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Hi read-stars! 11:16 p.m. I thought of not writing an article today so I went to sleep at 9: 30 p.m. after my shift but my roommate went home too at 10p.m. after her shift. Everything was fine. I was able to sleep. I don't have problems like insomnia or what because when I close my eyes and tell myself that I would sleep, my body and mind would cooperate. Not until ten minutes ago, I woke up because of my roommate videocalling again a friend at 11:00 p.m. Ommy. I know. I just wrote an article last night about our cheap thrill telling that we get along sometimes. But tonight is another night again for me to be pissed off by her.
I don't know but when you are mature enough, you would've doubt to answer a video call when someone is sleeping around you. You would have the idea to minimize your actions so you can't make unnecessary noise that could possibly wake up a sleeping person. Look! I'm not a princess and I don't want to be treated like a royalty but 11:00 p.m. is time for sleep. Now, if you don't want to sleep in that hour, please, please, let others take the rest that they need. Let others sleep.
We have talked about this before. She brought up one day that I must be pissed off because of her video calling random friends in the middle of the night and early in the morning and I didn't hesitate to say "Yes, I am". I even begged her to not do it again because I am a sucker of sleep. I want to rest my eyes. I want to get enough time of sleep so I can gain weight. Haha. Is that possible? But tonight, I'm not surprised, I'm disappointed. My father would only scold me or teach me a lesson once because he believes that "One word is enough for a wise man". And I learned that my roommate isn't wise at all. Many times I have told her about this but she still keeps doing this.
I wouldn't care if she laughs and videocalls with her random friends all day. I just want to sleep. I don't like being interrupted with my sleep because my eyes and head would hurt plus I wouldn't be in my best self on the following day. That is one of my pet-peeves, noise and people who likes to make noise while others are sleeping.
I don't want to tell her about this again as we have talked about this before. I just pray and hope that she won't be insensitive the next time. I'm eyeing on the possible idea of moving to another room, that would cost much than when I'm with her but at least I get to rest well whenever I want and I would live in peace too. I don't want to live my life adjusting to other people.
So please, wish me luck friends. On the other side of the clouds, I mean the silver lining is that I was able to write one article today, thanks to you roommie but no thanks. I would suffer tomorrow of head ache and mood swings. lol.
Thank you for reading another rant from me friends. I really appreciate your listening ear. In times like these, when I'm close to shouting and nagging at my roommate, you became my avenue to blow off my steam. I don't want to talk to her when I'm pissed off because I might say words that would hurt and would possibly not taken back. So thank you to all of you who are reading this.
Until then!.
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Grabe naman yan pag ako karoom mate nyan eh talaga masisipa ko talaga siya. HAHAHA pag mah storbo paman din sa pagtulog ko naninipa talaga ako 😩