Everything is settled on my life (that's my projection)

And in that trance I find myself, my friend, debating what is the purpose, why and how to do it. It is an immense internal struggle and quite difficult to control.

Perhaps it will encourage me to make some publications telling the reality of my life, but it is something that makes me feel uncomfortable because they are very unique and painful things, and the truth is that I do not like to feel that I am a victim even though I really am.

I'm not going to pretend, I don't know much about the situation in Venezuela other than economic issues. If you think it will help sharing do what your comfortable with I wouldn't ask you to do.

That's right my friend, right now I'm writing the prologue that gives context to everything I want to say, and well I'm already putting it in a draft here at read.cash to build it little by little.

Surely in a few days you will see it published.

I am very curious about your story.

In the answer that I wrote below, I briefly give you some light on some things in a general way that I have been overcoming for several years.

But of course I will sit down to put together a publication that tells the main things that I have been through.

I must look for some links to specific situations that have happened to me, episodes that have marked me like the time I had to sleep all night in the street, lying on a sidewalk. I must collect all the links to put them together in the publication and refer to them, because they are part of my story, of what has built me ​​as a person.

The narrative technique that I use to build these imaginaries is based on focusing on another person that is not me, on an alter ego that is formed based on a complex process.

I build a character sheet with attributes, which I fill in (attributes such as charisma, empathy, strength, dexterity, constitution), this is a process that I use to give personality to my creations. Once this character is ready (which I use to write different articles or topics), I start to think like him, so in this case I must say that although the thoughts are mine, they are based on the idea of ​​this pre-constructed character that has nothing to do with with what I think.

I know that it will sound confusing to you, so to clarify my position on the matter I tell you that I see life in such a way that if I don't work, I don't put food on my table, unfortunately the reality that I have lived for 20 years in this country focuses on that, so my thoughts are not focused on merely surviving.

I want to achieve that my purpose in life is much more than just surviving, but unfortunately being in Venezuela (and not being able to leave here for various reasons that are very complex and long to explain) it is impossible for me to focus my energies on anything other than surviving. Since by working 16 hours a day in front of a PC creating content and trying to get out of this situation, I have no energy, mind or desire left to dedicate myself to other things that I like, such as my hobbies, my passions that involve reading and other hobbies such as building dioramas.

I try to be as positive as I can, but believe me, living in a country where food prices change every 2 hours, and you live with anxiety and anguish about whether you will be able to feed yourself tomorrow, believe me.

I don't like to make dramas, but I think that in the next few days I will have to make a publication relating my particular situation and everything I do in my day to day, which begins by setting around 7 or 8 different alarms on my phone to be aware of different activities that I manage online.

And all this is accompanied by another series of things of daily living in this country with an infernal economy, they are a series of factors that are adding one by one situations that transform living into a puzzle, making it so that we can only "survive" while we put together each one of the pieces to put together living, and while we do that, our life is consumed.

And this is what happens to those of us who live in Venezuela, anyone can attest to what I am telling you.

So you can't think "positive" because you hardly have time to think, if you are busy "surviving".

I have had contact with many Venezuelans on read.cash. I know roughly how bad the situation is there. I have also read a lot about the crisis in Venezuela. I am interested in every person. Especially in an intelligent person like you.

Interesting my friend, I really appreciate your words and I promise that in the next few days I will put together the publication, which will probably be very long, telling and explaining the most important events and turning points that have happened to me in the last 20 years.

That has transformed me into who I am today, this writer and this person who talks to you.

I promise to do it in the next 10 days, I will be saving 1 hour a day to write about this topic, which, I repeat, is painful and difficult for me, and I have also talked a lot with my 72-year-old friend who lives nearby.

Wait for this special article that I will write, I promise, I will tag you in it so that you will receive the notification here in read.cash

Don't put yourself under time pressure. I value quality and not rushing. You don't have to tag me in, I read your articles, I subscribe to you. I won't miss any, don't worry. I don't promise to read right away because I won't always have time, but I will definitely read it.

Great my friend, from today I begin to take notes and notes to build the publication, and I am sure that I will have to do it in several parts, because everything I have to tell is very long, so I suppose that each part easily goes to be of thousands of words, and it is not because I am going to force it to be so, but because of my habit that the stories, especially when they are experiences of my life, should remain complete or at least parked in a section in which can the reader rest haha.

Now after lunch I start with the notes, count on it.

I know you need the BCH and have to exchange it into fiat to live on. But I'll give you one piece of advice, save a little for later. The bull run will come and you will get much more fiat in the future from the BCH you saved.

I know my friend, I have been doing it, but I have had special expenses and I have had to use my savings wallet (20% of everything I generate monthly I put in that wallet, which I only move for emergencies).

I want that when the BCH goes up to a thousand, I at least have 1 or 2 BCH saved, that's what I'm trying for.

What you see is my personal savings wallet.

I hope you have written down your seed and are keeping it safe.😀

You should update your electron Cash, you are using a very outdated version. 😀

My version of linux (lubuntu 16.04) doesn't support the latest versions of electron cash, that's why I can only use that version, but with that I can defend myself calmly.

The seeds are stored physically, in another place, they are not even here in my house, for security reasons.

I also have the wallet on my phone in case any eventuality occurs on the computer. XD

I got it. The version 4.0.2 is OK. It's safe.

Yes, I'm just sorry I can't create NFTs with the new version of Electron Cash, but it will be through other methods, that's not something that really worries me.

I already have about 30 minutes of audio (I use audio to make my posts) explaining just the introduction and a small part of my day to day XD.

Is it okay with you if I tip for you with SmartBCH, to the address from noise.app? Or is it disadvantageous for you?

I think it's okay, I have that address in metamask and I can use it too. I have never received donations there so you can try.

I sent it. Can you withdraw it without big losses and exchange it for fiat?

I can't convert my sBCH to BCH at the moment because the SHA bridge isn't ready yet and CoinFLEX doesn't work yet.

I think so, the last time I did it was through an exchange, I think BlockNg or something like that.

Oh and thankyou, first time i receive SBCH :)

How much did you send? i see 0.005 bch, is that correct?

What do you exchange sBCH for there?

Is a bridge, i exchange the bcBCH to Binance smart chain, and then whatever i want to swap, mostly busd or usdt

To exchange bcBCH for real BCH you need to have a Binance account right?

At the moment you can change it to any of these options, but yes, you must have binance, but once you convert it to what you want, you can transfer it to the wallet that interests you.

Can we talk more in noise.app? It's confusing here.

ok

Yes.

Very nice my friend. Thankyou!

I sent it. Can you withdraw it without big losses and exchange it for fiat?

I can't convert my sBCH to BCH at the moment because the SHA bridge isn't ready yet and CoinFLEX doesn't work yet.

I am looking forward to it. 😀