supposedly a rant

February 22, 2022

*This article is supposed to be published yesterday but due to intermittent internet connection, I failed to publish it.

I have been typing about my rants here. I thought of sharing everything here to you just like what I did before. But I figured out that it may not sound good so I would have to keep things within myself and deal with my frustrations as I don't have anyone that I can talk too.

Living in a boarding house with people who has fair share of beliefs and values would really mean trouble or fun to you. Sometimes, despite differences, you still find the company of each other as fun as ever. However, there are also instances when you would always feel unpleasant towards that person.

I haven't been complaining about my roommate until now. I have shared rooms with other people beforei but my problems with them are so minimal. Unlike now, I always feel like I needed to move out and find my own space.

The people whom you expect to be responsible and sensitive are the very people who acts the opposite. A total opposite, the darker side. This is why I would never believe on people preaching about their beliefs and all. Some people are very vocal about their faith in God but their actions speaks different. Their actions follow a different radiowave. Their faith and their action is contradicting. They don't jive.

I would just remain silent while hearing another set of their alibis. If I would have a chance, I would block my ears so it won't have the chance to hear the same irritating set of declarations that are so full of themselves. I hate hypocrisy. I would never want to be with people who wants to be perceived like an angel yet acts like the opposite.

I would want my companions to be true, real, authentic. Add all the other synonyms. I would never want to live a life knowing that there is somebody right here that is concealing her true identity. I would prefer to keep the people who are real. I would never mind if that person is a bad ass in the very beginning. At least, I won't have to expect something great or big from her. Unlike those who are pretending to be holy and responsible and yet acts like a child that is not responsible of anything.

I don't know where this would lead me. This article seemed to be running in circles with no particular end. Maybe because I was not writing all of my emotions inside. I was just dropping clues and all. I don't want to write anything that would make me regret in the morning so this is it for now.

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Still, good evening friends! Until next time.