When time is not always enough

Do you also have this feeling and thoughts that you are always running out of time and you cannot cope up with your tasks? Do you also feel tired because at the end of the day you still have many unfinished business? If you do, we are on the same page.

Just recently, I find myself so occupied with so many tasks for my work. Aside from my work as faculty, I have other committee works that needs to be attended to, I am also a post-graduate student who longed to finish my studies this semester. Added with the side hustles are the emergency meetings and trainings, left to right which we are really required to attend.

Yes, after a day of work, I became exhausted and it's my kids, my family who became my comfort zone. I know that it's part of my job, but sometimes I also feel down. Sometimes I feel down because I think that I am not as fast as before who can do things in a fast manner, sometimes, I cannot manage to do what I really wanted to do because there are other priority works to be done. I am totally aware of time management but why it seem that it won't work for me?

Am I complaining? partly I am and I don't want this negative vibe to be always in my mind. I am writing to keep my sanity. I love my job, I love teaching what I don't want sometimes are the "other tasks" specified in my responsibility list.

I believe that work is a gift and an opportunity given by the Lord so I should always keep in mind to be thankful rather than having a complaining heart. If I let this negativity be the winner, then I can no longer do my tasks properly and happily. So better, GET UP! do the tasks on my lists and do not spread the negativity around. One of these days, I am hoping that I can tell to myself that enough time is given to me to finish my tasks.

Forgive me for my random thoughts for today. I am in the middle of doing my tasks and I decided to give myself a break through writing. Keep safe everyone and have happy weekend!

10.14.2022

~MizLhaine