What if you meet Him, what would you say?

Because safety is not the absence of danger; it's being in the presence of Almighty

-Gary V

Life is temporary and the day will comes that we need to say goodbye on this world. All of the material things that we had, all the assets that we earn and all the people we truly love, we gonna leave all of that even we don't want to. When is that time? We actually don't know, only God knows. It can happened now, tomorrow or in the next day, we don't actually know only God knows.

Earlier, I've watched the vlog of Toni Gonzaga with her guest Mr. Gary Valenciano. Gary V is a famous singer here in our country. While watching this vlog, I got so emotional especially when they talked about God. I can see that He really inspire this two to continue on life. But Toni asked Gary one question and it really caught my attention. Her question is like this " So when the time comes that you graduate in earth and you meet your creator face to face, what would you to tell Him?"

This question really gives an impact to my mind until now. I asked myself what if I really meet God on the future, what would I say to Him? I also asked myself if I have a right to see him even I'm a sinner and I always commit mistakes in life. Can He still acknowledged and welcome me in heaven despite on my imperfect attitude? I become silent as I answered those questions in my mind. I believe that God still hugs me and gonna tell that it's okay as long as I've learned and I regret all those mistakes. But am I ready to met Him now?

I always said that I'm ready to die if it is His will. But on the other hand, if I still have a choice I don't want too because I still want to have some time to make memories with my family especially to my Mom. I don't want to leave them unexpectedly because I know that she can't move on immediately. I already saw how she cries every night ever since my Dad passed away 2 years ago and I til now I can still see in her eyes the loneliness. For the last time of my life, I want to give her the happy moments that she can bring and remind everyday.

But we can't really hold the time and if it is the time, we can't stop it. So if I gonna meet God personally, I would first hug Him while saying " Thank you". I want to say this word because even the world is so cruel on someone like me, He still give me a chance to prove myself that I can survive. Thank you because He never makes me feel alone because He gives me the family that everyone wished to have. A caring and understanding parents and supportive siblings. I want to say " Thank you" to him because even I am not perfect, He still guide me to shows the better version of me. Without God, I know that I am nothing and everything that I have is because of Him. I owe him everything since the day He let me live on earth and I will treasure all of that.

On the other hand, I also want to apologize to God for being a vulnerable person. I believe that we all commit mistakes in life but I also know to myself that sometimes I still do it even I already know that it's not good. I feel guilty to the point that sometimes I choose myself first before others. But am I already bad on doing that? I also want to say " Sorry" to Him because there's a time that I choose to become weak instead on being a strong servant of Him. I always think that I'm tired even I have a choose to move forward. I know that I couldn't take back all of my mistakes before but I'm ready to offer my life for our creator.

And for the last , I want to asked God if He can gives my Mom a strength to face everything. The world becomes so cruel to her since she was young and I only want to give her the happiness that she truly deserves. More than that, I don't have wish anymore. I can rest peacefully there besides Him without worry about my Mom.

Honestly while writing this article, I got so teary eyed as I imagine the day when the judgement time will come. I know that He will never leave me. I hope that I deserve to be there.Just want to remind everyone that in this battle called life, there's only a one weapon that we should put in our hearts, it is the name of God. Because with him, we can totally overcome everything.

Greetings!!

Good evening crazy dreamers of read cash society. How's life in your area? Did you really enjoy the year 2022 or just like others, you just go with the flow. The day has changing so fast, I'm not ready for new semester lol. My left foot is still injured and I can't walked properly. My auntie told me not to try hard because it can becomes worst. So, I was lying on the bed most of the time haha.

I hope everyone is safe and healthy especially that the weather now is so cold. The cough and cold is very common nowadays so always stay healthy guys. I wish you well. Keep safe everyone and always remember that this name " Mayiee" is always proud on your progress even it's a small one. Mahal ko kayo🤗🤗