I am worried

Hello dear all member. How are you all. i am not good. Because I can't find any language to speak. I consider myself an old member for read cash. But @TheRandomRewarder can't accept me as an old member. Honestly I am very worried.

Am I really getting my work valued?

I do not know the answer to this question.But at the moment I feel like I am not getting a worthy assessment. I write every article I give in my own language and with my own talent. I think it is very unique. I do not know how you feel. And every time I give this article I think maybe I will get my proper evaluation in it. But as always, it's the same situation. I have seen people who started working with me or started working after me, many of them feel much worse than me but they are always getting good visits. So where is my valuation? So am I worthless.

Visiting me once in 16/20 hours.It's really bad for me.Again, I see some articles are not 1 $ up. And as soon as it starts to feel bad, I feel like a very bad writer. But writing articles like mine, people are earning 5$ every day. It's really happening to me now.

When I go to think of these, no more writing comes in my pen. I keep trying my best. No one has ever seen so many ups and downs like me in read cash.But I came back again and again after working on it. I thought of my own family and could not get up. Read cash. I have repeatedly comforted my own mind. But I can't take this negligence of read cash. Why come to my side again and again. Why do I have to endure again and again.

I have always tried to follow all the rules of read cash. I have tried to get along well with every member of read cash. And I have tried to evaluate every good writing according to my ability. I have established a beautiful relationship with more or less everyone. Just couldn't with @TheRandomRewarder . I am not new here. Then why can't I match myself like the old ones. Where is my mistake?

I have been very tense about these issues for quite some time now.But there was no solution.In about three months my ID kept visiting. But then back, that's not very good either. This time he is visiting me like a new user.New users are visiting a lot. But why this problem in my case. I'm not claiming to have found myself as an old member. I demand that my writings be properly evaluated. Because I have seen many people getting a very good visit. The quality of writing is much worse than mine. Why with me?

This is something that makes me think a lot during your time. So I sat down to write about it. Maybe it feels a little worse to share with you. Actually, I'm not blaming anyone. Maybe it's my fault. But even then, if you want from the mind, everything should be fixed quickly.

thanks for understand.

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