Desperation, bills to pay, and anxiety this end of the year
This is a sad and disappointing end of the year for my person, because all these accounts, all these things that I have pending overwhelm me, they leave me afflicted, I feel like things are not coming out as they should come out.
And I know that many people in these times usually have plans of a list of expenses to carry out to have better managed the amount of money that they must use and controlled the expenses.
But when you depend on a country whose economy is so unpredictable and as wild as Venezuela, things go from bad to worse.
Here the price of the currency is devalued terribly, to the point that the same currency with which we charge our rewards here in the blockchain is devaluing throughout the red and bloody market of cryptocurrencies that are currently there.
And this affects those of us who live in an economy like mine.
I tell you all this because I got the internet account or receipt to pay online and the company has raised the price on two occasions in the last 40 days.
Something that seriously affects all my finances, so that you have an idea, all the cryptos that I have been saving this month with great effort,
that added just four dollars, which perhaps for you is nothing, is a stupid amount, but for someone who lives in a country with an economy that is, let's say, cursed, it means an important amount of money.
The point is that almost 95% of these four dollars that I had saved are going to go to pay for the internet service because the company decided to raise the cost of the service. And this affected my getting to make the payment invoice quite highly. Look, right now I'm taking out the calculator here on my computer to calculate how much is what I had to pay for the internet service.
Look, in exchange for the current dollar here in the country, I had to pay eight dollars, that is, of the four dollars I had saved, I had to put another four additional dollars, taking cryptos from here, from there, from everything that I have gathered here on this beautiful platform, and I was devalued, I was at zero, with just a small amount of food in the house, and trusting that all the dividends that I generate from here on the platform through my publications are of interest to you and that you support me to get out of this depression.
But not everything has been bad, among all things I have had the opportunity to meet and engage in conversations with wonderful people,like sapphireissafy, whom I have recently met and we are interacting with, and also wandrnrose7, who are writers and creators of very amazing content.
That gives light to my life and makes me the strength to move forward because the truth is that this is very unpleasant, and in my case that I am a person who suffers from anxiety, having to deal with it, having to live and overcome all these things, especially when you have been for many years, 30 years, overcoming difficulties, and as I said in another publication, it seems that all this never ends, it makes me feel overwhelmed and tired, wanting to leave everything and wanting not to move forward, because my biggest concern is that I am working to pay the bills, I am not working to save for what I want, to fulfill the dreams of what I want, which is to be able to leave the country and be able to live with a better quality of life, have my savings for my old age and be able to travel to other places.
But well, for now, this is my complaint and my concern for this end of the year, and I wanted to comment on this free ride of today, however, I do not want this to affect your point of view about my person and I wish you all the best and all the positive for the year that is about to begin in a few hours, peace, love and happiness for all of you.
Don't give up.