You tried but you are already tired

Good evening dreamers of read cash universe. How's everyone here? Despite on the struggles you've been face today, I hope that you can still able to rest somehow. I just want to let you know that you are brave enough to overcome all of them. You are worthy especially when you tried to overcome those silent battles that no one knows. Remind yourself that you deserve to be happy. So smile even it's hard.

We are a warrior of our own life but at some point even we have sword and shield to protect ourselves, there's still a chance that we might be hurt. We tend to explore new things, do the things that makes us happy but on the other corner, we suddenly asked ourselves " Why I am like this? Even I already do some things, I can feel that something is missing. I'm not really happy". We tried multiple times but at the end, we realize that sometimes trying is also tiring. We are tired to tried things because it seems that our life itself is already tired. We are tired in everything we do and we don't know if it.will only last for day,month or maybe this tiredness will be for lifetime. No one know even yourself.

Why people tend to get tired even they haven't done much physical activities today? Even they are only sitting or being lazy the whole.day, they are still tired. You know why? Because even we didn't move ourselves if our mind is bombarded with a lot of thoughts and problems, for sure you will really get tired. Your mind occupied a lot of negative things and what ifs to the point that you can't focus on your work and the only phrase you could say is " I'm tired". Maybe you are not tired physically but rather, you are tired mentally. And I believe being mentally tired can also drained your energy. It seems that you can't do anything because the only thoughts you have is you are tired so you don't want to try anymore.

Are you also experiencing the same way? When you really want to rest but it seems that your mind is still active about overthinking. Yes, your body is lying on the bed, your eyes is totally close but you can't still able to rest because your mind bother you. Oh it's not the mind but rather the thoughts that running in your mind. We tend to over analyzing everything and hold that thought until we can. But you know what's funny? It is when we are already find a momentum to totally rest and our mind seems cooperate well but there is someone who will said to asked " Hey, why are you just lying there? You're so lazy". They say that without knowing that sometimes it is the only time when you allowed yourself to breath. They can't never understand that sometimes you preferred to be lazy in outside world because inside of you, you're already tired. And you don't want this tiredness you felt became the reason why you want to give up in life. You don't want that it will lead you to stop trying new things in life. So you tend to pause and be lazy in a moment but it doesn't mean that you are not doing anything for your future. You just want to breath only for a moment. So sometimes lazy day is not actually a lazy one, sometimes it's sign that you need to breathe.

You tried but you are now tired. You are tired on faking your smile in front of many even in reality, your tears want to burst out. You tried to be calm but you are tired on the heavy feelings bothering you for a long time. You tried to let go of the past but you are tired for worrying about it over and over again. Those memories are still fresh and still stabbing your heart. You tried to be strong but you are tired to know that no one is ready to cheer you up.You tried not to worry about anything but your mind is tired on that lies because the truth is, your mind is full of bomb that can explode anytime. You are tired but are you still willing to tried?

So for those people who is really tired in life,maybe I can uttered the exact word you are looking for to be motivated again but I just to remind you that "It's okay to be tired but never ever stop on trying". If yourself wished to rest, give it. Remember that even the most expensive cellphone needs to recharge itself, so you as a human being need it too in able to become full again. If you really need to breathe, so go and find the right place. If you think that you want to shout all of the burdens you carry inside of you, so shout until the last words you can say. If you wanted to cry because you can't hold anymore, do it until the last drop of ypur tears. Life is tough, it tends to throw many heartache, disappointment and failures towards to you. It will slap you about the reality you living on. But if you stumbled twice, please stand up thrice. What I mean is that no matter what you felt inside, even you are really tired, please remind yourself on that " one thing" why you still choose and need to fight. Remind yourself about purpose why are you still here. You way to go, I and God believes on you. He will never allow us to walk alone and to being tired for the whole life. I believe that one day that tiredness will turns into success. Every bit of it will become worth it. So just keep going and wait for the right time. Breathe in , breathe out then fight.

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