Memories: Forgiven but not forgotten

Another story to tell, it's my past relationships, 😂(as if I'm pretty)

Regards, how are you buddy, are you doing just fine today? Me, done with my obligation to my kids, the little one already sleeping and the kuya is watching YouTube, he's a fan of different animals. I'm relaxed today after washing the clothes because my kids are behaving today.

I will tell you a story about my past relationship, (don't share it with my husband, it might upset him, but he knows it, it's just that he doesn't want it to be recalled 😂)

We are classmates from college when we are in our first year he likes to go with my circle of friends, and they always tease me about it and even they are abusive to him every time we get together after class he pays for our snacks or even diner and we are composed of 8 people so, plus him, we are all 9 and he shoulders all the costs. Every day we met, he gave me different kinds of stuff like hairpins, headbands, lipsticks, and even he buys me pocketbooks because he already know that I'm a fan of reading them, but even he did everything I didn't show any motives for him that I also like him, because I didn't feel any special feelings for him. After we talked heart to heart about it, one day he's gone, not forever but he just texted my friend that he quits school because of a family problem. I'm a little bit guilty because according to his friend I'm his only inspiration in going to school because something like his family is broken at that time, (parents' third party issue) but when I rejected him, he feels broken more.

I can say that my college is peaceful and smooth the only problem I encountered for my studies back then is I can't pay my tuition at the exact date because of a lack of budget and my parents only depended on the farm that sometimes fails, but by God's grace, I graduated still.

In our last year of studies, we met again, and at that time I'm matured a lot, and the guy before (let's call him AV, they are not a member of this community maybe haha) AV is working at this moment and I don't know the fate maybe or he's still tailing on me. Before when he was around my expression cannot be drawn but after 3 years I find him cute Nah 😄 so that time he pursues his courting tactics but we are only seeing each other in the city cause I don't want him to house visit me because of my father and it seems it's okay to him. Then we are official, we have our last semester then and I'm welcome to their house, one time when I surprised visit him, (I know already his schedule at his work) it seems that no one around in their house so I call his name for about 4 times cause I know he's there because of his motorcycle parked outdoor, and his neighbor also told me that his inside the house, when I'm about to ring his phone, the door was open and a girl is welcoming me, I fake a smile cause I know it's not his sister and I smell something fishy,(girl instinct) she entertains me, she told me that AV Is changing his clothes at his room, (like what? How did she know it) after a while, his out and kiss my cheeks and the girl is something gets upset. She waves goodbye and walked out when she's outside she called AV, and AV was as if he doesn't care so I push him to ask her why, and it seems like they're fighting outside, I don't know what's going on.

Is he cheating on me? Is he just want to revenge on me for the past year that I'm avoiding him? But I am true to him back then.

Hola, I will continue tomorrow this (MALA MMK na) story hehe my eyes is asking for a sleepover.

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It's 10:20 p.m in here pH time. Goodnight.

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