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Dear my Lover's Lover

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4 months ago

Yesterday, I took off near the beach. I wander on the sandy soil under my feet. I feel stung by the heat of the sun so I decided to sit in a shade. I was in a deep slumber as far as I could remember before bringing myself here. I never felt this complete sadness before. I didn't imagine enjoying solitude when I was used to having someone with me all the time.

This extreme sadness is slowly eating my flesh. I am more like a corpse floating in the crowd. Well, technically I've been dead. I died the moment my heart was shattered into bits and pieces. Will I ever be able to live again when it kills me multiple times to see the one I love, loving someone else?

Jealousy is a very fatal disease. It kills me seeing him holding her hands, fumbling around her waist, kissing her, and I hate it more when I start imagining the things they do behind closed doors.

Her beauty shouts perfection. How could I be at peace knowing how lucky he is to have such an angel? I know in myself that I was good enough for him but he's got the best. I don't know where should I place myself in this world when I always found myself beside him. I couldn't take my sight from the calming waves of the vast ocean because it contradicts what is inside my mind, it was full of chaos.

Dear my Lover's Lover,

I hope it crosses your mind that you weren't the first one he love. Everything you did together, we already shared those.

But I hate to think that maybe you're really that special enough to break us apart. My only wish is that you will never make him feel the way I'm feeling right now. Love him more than the love I gave to him.

For the last time, I hope he remembers me, as someone who made him the happiest once in his life.

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Romantic relationships are a very complicated thing, and breaking up is so much more complicated that you shouldn't let it affect you It's just a setback that will sadden you for a while, but you will get over it

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4 months ago

Because life shouldn't end there. There's more life to come beyond that. Life will continue and you will come back stronger than before with all the experiences you had may it be happiness or heart breaks.

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3 months ago

I could think about a lot of things with your write up, feeling of jealousy, betrayal, cheating and a lot more. Been awhile, where have you been?

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4 months ago

I just got busy with work and some personal problems I need to face. Now, I'm slowly recovering. Thanks for asking by the way :)

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4 months ago

So good to have you back dear friend..

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4 months ago

Thank you so much ❤

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