Blurry Vision and Life Vision

August 22, 2022

Sometimes I wish that weekend is composed of four days. That there would be two more days in between Saturday and Sunday. In that way, we can have two days to prepare our minds for the next work week.

When I don't come home, I feel like it's hard to wake up on Monday morning. It seems like I haven't got a break and now here is another week to work. It just happens on Monday though. I'm good in the next coming days. It's only Monday that feels hard. Indeed, beginnings are hard. When you get used to it, everything would be smooth-sailing. Just like what happens on Tuesday. Everything is fine. You'll eventually get the hand of the whole work week when you surpassed Monday blues.

Maybe my headache has contributed to my Monday blues. My eyes hurt even though I slept early last night. My back neck and the lower back part of my head are in pain too. I sometimes think of worse scenarios in my head, like "What if my headache is caused by the nerves that are cut in my head?" I know. It's crazy. But I'm glad the thought would come away and that it doesn't linger in my head. I just don't like the feeling of having a headache. It affects my work, especially since I face my computer all day plus I would occasionally use my phone too.

I guess there's no way for me to get rid of these painful eyes and headaches. I think I would have to accept that I would live with it for the rest of my life. It's hard to find a job right now that doesn't require the use of computers and phones. I wish I could be healed just by eating slices of squash and carrots just like what my mom said when I was a kid.

Speaking of kids, I saw a lot of them today. The town and the streets are so lively as the elementary pupils and high school students have resumed their limited face-to-face classes. Of course, tricycle drivers are happy too. They now have a lot of passengers. Plus the food vendors are also the people who are happy with the situation. I'm ecstatic that we are becoming like the old normal. It may not be normal that we used to have before when there wasn't covid yet. But at least, we can now hold classes face-to-face and see a bunch of people. Slowly but surely, we will get there.

I hope the economy will be back to its normal state too and our salaries would level increase too just like how the prices of goods and services increased drastically. In that way, we could have a balance. Hehe.

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