard to escape from it. Some people thinking that if your poor then you will die poor but those mindsets are wrong. We are holding our own destiny and we are the one who will decide for it. It depends on a person on how they will do an action to solve it. A philosopher once said if you want to achieve something then you must do something to reach it, if your just lying on your bed waiting for the right opportunity then you must change your life. Don't wait for the right time, do an action to achieve it.

@Nobela 2 March 2021

Way of Communication in 21st Century Communication is one of the most important aspect of life. Without it every human being won't understand each other. We are using communication to express what's on our mind and what we want to say. It helps to unite the ideas and people itself. With the use of communication everyone understand each other and with collaboration, every person created a new idea due to communication. It is the key for mankind to express their feelings. Did you realize that you use to communicate since your newborn baby?, a newborn baby can communicate to parents by the use of their own communication. They are crying so that their parents will know that they need to eat or poop. As we grow older we are using a new type of communication which is using a dialect. Inside the house we already engage in communication. As we open our eyes in the morning we already starting a conversation to our parents and siblings by just simply talking to them. Have you ever try to start a day without talking to anyone? Maybe you do sometimes but can you do it in a whole day? I bet you can't since human needs to communicate or else they will feel lonely and depress. Communication is used in everyday life. It can be apply in school, work, and even at home. I'm a college student and I knew that communication is very important. When I was in grade 12, there are lots of things need to do inside the classroom and some of these are need to do by groups. There's a scenario that we don't communicate properly about our project and the result is our project failed. When our teacher asked some questions we can't answer it since we don't communicate about what is our plan. In that mistake we learn something important that communication is important. In addition, employee needs to communicate to each other so that everything inside the workplace works successfully. This is a common problem for some employee. If they have projects and they have no enough communication, it ends in failure and starts to blame each other. The worst thing can happen is it can result to misunderstanding and the atmosphere inside the workplace will change. That is why communication in workplace is very important especially between managers and employee. Good communication can build up bonds and friendship. It can unite employees and the good thing will happen is every goals will accomplish because of unity and good communication. It is true that communication is helpful for mankind and we can't live without it but in today's generation do you have a good communication? Does technology makes communication easier? You know what for me sometimes technology is helpful to mankind in communication since we are using digital devices for us to communicate especially those people abroad. On this 21st century, people are using social media platform to easily communicate with others. Platforms such as Facebook , Instagram, Twitter, etc. plays a big role in our life since its a new way to communicate. In a single click we can easily chat to our friends and hangout with them. We also, using social media to express our feelings. We can freely post what's on our mind and people can see the post in just a seconds. There are people that will like your post but some maybe don't like it. We can say that technology has good effect on life of mankind especially in field of communication but did you know that technology also changes how people communicate? Have you realized that people prefer to communicate online that face to face? Most people nowadays are using Facebook messenger to communicate to their friends than talk to them face to face. It is understandable that in this time of Pandemic people must rely on social media to communicate and gain updates but even though pandemic didn't pop-up, most people are doing it. It makes me sad to witness this changes and I admit I'm involve in that changes. I miss the days in which people are communicating face to face and we can see their faces while telling you something. When it comes to communicating in social media we can't assure if the person is telling true since we can't see them in front of us and we are talking to them virtually. I'm hoping that someday, people will ignore technology and talk to their friends face to face under the moonlight. It is the best thing to do and those moment will never fades in memories.

@Nobela 1 March 2021

Happy to See You Again Yesterday me and my friends planned to play badminton at Arca South. First, I do all the household chores, washed dishes, cook rice and viand for dinner. I do all of this so that my sister will allow me to play badminton. Fortunately, I've finished all the tasked at home and my sister allowed me. I prepared all the things I'll bring, badminton racket, my tablet, money and headset. This are the things I need when we go to Arca. After I packed my things, I went down at c5 since my two other companions are waiting there. When I reach c5 I saw my male friend still waiting for our companion. We wait there for almost 30 mins but still she's not still coming. Its getting dark and we are worried since we're going to walk going to Arca South. Unfortunately, she didn't come that is why we decide to go without her. It's already 5:30 in afternoon but we are still waiting for another player. My friend is so irritated since they didn't come yet. I just make fun of him and laugh if he's going to complain. Almost 5:40 when one of our companion finally came that's why we walk at road of Veterans. While walking I remember that I will meet up my girl friend, Does I said girl friend? oh I mean she's my friend. I don't know I saw her 5 years ago and I just talk to her every 1 year. She's now turning 20 but her age doesn't suit her. She looks like 15 years old haha just kidding. Back to the topic, while we are walking on road. Me and my friends talk a lot but most of the topics are about girls. We can't avoid that since boys are boys. I just bath in their conversation and I'll share to them some of my experience on girls. I can say that were close to each other since one of my friend is my opponent in playing badminton. Every Saturday and Sunday we play badminton at Heritage park. While walking we can see such a beautiful sunset, we have no time to took a photo since we're walking at main road and there's high possibility that our devices will be snatched. We're just enjoying it while talking to each other. Finally we reach the sunshine mall I saw many people entered at the mall, at the side of it there's a small park in which lots of people are having a picnic and watching beautiful sunset. We walk inside Arca South and I'm amazed how beautiful Arca South is. I keep chatting my friend since they are in Arca South already. I keep asking their location so that we can meet them. My friend advise us to play at the place called "square" and he told us that its very wide there. When we reach into it, its true that it is wide but the problem is it's too windy. We can't enjoy playing since the air keeps our shuttlecock away from us but it didn't stop us to play. We're immortals, even the air can't stop us from playing. The only thing that stop us is darkness, its getting dark that's why we decide to rest at bottom of big tree while watching girls walking behind us and those girls that our eyes can spot haha. Honestly, I glance at girls but after I saw them I look away, maybe I'm not interest or im just shy but my two friend are so playboy, when they saw a girl they immediately catcall to it. I just laughing while they are doing it, I don't want to join them since I'm a good boy. I'm busy holding my tablet and took some photo. I'm also chatting my friend so that we can meet. I feel a little nervous since I didn't saw her for almost 5 years. We waited there for almost an hour but she didn't came. She told me that she returned home. Honestly, im not mad but my friends are disappointed on what happen. I just laugh and told them to go home since I'm going to visit her in their house. My friends don't want to go home, they want to see the person I will meet. We go back to sunshine mall then went to habitat. It is the name of the area in which my friend is living. Its too dark and I sense danger, I told them to go home but they want to accompany me I'm m lucky to have this friends. When we entered at Habitat there's a lot of changes maybe because its almost 5 years since my last visit here. I'm trying to search for my friend house but we lost haha. Its my fault since im not familiar on place. I chatted my friend to tell her that we already lost. She told me to stay there and they will fetch us. Its already 7 on evening and I know this place has lot of dangers but I don't care since no one will notice me. We go back then we encountered them. We say hi to each other but i feel ashamed i don't know why. They treat us a bottle of softdrinks but I just give it to my friends, I don't drink soft drink I want water since im very thirsty. They also treat us snacks but me and friends refuse to it. In the end we can't do anything but to accept it. I told to my friends to go back home since im going to stay. They just walk away and say me Goodluck. I know what that means but I don't have intention like that. I went to their house, then they told me that their house is not good but i told them my house is not good too. I entered in their area then I saw their mother, they told me that I should say something to their mother so that they will not get scold. As a respect I said good evening then show a good attitude. It makes me nervous but fortunately I pass it, I taught their mother was mad but I'm wrong. I stay there and talk to my friend. I've also talk with my grade 10 classmates since I miss them so much. I have one reason why I visit their house, I just want to talk to her alone but the problem is there are lots of people surrounds. I can't find a timing to talk to her private. I just keep bonding with her brothers and sisters. When I saw her she was so beautiful and sexy but I don't like how she dress. I warned her about wearing that type of cloth but she just smile at me. If you want to ask, why don't you try to court her? Well, honestly I just treating her as my bestfriend and I don't have courage to court her. For now I'll be her bestfriend that will guide her. Maybe we have different type of hormones that is why I didn't feel any attraction to her. It's almost 9 when I decide to go back home. I'm sure my sister is worried to me that's why I ask permission to them to leave and they escorts me to terminal of tricycle. Fortunately, nothing happens to me and I went back home safe and sound.

@Nobela 23 February 2021

Love in Quarantine: Analysis Last February 21 when our professor conducted an event titled Love in Quarantine, everyone of us is required to participate then enter in Zoom meeting. When meeting started the participants is almost 300 and the speaker are starting the event by implementing a game. Every participants joined and there's a price it can be a money or load. Unfortunately, I didn't have chance to win since my opponents are monsters in typing words. We are required to enter in meeting since there's something we need to answer. ●       *Do you think the platform used is effective and responsive of the needs of the times?* The platform used to conduct Love in Quarantine Is Zoom in which it is effective. It is easy to enter in meeting since we just need to click the link or enter the code. If we already entered it is not hard to locate important things such as microphone, mute, unmute, video, etc. Though it consumes lots of data if we open our camera, it’s still effective since the audio is clear depends on internet connection. The beauty of Zoom it is easy to used and also friendly user. If there’s an instance that I leave on meeting, I can easily go back since there’s a link to be click and it will automatically enter you to meeting. When meeting started the speaker’s, voice is clear and I can see his video clearly. The way he introduce the meeting is good by implementing some games. ●       *Will it be able to reach out to many of its target audience?* As I notice on meeting, the audience reached 300 and I know zoom has more capacity than that. Even though there are lots of participants entered in meeting, I can’t feel any lag or buffering. I can hear the speaker clearly and I can see their video clearly. This is effective for conducting a wide meeting with lots of participants. This is one of the best applications for me when it comes to making a meeting. It is very effective when the meeting conducted. ●       *Do you think the topic is timely and well-received by its audience?* In this generation love is a common topic for everyone. If people hear about love they can easily attract to topic and it will get their interest to listen and know everything about it. In topic called Love in Quarantine conducted last February 21, many of its audience are teenagers from different schools. When meeting started, I can feel that many participants are enjoying the game since they are so fast to guess the words. Honestly, I want to join the game but my opponents are monsters when it comes to typing. When topic started Ma’am Ruby together with his husband Introduce to us what’s Love in Quarantine means. They presented the topic well and I understand that God’s Love is the most important. ●       *Do you feel that the topic is well-thought of and properly presented?* The topic was well presented and organize perfectly. From speakers, audience, topic, and flow of presentation everything is perfect. I know it since I witness how participants enjoyed in meeting and how they react about the topic which is Love. The way speakers delivered every detail in that topic was perfect since there are real life examples. Overall,  I can’t s anything but the whole presentation is absolutely incredible. ●       *Do you think the audience understood the topic and the things discussed during this event?* Absolutely Yes, I can say that they understand the topic well because they are enjoying while listening to topic. Every one of us is enjoyed the game and I can see how active participants are. As I said earlier the topic is all about love and it makes people interested especially teenagers. It is common topic for us in which everyone of us engage to it. The speakers elaborate the topic and dig deeper so that participants can truly understand what love means. Many Audience are actively participating that makes the event successful and enjoyable. As an audience it is common topic for me and I’m not surprised how other audience react about it. I can relate a little bit even though I have no girlfriend. At the beginning I thought love is all about loving a person more than yourself. Until this event made me realize that love is nothing without God. It made me realize that love is nothing if God is not at the center because I believe that relationship becomes stronger if God is between two loving people. This is my first event conducted online and I’m looking for more this type of event in future. ●       *Do you think the speakers have the authority to discuss the said topic?* The speaker has the authority to discuss the topic since they already known what the topic is and they are prepared for it. They are already grown-ups and they already understand what love is. Our speaker is already married with a man which she loved most. While in meeting I can see how sweet they are and I want that kind of relationship someday. All I want to say is everything is perfect. The speakers delivered the presentation smoothly and they succeed tp make audience participate in event. As I said the topic was well prepared and they know how to caught the attention of participants. The topic was relevant nowadays and it makes it audience realize what love means. The way they present this topic was clearly and understandable. Everyone of us are enjoyed and learned a lot of things about the topic. Lesson learned from event Everything has right time especially in love. You can search for it but someday the right person will come to you. When you find already the right person you must put God first and it makes the relationship stronger.

@Nobela 19 February 2021

Online Class Experience Yesterday we have an online class in which we need to attend early since our professor is mad at ours. Its because we disobeyed her order not to go to school since our life will be at risk and we need to show her first a letter from campus doctor that letting us to enter in university for I.D pictures. Unfortunately, our president didn't gave any letter to our professor that makes her mad at us. That's why yesterday, I prepared myself since she's going to make our life miserable. I woke up early in morning then prepared my food. I also fix my uniform since we need to wear white t-shirt or uniform. I get my senior high school uniform then wear it. Our class will start 8 AM and it makes class officers paranoid since some of our classmates is not yet online. The fun part is our President is not online and our professor is chatting him but he's inactive. Its already 8 AM when our Purposive Communication professor entered in our Google Meet, every one of us are open camera and wearing uniforms and white T-shirts. I want to laugh while seeing the faces of my classmates but I just resisting it. I don't want my professor to see me laughing because it will make my grades in danger. Whenever I need to laugh, I will not show up in camera then laugh hard. I can't resist to laugh since my classmates are making funny expressions on their faces. Until our professor gave a task to us to write an introduction about ourself she only give ten minutes to us to complete the task. The task is about introducing self in creative way then define what is purposive communication. I start to write without knowing that the time doesn't start and I've already finished introducing myself hahahah. I just pretend nothing happen then I start to define what is purposive communication for me. I have little background knowledge about purposive communication since we have oral communication in senior high school. Not to brag but its easy for me to write an essay since everyday I'm writing an article here on read.cash hahaha. I wrote my introduction with the influence of mobile legends. That's what I did since our professor told us to write in creative way. Do you want to see my work?. Well, let me show it to you then I'll write here what's it content. Introduce Yourself *A man that will protect you on battlefield, ready to take damage just to make you safe. A tank that will sacrifice just to make you escape. I'm Leomar Selga 19 years old lived in Brgy. Pinagsama Taguig. If you want someone to protect you on battlefield just call my name and Khufra will came. I'm ready to take the pain just to make sure that your full health and keep free farming because I know in late game your the one that will lead us to victory and destroy all the struggles we're facing. My hobbies are writing, singing, and playing mobile legends.* What is Purposive Communication? *Purposive communication for me is how we communicate in daily lives. As we open our eyes in the morning we already have communication with our family members. We say good morning and we are receiving feedback from them.Without communications people will not understand each other and will put everything into chaos. There are also instances that communications can be failed because of barriers, some example of these barriers are language used, noise from sorroundings, distance of two person talking and many more. Due to this barriers many people can't understand each other that leads to miscommunication. As an alternative non-verbal communication is used such as sign and body language.* After 10minutes our professor starts to call our names alphabetically. Fortunately, I'm letter S that's why I have lot time to prepare. As my classmates introducing themselves, I can't stop my self to admire them because they are so creative on how they introduce themselves. Some of my classmates are singing, rapping and beat boxing while they are introducing themselves. I also witness how kind our professor is. At first, I thought she was a inclement professor but as we introduce ourselves in class, she was so very clingy and she get along with us. She also prepared some old music for us while we wrote our introduction. I changed my mind about her and I feel like she will be my favorite professor. The only thing we will not to do is to make her mad again. Finally, its my turn to introduce myself I open my camera then my professor starts to joke about my name. She told me that my name is related to a video game and she asked me why I'm so serious?. I told her that I'm smiling but they don't believe it maybe because im not smiling while my teeth is showing. Then she gave me go signal to read what I wrote thats why I read my work. After I introduced she advised me to enjoy the life and don't get serious always. I can't understand why they saw me as a serious person?. Im such a good person living here on planet. Oh I have also encountered that someone posted about my Facebook description on our group chat. I commented with a smile emoticon then later one of my classmate ask me if I'm mad. I'm surprised since they think that im mad, I replied him that im not. I don't know why people surrounds me thinking that I'm serious in everything. Maybe because im a silent person but did you know that I'm a funny person and joker? If your one of my friend then you'll realize how pesky person I am.

@Nobela 18 February 2021

Reasons why People Dislikes Me I just want to rant here and release the pain stored in my heart. I don't know if I'm just imagining it but I feel like people surrounds don't like me because of some reasons. Even though they don't said it, I can saw it in their eyes. Those judgements from other people made my self confidence low and I start to avoid crowded people. I don't know what's happening to myself, those judgements and dislikes made me cry every night. One time I've received a chat from stranger mocking me because of my looks. I replied it with all my might and I start to trashtalk him. We fight in chat and I'm not giving up until he will cry. On the end of conversation he blocked me but I still chasing him, I'm making sure that he will regret his action. After that my tears starts falling again, every time I encounter that type of judgements. I'm asking question to myself why people treating me like this. I didn't do to them but still they are judging me because of my looks. I'm so jealous to good looking people because they are accepted by society and they get many attentions from many people. I feel like some people dislikes me for some reason and I'm aware that I have that kind of works. I know that people are silently dislikes me because I have this kind of characters. I'm a Promise Broker Honestly, im not keeping my promise to anyone, yes I agreed but I didn't promise to give them or grant their request but they are waiting for it until I realize that I've already forget it. It makes them mad at me because I didn't keep my promise. Sometimes I just saying sorry to them for not keeping the promise and hopefully they are forgiving me. I have reasons why I can't keep those promises, first I have no money. Some of my siblings and friends are asking me to give them gifts on their birthday. I can't refuse to them since they will sulk at me. That is why I'm just saying yes to them even though I have no money to buy them gifts. When their birthday come, i can't give them gifts that I promised them. I just greet them happy birthday and say sorry since I didn't bought any gifts for their birthday. Furthermore, I'm also a promise broker in love, my past girlfriend received many promises from me but in the end I broke it. I make them believed that I will love her until the end of the world but the reality is i can't grant the promise that I told her. We're in long distance relationship and I know that LDR didn't work since there are lots of barriers in relationship. This is one the reason why my friends dislikes me because of this. Tedious Companion This is also the reason why people dislikes me because I'm a boring companion. I don't know how to get along to other people since I can't relate to their topics. The only thing I can do is to listen to them and laugh whenever there's funny moments but I don't join in their conversation. I have this friend that don't want to be their part of the group since I'm so boring companion when I'm joining in their hang outs. He reject me to join in their trip and tell me the truth that I'm too boring to join them. At that moment I just send smile emoticon then tears drops on my checks. I want to blame myself why I was born like this, why I don't have self confidence that can keep pace to other people so that I can become closer to them and they will treat me as their friends. Sadly, I don't have that one. I'm just a lonely guy that coincides in flow of destiny. Not good-looking I admit that I'm not good-looking so that people surrounds me dislike me. I can't hear them saying that I'm ugly but I can see the judgment in their eyes while they are looking at me. I just acting like I don't see them and continue walking but I can feel pain in my chest. My tears want to fall but I want to prevent it, I'm thinking happy memories and talk in my mind just to stop my tears from falling. I don't want to show to others that I'm crying because I'm a man. A strong man isn't crying in front of money people. Everytime I encounter such judgements I just ignoring them and smile at them. I don't want to fight them back because I know it can cause problems to me. I'm an educated person and fighting is not the best solution to defend myself. As long as they didn't hurt me physically, I can endure the verbal judgements came from their mouth. I can show them how strong I am but deep inside I'm crying already. I'm so sorry I'm so weak to handle this rant that I need to share it with you. I just want someone to talk about it since in my whole life I never tell about it to anyone even my family. Am I acting? The truth is I wish all of this is just an acting. I want this movie or story ends so that I will wake up to different reality. I'm really in pain, even here in house I feel like I'm a black sheep. I feel like I'm different person in the house and my family members treating me different. If there's something mistake happened inside the house, they are looking to me like its all my fault. I don't know but I want to leave here on house but I can't since I have no money. I'm comforting myself for almost 5 years but all the pain are cumulative in my heart and anytime it will explode like a grenade.

@Nobela 17 February 2021

Pagbabalik-tanaw sa Mapait na Nakaraan Una sa lahat nais kung humingi ng paumanhin kung ang aking gagamitin na lenggwahe ay hindi pamilyar sa iba. Ang kasalukuyang ginagamit ko na lenggwahe ay tinatawag na Tagalog. Ito ang lenggwahe ng aking bansang Pilipinas. Humihingi ako ng tawad sapagkat ako ay hindi dalubhasa sa wikang Ingles at mahirap para sa akin na ilabas ang aking saloobin gamit ang wikang Ingles. Mas nanaisin ko na magsulat ng isang artikulo gamit ang isang wika na meron akong kasanayan upang ang mga kapwa ko Pilipino ay mas madaling maintindihan ang nais kong sabihin at ikuwento. Nais kong ipakilala ang sarili ko sa inyo. Ako ay isang simpleng binata na naghahanap ng kaligayahan sa buhay. Nais kong itago na lang ang aking pangalan sa kadahilanang hindi naman ito mapapansin ng mga mambabasa. Ako ay kasalukuyang nasa kolehiyo sa kursong elektrikal at mahirap ang paraan ng pag-aaral. Ako ay lumaki sa aming probinsiya na itinuturing kong unang tahanan sapagkat doon ako lumaki at nagkaisip. Doon ko rin napagtanto kung gaano kahirap ang buhay ngunit kahit ganoon doon ko naranasan ang masasayang karanasan bilang isang bata. Masaya akong naranasan ko ang mga bagay tulad ng pagsisibak ng kahoy, pag-iigib ng tubig, pagpapakain sa mga alagang hayop, at pagluto gamit ang kahoy. Pumupunta naman ako sa aking mga kaibigan pagkatapos ng maghapong nakakapagod na gawain at doon na kami maglalaro hanggang sa abutin ng gabi. Sa pagsapit ng gabi kami ay umuupo sa tabi ng dagat at nagkukuwentuhan tungkol sa mga nakakatakot na karanasan. Ako ay nakikinig lamang dahil sa buong buhay ko ako ay di nakaranas ng kababalaghan. Alam kong hindi ako nakakaranas ng kababalaghan dahil ako ay pinoprotektahan ng aking ina na namayapa na. Ulila na kaming magkakapatid. Noong namayapa ang aming ina inampon na kami ng aming tiyo at tiya at pinalaki. Sila ang nagsilbing ama't ina namin at napamahal nadin kami sa kanila. Pagsapit ko sa ikaanim na baitang kami ay kinuha ng aming nakakatandang kapatid sa ina upang paaralin dito sa Maynila. Dito ko nakita ang mga bagay na pinapangarap lang namin sa probinsiya. Mga matataas na gusali, magagarang sasakyan, mga paliparan, mga pasyalan at iba pa. Sa umpisa sobrang saya ko na nakarating ako dito sa Maynila ngunit sa aking paglaki doon ko napagtanto na opportunidad lamang ang meron dito sa Maynila. Hindi dito mahahanap ang tunay na kahulugan ng buhay at hindi payak ang pamumuhay rito. Napagtanto ko rin na ang bawat kilos rito ay may bayad. Napagtanto ko rin na hindi mabubuhay ang isang tao rito sa Maynila kapag walang trabaho. Sobra ko ng namimiss ang probinsiya at nais kong doon na lang ulit tumira. Namimiss ko ang bawat lugar sa aming probinsiya at ang mga kaibigan ko doon mula pagkabata. Noong nakalipas na dalawang taon ang huling dalaw namin sa aming probinsiya. Ito ang panahon na inuwi namin ang labi ng aking namayapang kapatid na babae upang doon ilibing. Namatay ang aking kapatid dahil sa tumor sa utak hindi na siya naisalba ng mga doktor dahil hindi napag-alaman ang kanyang tunay na sakit. Nang umuwi kami sa aming probinsiya hindi ako nakaramdam ng kahit anong kasiyahan at ang tanging nasa puso lang ay sakit at paninibugho sa aking namayapang kapatid. Namasdan kong muli ang malawak na bukirin ngunit wala akong maramdamang kaligayahan. Nakita ko rin muli ang aking tiyo at tiya. Niyakap ko sila ng mahigpit at may mga luhang pumatak sa aking mga pisngi. Doon bumalik ang mga alala ng aking kabataan. Pagkalipas ng pitong taon ay nakabalik ako sa itinuturing kong unang tahanan ngunit walang kasiyahan na nadarama dahil lahat kami ay nagdaramdam sa pagpanaw ng aking kapatid. Sa pananatili namin roon napuno ng kalungkutan ang buong bahay ngunit binabasag naman ito ng mga bata na aking mga pinsan. Upang mabawasan ang aking kalungkutan sumasama ako sa kanila sa bukid upang kumuha ng sangang kahoy at magpakain sa kanilang mga alagang hayop. Nakaramdam ako ng konting kasiyahan dahil matagal kong hindi nagagawa ang mga gantong bagay. Pumunta rin kami sa mga lugar na dati kong pinupuntahan at iniisa-isa ang mga alala na meron ako sa lugar na iyon. Ito ang isa sa mga lugar na paborito ko noong bata ako. Dito ako naglalaro at nagpapadausdos dahil sobrang taas ng lugar na ito at kita ang ibang bukid mula rito. Sariwa din ang hangin at ramdam ang katahimikan ng paligid. Umupo ako saglit sa mga damo at umiyak, hindi ko pinahalata sa mga bata na umiiyak ako. Sobrang nakakaiyak na makita muli ang lugar na ito. Batid ko na hinihiling din ng aking namayapang kapatid na dalawin ang kanyang dating paaralan kaya ako na lang ang tumupad sa kanyang kahilingan. Pumunta ako sa dati naming paaralan at kumuha ng mga litrato. Alam kong sumasabay sa akin ang aking kapatid at sobra siyang natutuwa na makitang muli ang paaralan. Pumunta rin ako sa mga kaibigan ng aking kapatid at inanyayahan silang dalawin ang aking kapatid sa kanyang burol. Ginawa ko ang lahat na pwedeng gustong gawin ng aking kapatid at alam kong natutuwa siya sa oras na iyon at hinihiling ko na sana naroon siya para makitang muli ang aming probinsiya. Hanggang ngayon ako ay nagdadamdam sa aking namayapang kapatid. Mahirap mawala ang sakit dahil higit sa lahat ako ang napamahal sa kanya. Kami ngayon ay nakakaraos naman sa hirap ng buhay. Madami kaming mga utang at bayarin ngunit nakakaraos naman sa pang-araw araw. Nais kong subukan ito dahil inirekomenda ito sa akin ng aking kaibigan na maari akong kumita ng totoong pera rito. Meron akong konting kaalaman sa pagsusulat ng mga istorya at nobela. Nais kong ibahagi rito sa inyo ang nobelang aking isinulat at umaasa ako na sana magustuhan niyo ito. Isusulat ko ito sa mga susunod kong artikulo. Maraming salamat sa pagbabasa ng aking introduksiyon at sana pagpalain kayo ng maykapal.

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