Having Anxiety is not easy, feeling like I can't stop worrying, or that bad thing will happen if I stop worrying.

At first, I am so sickly like so weak and I have fatigue I feel hot and or something in my body. I suffered it for almost I month, I always convert myself into happy moments and thoughts but nothings improving. I thought because I am jobless so that I am bored in the house but it's not.

My anxiety started when we got sick, or we got a mild covid. We can define it as mild covid because the symptoms and feelings were the same as reported in the social media. You can read it in my previous article. Until the hotness inside my body or having a fever inside the body was there and fatigue not in my body but my legs only I feel that I walk for long long miles.

Ohh, by the way, we made and laboratory for our blood, sugar and urine my husband got high blood and I got UTI. I am thinking that the cause of this was UTI but I am still wrong after my medication. The feelings were still there.

I've got a job last October 1 I am so happy and excited because for almost 2 months staying at home and being jobless was so different. I thought that this is the time, I think I am sick because I always staying in the house but I am wrong. The feelings are still the same, but it's a little bit better even though there was a little adjustment for my co-workers.

I am telling my husband that my menstruation was delayed and I fell so sick and tired. He advises that I will drink a stressstabs and ferrous Sulfate because he thinks I am just stressed for everything that happens. When I am drinking my Stress Tab, ferrous Sulfate and my Vitamin C together every night I got menstruation after 3 days.

Too happy when my menstruation came out because I thinking that this is the reason but still I am wrong but a little bit better. My menstruation was not like others have a heavy flow I am just using a panty liner 3 years after I got a child I think it's my contraceptive and as well as stress.

I stop my contraceptive 3 or 4 months ago. I think😅 I'm sorry I forgot it. Because we decide to have a child, my husband expected that I am pregnant last September 15 according to the pilot but the pilot was wrong. I used the pregnancy test kit thrice but it's negative. The pilot thinks that I am pregnant because of the pulse she saw in the centre of my collar bone or my neck. Hahaha.

My husband was dismayed so much because he was so excited to tell his friends but there is nothing happen. So I told him just wait for the right time, and wait until I am fine if God will give it to us it will come.

I am still recovering until now but I think this kind of sick was just in my mind. I think my stress develop into anxiety and it's hard to get over it. It's true what others say that never overthink what problem has come into your life because you will get sick. Don't make your problem brings you down, you are the one who will bring your problem out.

When I started thinking that my problem is in my mind and that problem and weakness is needed to face it without worrying and I am not afraid of it. You are just a problem, I am just being me facing every battle to come into my life. I survive the last battle and I will fight and survive all the battles that will come in the future. I know I will win, with no space for weakness in my heart and mind. I am strong today and I will make myself stronger and stronger than before.

Note to self: never surrender and fight every battle that will come into your life. Be strong. Be a fighter. Be motivated for everything.

Keep Safe. . . . . .