What is it?
There's this one question that got me thinking about the past and look back trying to reflect on myself,
What realities that you still can't accept until right now?
Dear one's death
This is the harsh and sad truth of reality, death, lossing someone is painful and this is the thing that we will never get used to, we still can't accept the fact that the person you once shared a love and great memories together became just a memory and you will left throught this harsh world without the existence of them,
I'm not the person, people think I am
I'm not that smart, friendly, positive person that you think of, maybe sometimes I had that vibe but it's just a misunderstanding, I just make things or stuffs that saves me from the boredom of this world, I read from some book that sometimes there's a difference between being happy and being distracted from the sadness or pain, we are bcoming extravagant when it comes to things. My parenta would be so proud of me and Bragg on their friends how great daughter I am but I'm not, I'm not the daughter that they describe and think I am, I'm just a lazy creature haha but yeah I'm trying my best to be though.
My parents are getting old
This is the one thing most people doesn't pay enough attention to nowadays, because okay I'm also felt at guilt on this one, we teenagers are so busy growing up, and on our own personal stuff without paying attention that our parents are also growing old. We should love them sincerely while they are still here.
Idols will have their own family
Reality check, those Idols that we are now lookinging up for, we are getting hooked up, the reality will just hit you that they are a person and have their life too just like you have, time will come that they will left their career to build or create their own family, and if that day will come you will missed them, and that's the reality that you we need to accept, they are not just born just to make us satisfied and have a great time for everyone but they have to live their life to just like a normal person do, and uf that day comes I know we will still support them.
We can't turn back time
We can reminisce but we can't go back, those days that went so great and a golden memories that forever stays in our mind will be just a memories, we can't turn back the time so we should be enjoying and living every moments of our life memorable because only memories are the one we can go back to think off to, capture every moments, maybe it bad or good, embarrassing or fun, no matter what it is capture it, days will pass and time will go so fast that you would just realized that you are now from who you are back then, you will missed those moments you have in the past that's really a for keeps. Enjoy every moment wuth your love ones because we will never know what will happen for tomorrows.
Remember that this reality will be difficult to accept no matter what ange you look at, we just to be living this life as it is and embraced this realities of life for our own peace. Live, love, and laugh. Enjoy everything while it still here.
That's it for now, hehez seems like I'm hooked up of being disconnected for a while, I just don't know how to be active again, haha I really cant help when I already taste the comfort I've been with these past few days, I left people unread and can't even had a good conversation on people personally, I just arghh I'm too stunned to even talk back like what should I do, I really don't know ahahaha,
I'm still trying to be back on track again, hehez happy Sunday everyone, have a nice day and enjoy your day, keep safe and stay hyrdated as always.
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I think one of the realities that I could not bare to see is seeing my parents die. I am not yet ready.